Secondly, the story, it's interesting, so my roommate Josh, took me in, beginning of January, and he and I have been friends a good number of years, and so like a week ago, he was like "Yo dude, I need to get you a girl man", which at the time, I'm messing with him "Yeah dude, I know right" kinda thing, but for me it was more of wanting a relationship with someone, instead of what he was probably thinking of just getting me to have sex with someone.

So, he's like "remember that girl that I told you about before I left(went on a cross-country trip in January, why? Because he wanted to, literally his reason)?" and I'm like "Yeah, Kaylee right?" and he's like "Yeah man, you should get with her dude, she's so easy to get" and I'm all like "Man, iunno dude, I mean I guess, but like I'm not sure" but he gets more and more into it so he gets her on facebook asking her if she wants to hang out for a couple hours/stay the night at the house, then take her back hom the next morning. She agrees, and we leave the house and take the hour-15 drive to pick her up. Josh asked if I could drive back home because he wanted to nap in the car, so I agreed and the three of us drove back, not really talking between anybody, I'm focusing on driving, Kaylee's quiet because she literally doesn't know me, and seemed like she didn't want to, but was doing it out of friendship perhaps? Iunno, anyway, so we get back to the house after another hour-15 of driving, and we sit in the living room and Josh starts trying to make small talk, then remembers that he was trying to get a couple other people over to chill. I'm sitting on the side like "I mean, sure? I don't know the people anyway so like, I wouldn't be saying or doing much" and Kaylee looked at Josh like "Why the fuck am I here right now if there's more people I don't know coming over" but didn't wanna say anything.

Now Josh is even more hyped about everything, even telling to me off on the side "Hey man, Imma try and get these other people to come over and we'll just have this really big "cuddle puddle"(not even lying, his words, not mine) and you and Kaylee can be in the other room" obviuosly referring to me having sex with her. Before I could even respond, he's out the door off to get these other people. As soon as he leaves, Kaylee and I are left in the living room, and we start chatting, she's telling stories and other small talk, and we get to know each other fairly well for about 20 minutes, before Josh returns. We both think he's with other people, and she doesn't want to be around a lot of people, because she's said that she doesn't do well with other people or meeting new people, said "But you're cool though, because we got to talk and I'm comfortable" so she offered "Let's go hide because people" and I'm like "Sure, no problem here" and when he pulls in, we're in the room, sitting on the bed waiting for other voices. About 5 minutes pass without us hearing any other voices so we like, creep out and see that Josh came back alone, so we're the three of us in the living room once again, her nor I really talking so much as Josh is, and meanwhile, she and I are back and forth on Messenger. She mentions she wants to go home because she really doesn't want to be at the house, and I offer to take her back home. I let Josh know and it's only until about 430 in the morning that we finally go and she and I get in the car and I drive her back home. We talk and make more conversation while being very tired because it's almost 5 am with the heat in the car going.

Nonetheless, we make it to her house, we hug, and I drive the hour-15 back once more. I don't get home until 730 and then come into work that morning at 11, I think I was 10 minutes late or something.

From there, we're just having small talk on Messenger here and there. Josh meanwhile is kinda pushing for me to be with her, whether sexually or as a legitimate relationship, iunno, but at the same time he's all like"Hey dude, if you're not gonna go for her, I might" and "Yo dude, if you do get her, would you be up for sharing?" and I'm like "Dude no, I'm not about that..seriously though, that's fucked up, and I wouldn't do that."

So that tells me he wants to be with her too, either out of jealousy or thinking he can win her over better than I could, iunno, it's a weird thing he has about this whole thing.

But anyway, continuing, he and a friend are doing this traveling plumbing-type job through hotels, that they'll go around hotel to hotel and fix things with the room? I'm not entirely sure, it's a traveling job, so he had to get to a hotel in Winston-Salem, and I offered to take him up because he needed the ride, so we drove up to the hotel, and while I was there, I had the following day off so I asked Kaylee if she wanted to hang around. She said she'd be up for it, just had to wait on her mother to come back from the store. Well, 3 hours go by with nothing so we decide to try later on in the weekend if I'm not busy, so I offered my day off of Monday and from there we're just waiting on what happens from there.


And well, that's the story of meeting her and talking and whatnot, I'm just unsure about the deeper thoughts in regards to her having her son, I just don't know all the things that I probably would, if I am indeed going for the relationship with her. I don't know if the father's around or even involved at all, I don't know what my mindset is or will be when it does come to being around the kid, because I've never been in that type of situation. And I'm not trying to say that how I react to being around the kid will make or break what she and I could potentially have, but I don't want myself to have that reaction. Like I don't want a potentially "something good" to turn into a "something bad"