HEART BREAK ANONYMOUS AF

WATTPAD USER : @YAHSUNG
PASSWORD : PENTAGON'S SHINE

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SLOT : FOR FUN
BACKUP : PHYSICAL FATALITY

FACE CLAIM : @JJINNNO (INSTA)
BACKUP : @SIPPYSTRAW (INSTA)

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION : HE HAS NEVER DYED HIS HAIR BEFORE (UNLESS BACKUP IS CHOSEN) BECAUSE HE BELIEVES HIS HAIR COULD BE HEAVILY DAMAGED, THE FARTHEST HE'LL GO IS HAIRSPRAY... USUALLY JUST COMBS HIS HAIR A CERTAIN WAY. SPEAKING OF HIS CLOTHING CHOICE, THOUGH IT'S VERY AESTHETICALLY PLEASING AND NICE ON THE EYES, HIS CLOTHING IS ALWAYS COMFORTABLE AND HE'S ALWAYS READY TO BE OUT AND ABOUT, IN MOVEMENT AND MOTIONS, BECAUSE OF HOW COZY HE FEELS. THOUGH HE CARES A LOT ABOUT HIS HAIR, HIS SKIN IS A DIFFERENT STORY. HE HAS TATTOOS ALL AROUND HIS BODY (THIS ISN'T APPLIED FOR THE BACKUP), THOUGH HE DOESN'T SEE TATTOOS AS SOMETHING RUINING HIS BODY, HE BELIEVES IT MAKES HIS BODY MORE BEAUTIFUL, SEEING TATTOOS AS ART AND A WAY TO EXPRESS YOURSELF.

NAME : PIERS NAM
NICKNAME : PERRY

AGE : TWENTY
DOB : FEBRUARY 14, 1998

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ETHNICITY : KOREAN
NATIONALITY : BRITISH

HOMETOWN : MANCHESTER, ENGLAND
CURRENT TOWN : SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA

FAMILY :
...NAM YONGSUN / FORTY-SEVEN / FATHER / FILM DIRECTOR / 8.5 OUT OF 10
...FREYA AINSWORTH / FORTY-FIVE / MOTHER / PSYCHIATRIST / 10 OUT OF 10
...FLORA NAM / SIXTEEN / SISTER / STUDENT / 10 OUT OF 10
...INIGO NAM / TWENTY-THREE / BROTHER / STUDENT & BARTENDER / 9 OUT OF 10

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PERSONALITY : PIERS IS SOMEONE WHO IS VERY ADVENTUROUS AND OUT THERE, HE TAKES RISKS AND LOVES TO BE SOMEONE WHO EVERYONE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH AND KNOW. HE'S REALLY CAREFREE, ALLOWING HIM TO BE OPEN AND EXCITED ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHING... THIS TRAIT BRINGS PEOPLE TO HIM, HE'S A PEOPLE PERSON, AND HE BEFRIENDS THEM WITHOUT A DOUBT. BECAUSE PIERS IS ALWAYS OPEN AND READY TO DO ANYTHING, FROM GOING TO PLACE TO PLACE WITH FRIENDS TO EVEN GETTING A NEW TATTOO, THOSE AROUND HIM TEND TO ACCIDENTALLY FALL FOR HIM. THOUGH... THAT'S WHEN PIERS GETS SERIOUS, HE HIMSELF UNDERSTANDS HOW HE ISN'T READY FOR A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP OR COMMITMENT, HE UNDERSTANDS HOW HE DOESN'T SEE LOVE AS A BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING FEELING... AND HE UNDERSTANDS HOW SOMEONE BEING IN LOVE WITH HIM COULD HURT. SO WHEN IT COMES TO THESE TIMES, PIERS BECOMES REALLY ZONED OUT AND IGNORANT TO THE PERSON, SOMEWHAT COMING OFF AS RUDE TO THEM AND OTHERS, THOUGH IT'S ONLY BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO HURT THEM. HE DOESN'T SEE LOVE AS AN AMAZING THING, AS SOMETHING HE WANTS TO BE IN, THOUGH THAT DOESN'T MAKE HIM A HORRIBLE PERSON THAT DOESN'T HAVE FEELINGS AND RESENTMENT. HE HAPPENS TO BE A NICE PERSON, SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO CAUSE PAIN TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING, HE HAS A KIND HEART AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY... HE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ROMANTICALLY... HE BELIEVES IT'S A WASTE OF TIME AND MENTAL SPACE, MAKING HIM COME OFF AS RUDE AND EVEN AS A PLAYER AT TIMES

BACKGROUND : PIERS WAS BORN IN MANCHESTER, ENGLAND, AND LIVED THERE MOST OF HIS LIFE... THOUGH BOTH OF HIS PARENTS WERE MARRIED, THEY LIVED IN DIFFERENT PLACES, COMPLETELY FAR FROM EACH OTHER. HIS FATHER AND OLDER BROTHER LIVED IN SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA, WHILE HIS MOTHER, YOUNGER SISTER, AND HIM LIVED IN ENGLAND. IT WAS AN ODD ARRANGEMENT, AND THAT'S HOW HE SAW IT WHILE GROWING UP, THOUGH HE WAS ALRIGHT WITH IT BECAUSE HIS FAMILY WAS HAPPY. HIS SISTER AND HIM WOULD ALWAYS KEEP IN CONTACT WITH HIS FATHER, SPEAKING ABOUT THINGS ANY PARENT AND CHILD WOULD TALK ABOUT, THOUGH HE'D ALWAYS NOTICE HOW HIS MOTHER AND FATHER DIDN'T SHARE SWEET WORDS WITH EACH OTHER, OR GIGGLE CUTELY TOGETHER AS THEY SHARED AN INSIDE JOKE... THEY WEREN'T LIKE HOW HIS FRIENDS PARENTS WERE OR LIKE THE PARENTS HE'D SEE ON TELEVISION. HE WAS CONFUSED ABOUT HOW COUPLES SHOULD ACT, HOW RELATIONSHIPS BE, ALL BECAUSE HE FOLLOWED HIS PARENTS WAYS. PIERS WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR KIDS AT SCHOOL, EVEN IN THE YOUNGER GRADES, SO HE ALWAYS HAD PEOPLES EYES ON HIM. THOUGH HE WASN'T ANYTHING NEW TO RELATIONSHIPS AND DATING, HE WASN'T KNOWN WITH WHAT TO DO WHILE DATING SOMEONE, AND IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF WHO HE DATED. PIERS HAD DATED BOTH GIRLS AND BOYS, FLIRTED AND HAD FLINGS WITH BOTH GENDERS, AND WAS VERY OPEN TO EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. HE JUST WASN'T COMFORTABLE WITH DATING, COMFORTABLE WITH HAVING SOMEONE TELL HIM THEY LOVE HIM AND KEEP QUIET ABOUT IT, NOT BEING ABLE TO SPEAK HIS MIND ABOUT LOVE SIMPLY BECAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT TO HURT THEM OR MAKE A FOOL ABOUT HIMSELF. PIERS WAS BORN IN A GOOD, LOVING FAMILY, WITH MONEY AND COULD GET ANYTHING HE WANTED, AND HE HAD CLOSE FRIENDS HE COULD RELY ON... BUT BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS WAY IN NEVER EXPLAINING TO HIM WHAT THEIR SITUATION WAS OR WHAT RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE TRULY IS, HE LEARNED THAT LOVE ISN'T SOMETHING IMPORTANT AND EASY TO CARRY

LIKES :
...COFFEE
...EXCITED ANIMALS
...FLOWER BEDS
...COMPLEX BOOKS
...ANTIQUE OBJECTS
...ART
...FRUITY BEVERAGES
...TRYING NEW THINGS
...SWEET YET SOFT SCENTS
...OBSERVING OTHERS

DISLIKES :
...UNSWEETENED BEVERAGES
...ANY TYPE OF ABUSE
...FOOD GOING TO WASTE
...LITERATURE BEING DOWNGRADED
...RUSTY OBJECTS
...ART BEING DOWNGRADED
...VERY HEALTHY DRINKS OR FOODS
...PEOPLE SPEAKING HORRIBLY TOWARDS OTHERS
...PEOPLE CONFESSING THEIR FEELINGS TO HIM
...PEOPLE OBSERVING HIM WRONGLY

TRIVIA :
...HIS SEXUALITY IS AN ACE BISEXUAL, DATES BOTH MALE AND FEMALES, THOUGH HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY SEXUAL DESIRES (DOESN'T APPLY FOR THE SECOND SLOT... JUST BISEXUAL IF SO)
...HE HAS BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE, BUT BECAUSE HE ISN'T SURE WHAT LOVE IS, HE THOUGH OF IT AS COMING DOWN WITH A SICKNESS INSTEAD OF CATCHING FEELINGS
...DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE DATE IF THEY'RE GOING TO BE UNFAITHFUL, IGNORANT, OR AN IDIOT ABOUT IT OR TOWARDS THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHER
...GREW UP IN A WEALTHY FAMILY, HAD A PRIVILEGED LIFE, THOUGH HE ISN'T STUCK UP OR LET THAT DEFINE HIM
...SEES FRIENDSHIP AS A BEAUTIFUL THING, WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS
...A SUCKER FOR HIS YOUNGER SISTER, LOVES HER WITH ALL HIS HEART
...A REALLY HUGGY AND TOUCHY PERSON
...KIND OF A PARENT TYPE, THOUGH HE'S VERY CAREFREE AND ADVENTUROUS, HE ALWAYS THINKS SAFETY AND REASSURANCE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
...LOOKS LIKE A VERY STRONG GUY, EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY, BUT HE IS VERY SOFT AND KINDHEARTED
...WILL BECOME BOOBOO THE FOOL FOR CUTE AND ENERGETIC ANIMALS

HOBBIES :
...VISITING CAFES WITH DIFFERENT THEMES
...TAKING PHOTOS OF EVERYTHING HE BELIEVES IS BEAUTIFUL
...PETTING ANIMALS THAT PASS BY HIM ON THE STREETS
...HANGING OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS, BEING THE PARENT

HABITS :
...BACK HUGGING OTHERS
...CALLS OUT TO PASSERBY ANIMALS
...UNINTENTIONALLY IGNORES THOSE THAT CONFESS THEIR FEELINGS TO HIM

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PAST LOVE STORY : HIS LAST RELATIONSHIP WAS WITH A BOY, AND THOUGH HE BELIEVED HE WAS COMING DOWN WITH A SICKNESS, HE WAS THE FIRST AND LAST PERSON HE HAD ACTUALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH. PIERS ALWAYS PINPOINTS TO HIMSELF WHEN HE BELIEVES SOMEONE IS CUTE OR ATTRACTIVE, AND THAT'S HOW HE SAW (GOT7'S) MARK, AND HE SPOKE HIS MIND ABOUT IT. MARK WASN'T SOMEONE WHO COULD EASILY BE SWAYED, ESPECIALLY NOT FROM A MAN, BUT THE MORE AND MORE HIM AND PIERS SPENT A DAY TOGETHER AT THE CAFE THEY BOTH ENJOYED, HE COULDN'T HELP BUT HAVE CAUGHT FEELINGS FOR THE TATTED UP MALE. THOUGH, MARK ISN'T THE TYPE TO SPEAK HIS EMOTIONS, SOMETHING PIERS WAS REALLY INTERESTED IN, SO WHEN PIERS WAS PUSHED ENOUGH BY HIS FRIENDS TO ASK MARK OUT ON A DATE... THAT'S WHEN IT HAD ALL STARTED. PIERS WAS MARK'S FIRST BOYFRIEND, PROBABLY HIS LAST, AND MARK WAS SOMEONE PIERS WAS SERIOUSLY INTERESTED AND SERIOUS ABOUT, THOUGH HE WASN'T AWARE OF THAT. EVERYTHING HAD GONE NICE AND TIDY, THEY LOOKED LIKE THE COUPLE EVERYONE WANTED TO BE, NEITHER LET ANYONE'S SLURS GET TO THEIR HEADS, AND THEY WERE LIKE BEST FRIENDS THAT SHARED A FEW SWEET KISSES AND LONG CUDDLE DATES. THAT WAS TILL MARK SAID THE THREE WORDS PIERS ONLY SHARED WITH HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN THE MOST PLATONIC WAY EVER... PIERS COULDN'T HELP BUT CHUCKLE DRYLY AND SOMEWHAT MOCKINGLY AS MARK WHISPERED "I LOVE YOU", MAKING THE OLDER MALE HURT AND A BIT ANGRY. MARK IS AN OPEN PERSON, READY TO LISTEN TO WHAT ANYONE HAS TO SAY, AND SO HE LISTENED TO PIERS SPEAK ABOUT WHAT HE BELIEVES ABOUT LOVE AND SO ON. IT CONFUSED MARK BECAUSE... WHY DID PIERS SEEM SO INTERESTED IN HIM? WHY DID PIERS FLIRT WITH HIM AND EVEN ASKED HIM OUT FIRST? OR MAYBE... WAS MARK CONFUSED ABOUT HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS THE BRITISH MALE? THOSE QUESTIONS BROUGHT MARK TO BREAK UP WITH PIERS, MENTIONING HOW HE ISN'T SURE HOW A RELATIONSHIP WORK WITH SOMEONE WITH PIERS MINDSET, OR IDEA OF LOVE, HOW IT WOULDN'T WORK WITH SOMEONE WHO ACTS ONE WAY AND SAYS ANOTHER. MARK THOUGHT IT WAS A RELATIONSHIP THAT WOULDN'T END NICELY, SO HE DECIDED TO END IT IN A NICE, EASY WAY... AND PIERS AGREED TO IT.

ANYMORE LOVE? : THE REAL QUESTION IS, HAS PIERS EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE CONFESSED TO HIM AFTER BREAKING UP WITH HIS BOYFRIEND MARK? NOPE, NOPE HE HASN'T... NOT EVEN A SINGLE MILLISECOND. HE'S BEEN BUSY THINKING ABOUT MARK, THOUGH YET AGAIN HE ISN'T AWARE OF IT, ABOUT WHAT THEY DID TOGETHER AND HOW HAPPY HE AND MARK WERE... OR SEEMED. HE DOESN'T HAVE TIME TO THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, OR ABOUT WANTING TO DATE SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE HE SIMPLY DOESN'T WANT TO. INSTEAD, HE'S ALWAYS BUSY THINKING ABOUT WHY EXACTLY HE STARTED EVERYTHING WITH MARK IF HE DIDN'T BELIEVE IN LOVE. OF COURSE HE HAS DATED OTHER PEOPLE, NUT NEVER DID PIERS START THE FLIRTING OR ASKED SOMEONE OUT ON A DATE... HE NEVER THOUGHT HE WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME. HE WOULD ONLY AGREE TO DATE SOMEONE TO LET THEM HAVE SOME JOY, BUT THEN BREAK UP WITH THEM A FEW DAYS LATER BECAUSE HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING WASN'T THE BEST OR NICEST.

FEELINGS : PIERS WANTED NOT TO FEEL BAD ABOUT THE BREAKUP BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY HOW HE ACTED AFTER EVERY BREAKUP HE HAD WENT THROUGH, THOUGH THIS TIME WAS A BIT DIFFERENTLY, HE BELIEVED HE SHOULD HAVE ACTED THE SAME WAY. AND HE DID, HIS FRIENDS KNEW WHAT HAD HAPPENED, THAT HE WAS THE ONE THAT WAS BROKEN OFF, AND THEY THOUGHT HE WOULD HAVE ACTED DIFFERENTLY THIS TIME... BUT HE ALWAYS SAID HOW HE WAS FINE AND DIDN'T FEEL DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER TIMES. THOUGH, WHEN HE WAS BY HIMSELF AT HIS APARTMENT OR WAS WAITING FOR HIS FRIENDS TO SHOW UP AT THEIR MEETING PLACE, HE COULDN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE HE MUST HAVE MADE MARK FEEL TO THE POINT WHERE HE DEMANDED A BREAKUP BETWEEN THEM, HE CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT WHY HE STARTED THE RELATIONSHIP HIMSELF, WHY HE THOUGHT ABOUT MARK SO MUCH BEFORE AND AFTER THEY DATED... HE COULDN'T HELP BUT THINK THAT MAYBE HE WAS IN LOVE BUT WASN'T SURE HOW TO TAKE IT IN, AND DECIDED TO ACT LIKE A HUGE DOUCHE ABOUT IT. HE FELT BAD ABOUT ACTING THE WAY HE DID, HE FELT ALONE AND EMPTY WITHOUT MARK BESIDE HIM WITH A HUGE SMILE ON HIS FACE, HE FELT WEAK EVERYTIME WHEN HE THOUGHT ABOUT THE MALE HE CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY... HE FELT IN LOVE YET HE DIDN'T WANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO IT.

OVER IT : HE WASN'T OVER THE FACT THAT HE AND MARK HAD BROKEN UP, THAT HE DROVE TO MARK ENDING THE RELATIONSHIP THEY HAD WITH HIM, AND HE BELIEVES HE WON'T BE OVER IT FOR A LONG WHILE. OF COURSE HE WON'T LET IT SHOW, AT LEAST HE THINKS IT ISN'T SHOWING, AND HE'LL TELL HIS FRIENDS HE'S OKAY EVERYTIME THEY ASK... BUT HE'S TOTALLY SULKING. THOUGH HE AGREED TO BREAKING UP WITH MARK, BECAUSE MARK WANTED THAT AND PIERS WANTED TO GIVE AND DO ANYTHING FOR THE OTHER MALE, HIS HEART JUST WASN'T AGREEING. THE TATTED UP MALE SIGHED TWICE AS MUCH AS USUAL, THIS TIME FOR AN ACTUAL REASON, HE DIDN'T GO OUT AS MUCH, AND HE ZONED OUT WAY MORE THAN HE DID... THINKING ABOUT MARK WITHOUT ACTUALLY BEING AWARE ABOUT IT. PIERS WASN'T AS CAREFREE AND ADVENTUROUS LIKE HE WAS BEFORE, HE WANTED TO STAY INSIDE INSTEAD. THOUGH HE WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE MARK'S HEART, THE OTHER MALE ACTUALLY GOING THROUGH THE SAME AS HIM, HE COULDN'T HELP BUT FEEL WEAK HEARTED HIMSELF.

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SONGS :
...PENTAGON'S SHINE
...COLDE'S YOUR DOG LOVES YOU
...GOT7'S LOOK & THE NEW ERA
...HOLLAND'S NEVERLAND
...OFFONOFF CIGARETTE & GOLD
...RAD MUSEUM'S DANCING IN THE RAIN
...SURAN'S WINE
...PENOMECO'S GOOD MORNING & L.I.E
...2XXX'S LIFE ALBUM

OTHER :
...THE LOVE INTEREST IS GOT7'S MARK!! HOPEFULLY IT'S ALRIGHT!! (:
...THERE ARE THINGS THAT HAVE TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON WHO THE FACE CLAIM IS AND WHAT SLOT IS CHOSEN!
...IF THE SECOND SLOT IS CHOSEN, MY CHARACTER SEXUALITY IS ONLY BISEXUAL, NOT ACE BISEXUAL ((:
...IF THE SECOND FACE CLAIM IS CHOSEN, THEN LET'S DROP THE FACT THAT MY CHARACTER IS TATTED BC LOL @SIPPYSTRAWS ONLY HAS LIKE ONE TATTOO
...UHHH ALSO ILY, THIS APPLY FIC IS AMAZING, HOPEFULLY YOU'RE GETTING LIKE GOOD FEEDBACK AND A TON OF FORMS BC!!! YOU DESERVE THIS
...I MAY BE LATE ON READING WHAT YOU HAVE UPDATED BECAUSE I HAVE MOMENTS WHEN I'M JUST,,, OUT OF IT LOL,, BUT EVERYONE IS LIKE THAT SO IT SHOULDN'T BE A REASON TO IGNORE STUFF... SO I'LL TRY MY BEST!! TO READ YOUR UPDATES IF I'M ACTUALLY PICKED!!\
...IF YOU NEED ME TO CHANGE ANYTHING OR LIKE EXPLAIN SOMETHING BETTER OR MAKE SENSE OUT OF SOMETHING!!