[21:44]   Person: Oh, you gave up the Void Shiki name?
[21:44]   Strawberry Bunny: Yes why
[21:45]   Person: I saw it in chat and it didn't seem your style. Just surprised.
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: I mean
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: I was using it for shitposting and nothing else at all
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: And they asked.
[21:45]   Person: Fair. Plus site mods get bitchy about 'name hoarding'
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: I gave it to 'em and just asked that if they decide to delete it they pass the name back to me.
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: Yes, I know
[21:45]   Strawberry Bunny: That's why I gave it up.
[21:46]   Strawberry Bunny: I wasn't doing anything with it.
[21:46]   Person: Makes sense. You have so many Shikis as is. A collection of buns
[21:46]   Strawberry Bunny: Unlike a certain person I could name who I hate.
[21:47]   Person: Who's that?
[21:47]   Strawberry Bunny: The person who holds
[21:47]   Strawberry Bunny: The Touko that like
[21:47]   Strawberry Bunny: led me on and then ignored me for months and "i just don't get weekly moods to play touko"
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: She just recently added the text under the pictures
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: Hahaha, fuck you.
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: She legit makes me angry.
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: I wish I had noticed the name was freed up or I would have taken it.
[21:48]   Person: Well shit. I can see why you'd resent them for it. I'd be pissed, especially if that was my main ship like in your case.
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: Yeah like
[21:48]   Strawberry Bunny: Hold on
[21:49]   Strawberry Bunny: First contact is october first
[21:49]   Strawberry Bunny: We play on Oct 2nd, Oct 9th, and Oct 22nd.
[21:49]   Strawberry Bunny: No f-chat interact for a month
[21:50]   Strawberry Bunny: And that was her telling me she finished her profile but haha couldn't play.
[21:50]   Strawberry Bunny: And then...
[21:50]   Strawberry Bunny: Three months ago
[21:51]   Strawberry Bunny: I can't see the exact date but
[21:51]   Person: Roughly in the ballpark, doesn't matter as much
[21:51]   Strawberry Bunny: Yeah, we send a couple of notes back and forth
[21:51]   Strawberry Bunny: "Sorry for messaging you, but are we done?"
[21:52]   Strawberry Bunny: "No, unless you think it's been too long. I've hit a snag in the inline editing that I have been trying to look solutions to for weeks and I really get this perfectionist nag in my mind if the profiles I RP with aren't complete. In addition I've had to finish some other things in the background, so I haven't been online on Touko as much as a result."
[21:52]   Strawberry Bunny: "It's not been too long, I'm just really frustrated. It's not just you; I'm not really sure how to put it without a lot of bitching. I'd like to continue sometime, hopefully soon. I know you've said playing Touko, at least with the soft stuff, iirc, is a tiring for you, I think it was, and if you don't want to play, you don't want to play. I'll shut up now before I get into just general bitching about stuff."
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: "I got a hunch that my reply would be "yeah, it's kind of an unavoidable, bitchy thing that just happens" instead of something helpful so maybe that's best. You know best whether or not it's wise to vent. Either way, my interest in Shiki hasn't waned in the slightest."
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: "my interest in Shiki hasn't waned in the slightest."
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: That was 3<x<4 months ago
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: And then according to f-list, 2mo 5days ago
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: I sent her
[21:53]   Strawberry Bunny: "It's been almost a month since I noted you. I really do not mean to come off as offensive or aggressive or rude or anything, but are you actually interested in doing anything, 'cause if you're not and want me to not contact you again, please just tell me so I know nothing is going to happen instead of hoping and being disappointed. I would really rather be told to fuck off than just 'nothing'."
[21:54]   Person: Ahhhhh. I've been there. People that claim to still want to play, then blow you off and hide on alts because they're cowards and can't just be honest.
[21:54]   Strawberry Bunny: To which she replied
[21:54]   Strawberry Bunny: "I get what you mean. I've had to deal with the same situation, too.

If these long pauses are something you'd rather not deal with, we can clip it off here. Touko's a character I don't get weekly moods for. As for making contact goes, I don't mind it in the slightest! If I feel like I've lost interest, I'll say so right-up instead of pussyfooting around. I've had to deal with those types before, so if that's the vibe you start getting, even from me, my advice is to cut contact. Saves time in the long run."
[21:54]   Strawberry Bunny: And I didn't respond.
[21:54]   Strawberry Bunny: And then shortly after that she set her status on Francis Drake to something about wanting to jump out a window.
[21:54]   Strawberry Bunny: And she also made that really fucking aggravating Touko comment the other day.
[21:55]   Strawberry Bunny: LIke
[21:55]   Strawberry Bunny: Seriously
[21:55]   Strawberry Bunny: She can go fuck herself.
[21:56]   Person: If it makes you feel better, I ACTUALLY believe in honest communication. But that doesn't really take away how infuriating that situation is.
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: And the BEST part?
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: The absolute best part?
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: I changed my sleep schedule for her.
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: To accomodate what times were good for her.
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: And she knew this.
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: I sat around for months
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: Waiting for her to log in
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: And then virtually every time she did it was to just idle there
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: "working on profile"
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: "working on kinks"
[21:56]   Strawberry Bunny: And then I find
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: It's not that she's just busy and doesn't have time?
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: SHE'S ON FUCKING ALL THE TIME AND JUST COULDN'T BE FUCKING BOTHERED TO SPEAK TO ME
[21:57]   Person: Christ. I'd feel pretty damn honored if someone did that for me. Talk about piece of shit.
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: Yeah.
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: She needs to fuck off.
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: Or give a ridiculously big apology.
[21:57]   Strawberry Bunny: Especially since several times she's done some bullshit that just feels targeted at me.
[21:58]   Person: Not sure if its likely, since people are more likely to be cockwaffles on the internet.
[21:58]   Strawberry Bunny: Yeah.
[21:58]   Strawberry Bunny: Like, if she actually killed herself
[21:58]   Strawberry Bunny: I would feel bad, in a general way
[21:58]   Strawberry Bunny: But she can fuck off and die.
[21:58]   Strawberry Bunny: Nothing of value would be lost.
[21:59]   Strawberry Bunny: I just don't understand if she really is that big of a fucking asshole
[21:59]   Strawberry Bunny: Or if she did it all on purpose because [some reason]
[21:59]   Strawberry Bunny: 'cause, you know, dealt with people doing shit like that to me before on purpose.
[21:59]   Strawberry Bunny: I mean, that wasn't "trying to push me to suicide" but that was majorly fucking with me.
[22:00]   Strawberry Bunny: I sometimes want to just straight up ask her what the fuck was going on and tell her I feel like she should just delete her Touko
[22:00]   Strawberry Bunny: But that would be harassment, probably.
[22:00]   Strawberry Bunny: So like
[22:00]   Strawberry Bunny: a;iha;dfgh
[22:00]   Strawberry Bunny: And she's too much of a fucking coward to even apologize or admit she did anything wrong.
[22:01]   Strawberry Bunny: At least we have no mutual friends as far as i'm aware.
[22:01]   Strawberry Bunny: And she also doesn't link profiles- which is understandable, I often don't
[22:01]   Strawberry Bunny: But she's tried to interact with me more than one in rooms on other characters
[22:02]   Strawberry Bunny: And it's at the point where if someone tries to interact with me and I don't recognize the name, I check the profile icon
[22:02]   Strawberry Bunny: 'cause she has a very distinctive icon styling.
[22:02]   Strawberry Bunny: God, now I'm fucking pissed off.