2005

I remember going on stickpage in 3rd grade with my best friend

Those were good times, sheltered times, before high school, before drugs, before anyone expected you to be successful with girls.

The worst part was that even back then I knew hell was on its way. I dreaded high school, and tried to cherish the time I had. And I did. But that time ran out eventually.

High school was pure misery for me. The levels of loneliness were very intense. Now I'm a sophomore in college. Things have gotten much better, I have a sweet gf and I'm actually improving my life now.

Sadly, I can't help but feel a little dead inside. I can never go back to playing Smash Bros Melee or Halo 2 with my best friends. I will never again feel the excitement and anticipation of waiting for SSBB and Halo 3 to come out.

I miss flip phones. My old Motorola razor was so awesome and I loved it. Those phones were made to last. Now, i resent my iPhone, which barely works anymore because it's a couple years old. iPhones are built to fall apart in 2 years so that you'll buy the new one. It's a shady tactic but I just keep buying into it.

The Internet nowadays is fueled by narcissism and "omg I play mine craft im such a nerd culture :3". When I was 8 the Internet was fun and exciting, waiting to be explored. Now it's saturated with soulless garbage.