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- AnimeCartoon - Last Sunday at 11:43 PM
- Probably not
- Would am I kidding
- Wymhy should he trust me
- I wouldn't trust me, in his shoes
- honk - Last Sunday at 11:44 PM
- yeah honestly i wouldnt either but again
- i think this is somewhat of a weird case hoenstly
- i dont think you're of sound mind (no offense again)
- you're going through alot
- i think slurms thought with his dick more than his heart
- AnimeCartoon - Last Sunday at 11:45 PM
- For now I will content myself that he's alive and eating and talking
- That's barely consolation but it's enough for tonight
- Please take care of him and I dearly appreciate all the work you and doublestep have put in
- honk - Last Sunday at 11:46 PM
- yeah no worries
- i drew him an akko and talked with him some more
- only times gonna help
- AnimeCartoon - Last Sunday at 11:47 PM
- I'm gonna cry myself to sleep now so good night and thanks again
- honk - Last Sunday at 11:47 PM
- im not sure what the right decision is anywhere tbh
- prior to this i had it in my head you were just evil frankly, but not after this
- you're human
- we make mistakes
- and if you're showing true remorse then i think things can eventually be at peace
- AnimeCartoon - Last Sunday at 11:48 PM
- I'm a monster honk I'm not human
- honk - Last Sunday at 11:48 PM
- rest easy alright
- you're not a monster anime
- i think you're just troubled
- AnimeCartoon - Last Sunday at 11:48 PM
- I'm a cheating whore
- Let's not play with words
- honk - Last Sunday at 11:50 PM
- im not
- or i wouldve been frank with you
- ive been frank i think you're pretty fucked but i dont think you're a monster lol
- December 4, 2017
- honk - Yesterday at 1:13 AM
- i still think give neverlose space for now but time heals all. hope you can manage to get past this and learn from this as well. Going to bed, gn
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:41 AM
- I'm so scared
- I'm so worried about him
- And I feel powerless to help
- My actions we're what hurt him, like an ogre trying to pick up a butterfly
- honk - Yesterday at 8:42 AM
- well yeah
- you just need to leave him alone now lol
- nothing you can do
- literally nothing any of us can do
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:43 AM
- I hate myself more than anything in the world
- Fuuuuck
- honk - Yesterday at 8:47 AM
- idk
- only thing that's gonna do everyone any good in this case is time
- and space
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:49 AM
- I'm fucked in the head
- honk - Yesterday at 8:49 AM
- literally anything you say to him right now will drive him frantic
- and not for his sake but yours
- literal opposite thing anyone wants is you both not talking in a rational state
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:50 AM
- I'm a steaming pile of sociopathic shit
- honk - Yesterday at 8:51 AM
- Don't think you're a sociopath but definitely not smart this time
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:51 AM
- I thought on your words overnight
- He really was one in a million
- honk - Yesterday at 8:52 AM
- yeah
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:52 AM
- Didn't sleep well
- honk - Yesterday at 8:52 AM
- that kind of love and acceptance is something you weren't gonna ever get out of slurms
- or maybe you would, dunno
- as a person who turned slurms down due to his selfishness I can tell you I'm definitely not regretting that rn
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:55 AM
- What a catastrophe
- God
- honk - Yesterday at 8:55 AM
- yeah idk what y'all were thinking
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:56 AM
- There were kisses and hands down my shirt and my brain decided this was a fair exchange for real, tangible love
- And I was gonna visit him in 8 days
- honk - Yesterday at 8:57 AM
- yeah
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:57 AM
- Turning him from Internet lover to real
- Why am I so unspeakably retarded
- honk - Yesterday at 8:57 AM
- Well, you certainly did with one lol
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 8:58 AM
- I fucked it all up
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 9:00 AM
- I'm sure you're talking to him by now and I'm probably stealing your attention from him, taking it away from a broken soul to feed the little lump of coal that is my heart
- honk - Yesterday at 9:19 AM
- no
- im showering and going out irl
- neverlose finally got to sleep so not gonna wake him lol
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 9:50 AM
- I'm so mad at myself
- What a heartless asshole I am
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 9:56 PM
- I want to send a message to him about plane tickets but I'm blocked
- U-um.... I wanted to let you know I decided not to cancel the plane tickets to Toronto and will still be heading there Saturday (unless you really want me to stay way the fuck away from you). If you are so inclined, we could find a day to talk together--if things go south you could just as easily disassociate. You have absolutely no obligation to pick me up or meet me or even respond to this message if you don't want to, and I totally understand. I figure at the very least I ought to take the chance to talk to En about how I'm a stupid fucking moron
- I guess it serves me right
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 10:01 PM
- This hurts my chest, I really want to talk
- But I deserve it
- honk - Yesterday at 10:20 PM
- sorry i dont think i can in good conscience send this
- AnimeCartoon - Yesterday at 10:22 PM
- Ya, sorry, I didn't mean to imply you should, if was more of an airing of grievances
- I'm trash
- honk - Yesterday at 10:28 PM
- yea idk, im not gonna send him anything thats gonna harm him
- also dont go to toronto
- bad idea
- honk - Yesterday at 11:59 PM
- neverlose - Today at 11:56 PM
- it hit me pretty hard and I could barely believe it
- And I kinda just
- Well I forgot actually. But in any case I can't see her
- I really want her to cancel the tickets
- December 5, 2017
- honk - Today at 12:00 AM
- he already apparently had someone tell him
- neverlose - Yesterday at 11:59 PM
- I want her to know asap honestly
- that she needs to cancel them
- I would take it badly
- neverlose - Today at 12:01 AM
- just tell her the same things you guys tell me, right
- Just leave me alone and I'll leave her alone
- NEW MESSAGES
- neverlose - Today at 12:02 AM
- Try to get better
- And when I'm ready
- she can contact me
- please respect this
- AnimeCartoon - Today at 5:26 AM
- I understand
- honk - Today at 2:34 PM
- are you around, he wants to talk
- AnimeCartoon - Today at 3:30 PM
- I'm in bad shape now. Trying to get the will to cancel the tickets. Been unable to focus on work and trying to forget it all
- I don't think it'd be good
- honk - Today at 3:31 PM
- sec
- hes making up his mind
- he said he's going home first but he'd like to
- but only if you want to, he's not going to force it
- honk - Today at 7:51 PM
- he's going to doxx you
- yeah as the fuck if, you actual psycho cunt
- keep playing the fucking victim in your own fucked up little mind, you're actually fucking nuts
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