[2018/07/15 14:08]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Hey do you still have those logs you wanted to share yesterday?
[2018/07/15 14:08]  κuø (daliryn): What do you mean?
[2018/07/15 14:08]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Well you offered to share logs yesterday
[2018/07/15 14:09]  κuø (daliryn): You would have to remind me, I have been up since 6 working.
[2018/07/15 14:09]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh
[2018/07/15 14:09]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): The logs you said you had of you topping slade
[2018/07/15 14:09]  κuø (daliryn): Oh right.
[2018/07/15 14:10]  κuø (daliryn): I should probably ask him before I send them to you?
[2018/07/15 14:10]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): looool
[2018/07/15 14:10]  κuø (daliryn): I mean.. I could ignore it.
[2018/07/15 14:10]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh? well that's considerate of you... I wonder if I said yes yesterday...
[2018/07/15 14:10]  κuø (daliryn): But you will have to say you held me at gunpoint or something.
[2018/07/15 14:10]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I would have been reading them by now
[2018/07/15 14:11]  κuø (daliryn): What changed your mind then?
[2018/07/15 14:11]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Just interest :)
[2018/07/15 14:11]  κuø (daliryn): In?
[2018/07/15 14:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): In the encounter
[2018/07/15 14:12]  κuø (daliryn): Wouldnt that break our tos?
[2018/07/15 14:12]  κuø (daliryn): Since its explicit content of moi too.
[2018/07/15 14:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): In what way?
[2018/07/15 14:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I have no interest of hooking up with you xD
[2018/07/15 14:13]  κuø (daliryn): Just saying.
[2018/07/15 14:13]  κuø (daliryn): Might take a while to find it.
[2018/07/15 14:14]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Well it would be breaking out tos if, I suddenly wanted hook up? or vise versa, and I doubt there is a possibility on either end
[2018/07/15 14:15]  κuø (daliryn): Could you rephrase that?
[2018/07/15 14:15]  κuø (daliryn): If you dont mind.
[2018/07/15 14:15]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I don't know, yesterday you seemed confident to share. It's fine if you'd rather ask him first.
[2018/07/15 14:15]  κuø (daliryn): I mean, its not a big deal to me. I just dont want to get shit for it.
[2018/07/15 14:15]  κuø (daliryn): Thats all.
[2018/07/15 14:17]  κuø (daliryn): " Well it would be breaking out tos if, I suddenly wanted hook up? or vise versa, and I doubt there is a possibility on either end" And what did you mean with this? Its a bit jumbled.
[2018/07/15 14:17]  κuø (daliryn): Actually wait, I am just tired.
[2018/07/15 14:17]  κuø (daliryn): You just told me that you arent at all interested but with that you "But what if?" or am I getting it wrong?
[2018/07/15 14:17]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Well, I won't be having a conversation with him anytime soon or in the near future and even if that happened, what would I gain from sharing that?
[2018/07/15 14:17]  κuø (daliryn): you said*
[2018/07/15 14:18]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I am saying or vise versa
[2018/07/15 14:18]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): you're not interested, I am not interested... in basic terms
[2018/07/15 14:18]  κuø (daliryn): I mean, I would be, obviously. But you have said it rather firmly that you will never be. So I havent really thought too much about it.
[2018/07/15 14:19]  κuø (daliryn): Im just going to paste this raw into a bin. So the letters that are otherwise all fancy is going to look weird af. Just a FYI.
[2018/07/15 14:19]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): raw bin?
[2018/07/15 14:20]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): ok then
[2018/07/15 14:20]  κuø (daliryn): Basically I am going going to simplify it.
[2018/07/15 14:20]  κuø (daliryn): https://pastebin.com/9yrth1yq
[2018/07/15 14:20]  κuø (daliryn): Enjoy.
[2018/07/15 14:20]  κuø (daliryn): I wouldnt really share scenes where I wasnt on my A game. So this is making me feel bleh. :L
[2018/07/15 14:21]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I dont click those links
[2018/07/15 14:21]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): you can't put it in the notecard?
[2018/07/15 14:21]  κuø (daliryn): Im too tired to do things the proper way. q.q
[2018/07/15 14:21]  κuø (daliryn): One moment.
[2018/07/15 14:23]  Second Life: Inventory item 'New Note' offered
[2018/07/15 14:23]  κuø (daliryn): There.
[2018/07/15 14:23]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): am I putting pressure
[2018/07/15 14:23]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh thanks
[2018/07/15 14:23]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): xo
[2018/07/15 14:23]  κuø (daliryn): I am just really tired.
[2018/07/15 14:23]  κuø (daliryn): Let me know if you enjoy it. I plan to take him up the butt some time soon. You could watch that.
[2018/07/15 14:23]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Is that June 9th or am I reading it wrong?
[2018/07/15 14:24]  κuø (daliryn): Uh
[2018/07/15 14:24]  κuø (daliryn): Lemme check.
[2018/07/15 14:24]  κuø (daliryn): Yis.
[2018/07/15 14:24]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): aw we were still supposedly exclusive
[2018/07/15 14:24]  κuø (daliryn): To be fair.
[2018/07/15 14:25]  κuø (daliryn): I had been putting him down for at least 7 months.
[2018/07/15 14:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Yeah, good timing to give in
[2018/07/15 14:26]  κuø (daliryn): Hmm. Dont think I took any gifs.
[2018/07/15 14:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): wym?
[2018/07/15 14:26]  κuø (daliryn): You know what a gif is, right?
[2018/07/15 14:27]  κuø (daliryn): I was looking through if I took any of that scene, I didnt.
[2018/07/15 14:27]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ohh
[2018/07/15 14:27]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I didn't know you do that too
[2018/07/15 14:27]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I have edited one of those gifs but, since deleted it
[2018/07/15 14:27]  κuø (daliryn): I dont post it anywhere. Its just for humiliation purposes.
[2018/07/15 14:28]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): ok
[2018/07/15 14:30]  κuø (daliryn): Was your interest sated?
[2018/07/15 14:31]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Thank you for sharing, I always suggested he get a second sub
[2018/07/15 14:31]  κuø (daliryn): Would make sense cause of the timezone difference.
[2018/07/15 14:31]  κuø (daliryn): Although, I am not a bottom.
[2018/07/15 14:34]  κuø (daliryn): You should look to make up with him though. Seems like you miss him.
[2018/07/15 14:35]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh nevermind, we had broken up by then
[2018/07/15 14:35]  κuø (daliryn): Can always ask.
[2018/07/15 14:35]  κuø (daliryn): Im not lying when I said he was fond of you.
[2018/07/15 14:35]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): This was a few days after
[2018/07/15 14:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): "[14:34] κuø (daliryn): You should look to make up with him though. Seems like you miss him."
[2018/07/15 14:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You're funny
[2018/07/15 14:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): hilarious even
[2018/07/15 14:36]  κuø (daliryn): Perhaps I took it wrong every time you mentioned him.
[2018/07/15 14:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I am not sure I said I miss him
[2018/07/15 14:36]  κuø (daliryn): You havent. Just came across as you would.
[2018/07/15 14:37]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): but, on second thought, now that you bring it up, I think I am going to message him and try to work things out.
[2018/07/15 14:37]  κuø (daliryn): I hope it works out.
[2018/07/15 14:38]  κuø (daliryn): Just remember hes been hella busy with work. I havent heard from him in a while, so I dont know where hes at.
[2018/07/15 14:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Awww thank you for that, I hope it works out too.
[2018/07/15 14:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I totally miss him
[2018/07/15 14:38]  κuø (daliryn): :>
[2018/07/15 14:39]  κuø (daliryn): I would just toss him a paragraph where you explain how you feel and then wait until he responds.
[2018/07/15 14:39]  κuø (daliryn): Just make sure you know what you want to put down too.
[2018/07/15 14:40]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): What do you mean?
[2018/07/15 14:41]  κuø (daliryn): Generally when you write to someone, with the means to make up. You need to be sure of what you want them to know. How you feel, what you want etc.
[2018/07/15 14:41]  κuø (daliryn): Make sure what you tell him is what you want him to know etc.
[2018/07/15 14:44]  κuø (daliryn): If you want, I can help you proof read it? Doubt that you need anyone to. Just in case you are feeling indecisive about something.
[2018/07/15 14:44]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Thank you for the advice, the last time we talked about getting back together, I totally poured my heart out but, this time I think I will do it differently but, you’re right, maybe more added emotion. I miss him so much and all the fucking we did. Like who could walk away from that without wanting some more right?
[2018/07/15 14:45]  κuø (daliryn): Want some advice as to how I would do it?
[2018/07/15 14:45]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You’re surprisingly invested in making sure we mend things.
[2018/07/15 14:46]  κuø (daliryn): /me shrugs. I care about people being happy. You could be writing to some crush that isnt him and I would still offer the same help/advice.
[2018/07/15 14:46]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): That’s so cute.
[2018/07/15 14:46]  κuø (daliryn): That I am actually a decent human being?
[2018/07/15 14:47]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): That you wanna offer advice on these type of things
[2018/07/15 14:48]  κuø (daliryn): I mean, you dont consider me a friend. But I like to think its what a friend would do, so here I am, trying to be.
[2018/07/15 14:48]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): But you're not into taking secondlife relationships seriously
[2018/07/15 14:49]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): so maybe your approach would be a little different in how a girl would do it?
[2018/07/15 14:49]  κuø (daliryn): If you are going to get married and such bullshit, acting as if its the real thing.
[2018/07/15 14:49]  κuø (daliryn): Thats what I dont "dig".
[2018/07/15 14:49]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I love that you are living vicariously through us
[2018/07/15 14:49]  κuø (daliryn): But a D/s that might lead into an actual relationship, thats somehow different for me.
[2018/07/15 14:50]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): but, I think I'll put something together later on and send it
[2018/07/15 14:50]  κuø (daliryn): What does vicariously mean?
[2018/07/15 14:50]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): he hasn't responded to the last message so hopefully he hasn't blocked me yet
[2018/07/15 14:50]  κuø (daliryn): It didnt pop when I tried to translate it.
[2018/07/15 14:51]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): lol
[2018/07/15 14:51]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): what translation device are you using?
[2018/07/15 14:51]  κuø (daliryn): Google.
[2018/07/15 14:51]  κuø (daliryn): Wait.
[2018/07/15 14:51]  κuø (daliryn): Did you call me a substitute?
[2018/07/15 14:51]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh you can also put define: vicarious
[2018/07/15 14:52]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I think I may have used to the wrong word too
[2018/07/15 14:52]  κuø (daliryn): "Felt or enjoyed through imagined participation in the experience of others."
[2018/07/15 14:52]  κuø (daliryn): Im assuming thats what you are leaning towards.
[2018/07/15 14:52]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh yeah, that's the right one
[2018/07/15 14:52]  κuø (daliryn): Hmm. Maybe.
[2018/07/15 14:52]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): oh yeah, i thought so
[2018/07/15 14:53]  κuø (daliryn): It would depend on how you meant it though. Because I highly doubt its the same.
[2018/07/15 14:53]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I hope he's not like over me by now
[2018/07/15 14:54]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): he used to say that about his ex, and how he disappeared for two months so she would get bored and move on
[2018/07/15 14:54]  κuø (daliryn): You can keep asking yourself these questions for as long as you want. The easiest way is to just ask.
[2018/07/15 14:54]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): but then you became friends with her, so that must have been a group effort in ensuring that she had totally moved on
[2018/07/15 14:54]  κuø (daliryn): You arent going to get anywhere by going into a endless loop of "What if?".
[2018/07/15 14:54]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): can you at least tell me that I am in love with him?
[2018/07/15 14:55]  κuø (daliryn): Im not sure I understand the question. You want me to tell you that you are in love with him, or for me to to tell him that you are?
[2018/07/15 14:55]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): him*
[2018/07/15 14:56]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): sorry, typo
[2018/07/15 14:56]  κuø (daliryn): Its going to sound better if it comes from you. Dont you think?
[2018/07/15 14:56]  κuø (daliryn): I can shoot him a message to pay attention to a supposed message he will get from you.
[2018/07/15 14:56]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): But if you have a better chance at getting in contact with him over me maybe you can tell him for me?
[2018/07/15 14:56]  κuø (daliryn): That way, he wont ignore it.
[2018/07/15 14:57]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Okay awesome <3
[2018/07/15 14:57]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You're totally worth having as a friend in this endeavor
[2018/07/15 14:59]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): What do you think he will respond to better?
[2018/07/15 14:59]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Slade, I am in love with you?
[2018/07/15 14:59]  κuø (daliryn): What happened to the paragraph you were going to do?
[2018/07/15 15:00]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): or... I have been missing you and I have come to the conclusion that I am in love with you?
[2018/07/15 15:00]  κuø (daliryn): Imma just throw something together. You can use it if you want, or take it as inspiration.
[2018/07/15 15:00]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): nooooo don't do that
[2018/07/15 15:00]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I want it to be authentic from me
[2018/07/15 15:01]  κuø (daliryn): I am just giving you a rough idea.
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): but I always wanna make sure I "hit the spot"
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): if that makes sense?
[2018/07/15 15:01]  κuø (daliryn): Because your examples are so lackluster.
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): like your approach will be more "manly"?
[2018/07/15 15:01]  κuø (daliryn): Lol, no.
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): do you think he would prefer that?
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): or maybe...
[2018/07/15 15:01]  κuø (daliryn): He wants you to explain thoroughly to him.
[2018/07/15 15:01]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): he does?
[2018/07/15 15:01]  κuø (daliryn): I can almost bet.
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Yeah, I totally have in the past
[2018/07/15 15:02]  κuø (daliryn): Lemme just drop you an example, you can do whatever you want with it.
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): But it's not gonna be from me authentically
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Hangon
[2018/07/15 15:02]  κuø (daliryn): You dont have to use it.
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I'll put something together
[2018/07/15 15:02]  κuø (daliryn): Its just an example.
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): and send it to you later
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): ok?
[2018/07/15 15:02]  κuø (daliryn): Alright.
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): awesome <3 you're the bestest
[2018/07/15 15:02]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I wish we had become friends earlier
[2018/07/15 15:04]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): He talked about meeting up irL at one point too, I visited London earlier this year, I mean even though it was so rainy and the weather was terrible and it's nothing compared to where I live in a sense, I wouldn't mind taking the trip just for him.
[2018/07/15 15:04]  κuø (daliryn): Aw. Thats cute.
[2018/07/15 15:05]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): My dream is that maybe one day we can get married irL too and then I can be his forever yaknow
[2018/07/15 15:07]  κuø (daliryn): Thats a neat dream.
[2018/07/15 15:07]  κuø (daliryn): If I can give some input?
[2018/07/15 15:07]  κuø (daliryn): Before I do though. How old were you?
[2018/07/15 15:07]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): 23
[2018/07/15 15:07]  κuø (daliryn): Thats not too bad then.
[2018/07/15 15:07]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): yup
[2018/07/15 15:08]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): How old are you?
[2018/07/15 15:08]  κuø (daliryn): Just remember to live your life before you settle on that thought process. I know its wonderful to have a dream like that, I am sure you are more than excited for it. But dont get too carried away.
[2018/07/15 15:08]  κuø (daliryn): Its healthy to have dreams, by all means. But keep both feet on the planet. Make sense?
[2018/07/15 15:08]  κuø (daliryn): Im 24.
[2018/07/15 15:09]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): hmmm you sound older on voice
[2018/07/15 15:09]  κuø (daliryn): I have a really deep voice.
[2018/07/15 15:09]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): aha
[2018/07/15 15:09]  κuø (daliryn): Im not about to print you my license. cx
[2018/07/15 15:10]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): awww
[2018/07/15 15:10]  κuø (daliryn): And to be fair, I was talking fairly high pitch when we spoke for that brief moment.
[2018/07/15 15:11]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ohh
[2018/07/15 15:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): at least if you ever wanna use a voice morpher it will make the sound easier
[2018/07/15 15:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): on the ears
[2018/07/15 15:12]  κuø (daliryn): Lol.
[2018/07/15 15:12]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I think guys with deeper voices have a hard time with voice morphers
[2018/07/15 15:12]  κuø (daliryn): I have used my fair share for trolling in games. Its such a hassle.
[2018/07/15 15:12]  κuø (daliryn): Plus, there are actually good ones out there to mask it entirely. Or I could just change my pitch.
[2018/07/15 15:13]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): cute
[2018/07/15 15:13]  κuø (daliryn): How base things off as cute or not is a bit baffling.
[2018/07/15 15:13]  κuø (daliryn): Because it makes no sense.
[2018/07/15 15:13]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I was thinkingggggg
[2018/07/15 15:13]  κuø (daliryn): You can think?
[2018/07/15 15:13]  κuø (daliryn): Holy shit! :o
[2018/07/15 15:13]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): when you said you wanted to dress me up
[2018/07/15 15:13]  κuø (daliryn): Mhm?
[2018/07/15 15:13]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): did you mean that you would buy me the outfits :O
[2018/07/15 15:14]  κuø (daliryn): Nope.
[2018/07/15 15:14]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Awww then how would i afford all that stuff>
[2018/07/15 15:14]  κuø (daliryn): Window shopping is a thing too.
[2018/07/15 15:14]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): blah
[2018/07/15 15:14]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): D; see this is why slade is a far better option ;P
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): Wow. I am hurt.
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): I am going to go cry now.
[2018/07/15 15:15]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): :(
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): wah wah.
[2018/07/15 15:15]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): you're no fun
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): /me sniffle sniffle.
[2018/07/15 15:15]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): /me pouts
[2018/07/15 15:15]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): it's okay
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): Im too greedy with money to spend it on people I havent know for a while.
[2018/07/15 15:15]  κuø (daliryn): known* even.
[2018/07/15 15:16]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): See, I miss that about slade
[2018/07/15 15:16]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): he would take me shopping a lot
[2018/07/15 15:16]  κuø (daliryn): Are you sure you are missing him and not his pockets then?
[2018/07/15 15:16]  κuø (daliryn): Just sayinggg.
[2018/07/15 15:16]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): :(
[2018/07/15 15:17]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I just said I am in love with him, money can't buy that
[2018/07/15 15:17]  κuø (daliryn): If I said I would give you a billion, I think you would reconsider. Assuming I was good for it.
[2018/07/15 15:17]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): But I know you dont have that
[2018/07/15 15:17]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): sooooo
[2018/07/15 15:17]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): :/
[2018/07/15 15:18]  κuø (daliryn): Thats why its metaphorical.
[2018/07/15 15:18]  κuø (daliryn): Because if I had that kind of money, I wouldnt be on here. I would be up in space on my own planet.
[2018/07/15 15:18]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): hang on, I completed one paragraph, just gonna run it by my friend before I send it to you
[2018/07/15 15:18]  κuø (daliryn): Alright.
[2018/07/15 15:19]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): yayy
[2018/07/15 15:19]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): <3
[2018/07/15 15:20]  κuø (daliryn): Does your friend know about the two of you or is s/he completely out of the loop? Because that would actually be good.
[2018/07/15 15:20]  κuø (daliryn): In terms of conveying them feels.
[2018/07/15 15:21]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): well she knows as much as you do
[2018/07/15 15:21]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): but she will be seeing things from my perspective
[2018/07/15 15:21]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): while you're slade's perspective
[2018/07/15 15:22]  κuø (daliryn): I see, I see
[2018/07/15 15:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Hey, didn't get a chance to read the notecard
[2018/07/15 15:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): just now seeing
[2018/07/15 15:26]  κuø (daliryn): Oh lol.
[2018/07/15 15:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): you were collared too?
[2018/07/15 15:26]  κuø (daliryn): I thought you were reading it as we spoke.
[2018/07/15 15:26]  κuø (daliryn): No. None of us were.
[2018/07/15 15:26]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): nuuuu
[2018/07/15 15:27]  κuø (daliryn): I dont think you understand when I said I topped him.
[2018/07/15 15:27]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): "us"?
[2018/07/15 15:27]  κuø (daliryn): You are talking about the NC where him and I played, right?
[2018/07/15 15:27]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Oh just the second post said something about a chain
[2018/07/15 15:27]  κuø (daliryn): Uh
[2018/07/15 15:28]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): sec, reading
[2018/07/15 15:28]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): wow this is hot
[2018/07/15 15:29]  κuø (daliryn): Really? o. o
[2018/07/15 15:29]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): yus
[2018/07/15 15:29]  κuø (daliryn): Imma take that as a compliment then.
[2018/07/15 15:30]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I started reading after sending the paragraph to my friend for review
[2018/07/15 15:30]  κuø (daliryn): Inbefore "I wasnt talking about you, I meant Slade."
[2018/07/15 15:31]  κuø (daliryn): Im prepared for it.
[2018/07/15 15:31]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): huh? wym
[2018/07/15 15:31]  κuø (daliryn): You said it was hot and I said I would take it as a compliment. I am just waiting for you to shoot me down.
[2018/07/15 15:31]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): aww not at all, I didnt know you were this good at roleplay
[2018/07/15 15:32]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): well, I never thought about it actually
[2018/07/15 15:32]  κuø (daliryn): You would have known if you didnt TOS in my face. :c
[2018/07/15 15:32]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): well I am still not interested in you D;
[2018/07/15 15:32]  κuø (daliryn): Its unfair to say that. But fact is fact.
[2018/07/15 15:32]  κuø (daliryn): What I said, not you.
[2018/07/15 15:33]  κuø (daliryn): And when you say not interested in me. Can you elaborate on what that actually means?
[2018/07/15 15:33]  κuø (daliryn): I mean, obviously not a D/s. Thats not on my table either.
[2018/07/15 15:33]  κuø (daliryn): But no play, basically, right?
[2018/07/15 15:34]  κuø (daliryn): If so, I understand it right.
[2018/07/15 15:35]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): yus
[2018/07/15 15:35]  κuø (daliryn): Alright.
[2018/07/15 15:35]  κuø (daliryn): Guess its just me and Slade-boi for chapter 2 then.
[2018/07/15 15:35]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): wym?
[2018/07/15 15:36]  κuø (daliryn): What you are reading, would be chapter 1.
[2018/07/15 15:36]  κuø (daliryn): A continuation, basically.
[2018/07/15 15:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I am confused
[2018/07/15 15:36]  κuø (daliryn): Another sceneeee.
[2018/07/15 15:36]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I dont understand
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): Doing the nasty.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): Doing the RP.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): Doing the bombom.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): okay chapter 1?
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): It was just a way of calling it since it was the first time.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): So Chapter 1.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): Chaper 2.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): 3.
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): etc
[2018/07/15 15:37]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ohhhh
[2018/07/15 15:37]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I see what you are saying
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): Gooood!
[2018/07/15 15:37]  κuø (daliryn): /me gives a cookie.
[2018/07/15 15:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): if I don't hook up with you then it would be just you and slade?
[2018/07/15 15:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I dont' get what you are saying
[2018/07/15 15:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): D;
[2018/07/15 15:38]  κuø (daliryn): What I am saying is.
[2018/07/15 15:38]  κuø (daliryn): Since you have absolutely no interest in me whatsoever, as you have now confirmed.
[2018/07/15 15:38]  κuø (daliryn): If you were asked to join us, I would just tell him you dont want to.
[2018/07/15 15:38]  κuø (daliryn): Thats what I am saying.
[2018/07/15 15:38]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ohh I see what you are saying now
[2018/07/15 15:39]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Well this was your first time with him, I am even surprised at that but, it's already Julyyyy and no chapter 2?? What are you waiting for girl?
[2018/07/15 15:40]  κuø (daliryn): Because I dont really have the time.
[2018/07/15 15:40]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You even use punctuations in your roleplay!!! that's awesome
[2018/07/15 15:40]  κuø (daliryn): Yeah.. I have been doing that this entire time too.
[2018/07/15 15:40]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I have a friend who doesn't speak english so well and sometimes in roleplay you can tell
[2018/07/15 15:40]  κuø (daliryn): Its not my first language, so I still make mistakes.
[2018/07/15 15:40]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): haven't seen any so far
[2018/07/15 15:41]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): good job
[2018/07/15 15:41]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I make lots of mistakes
[2018/07/15 15:41]  κuø (daliryn): Well, I dont write don't
[2018/07/15 15:41]  κuø (daliryn): Theres about 500 of them.
[2018/07/15 15:41]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): yeah
[2018/07/15 15:41]  κuø (daliryn): But thats because I literally cant be arsed.
[2018/07/15 15:43]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I guess we will see about chapter2 then, who knows, after I send this paragraph what might happen right?
[2018/07/15 15:43]  κuø (daliryn): This is going to come across as me being desperate. But I am fairly sure hes still going to ask you about us playing as him and I already do. You can try it once and decide after that if its something for you. If anything, he would appreciate it.
[2018/07/15 15:44]  κuø (daliryn): Thats how I see it. If you dont, thats fine.
[2018/07/15 15:44]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): But you only played with him once, are you sure?
[2018/07/15 15:44]  κuø (daliryn): Kitty.
[2018/07/15 15:44]  κuø (daliryn): Hes been asking me from the moment he met me about playing. I have always said no because I wasnt in the mood. The reason why its been so long, is because I havent accepted his advances.
[2018/07/15 15:45]  κuø (daliryn): I started doing it now, because fuck it, why not.
[2018/07/15 15:45]  κuø (daliryn): I have more time and RP is actually fun again.
[2018/07/15 15:45]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You are saying desperate as in, you're desperate or? I don't get that part
[2018/07/15 15:45]  κuø (daliryn): So yes.
[2018/07/15 15:45]  κuø (daliryn): I am saying "I might come across as desperate" because I keep mentioning it. But I am not.
[2018/07/15 15:45]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Okay
[2018/07/15 15:46]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): it's okay though
[2018/07/15 15:46]  κuø (daliryn): Just giving you a perspective. Rather than just telling him "No! I refuse!" If he asks, you can try. If he doesnt, no one cares in the end.
[2018/07/15 15:46]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): He has brought it up before but, I have only been with one Dgirl so it's not something I generally do
[2018/07/15 15:47]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): and I think I said I would consider it at some point once I got to know you better
[2018/07/15 15:47]  κuø (daliryn): Chances are that he will bring it up again, most likely.
[2018/07/15 15:47]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I believe another friend of his requested some play time too
[2018/07/15 15:47]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): and he said not yet or no or something like that
[2018/07/15 15:48]  κuø (daliryn): Yeah. He wanted you alone for a bit. I think he mentioned something about you not being there yet, in your D/s.
[2018/07/15 15:48]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): ye
[2018/07/15 15:48]  κuø (daliryn): Since he had wanted me to play with others, but I havent been in the mood for it. I asked, and thats what he said.
[2018/07/15 15:49]  κuø (daliryn): I mean. You dont have to like me if you dont. Its not like either one of us is going to force you to.
[2018/07/15 15:49]  κuø (daliryn): If you dont, you dont.
[2018/07/15 15:49]  κuø (daliryn): Its not going to shatter my world.
[2018/07/15 15:49]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): awww don't take it personally
[2018/07/15 15:50]  κuø (daliryn): I legit just said, that I dont take it personally.
[2018/07/15 15:50]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I'm not into poly to begin with
[2018/07/15 15:50]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): so it's just something that I guess one would have to be comfortable doing right?
[2018/07/15 15:50]  κuø (daliryn): To an extent.
[2018/07/15 15:50]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): You can't force someone into that kind of set up
[2018/07/15 15:51]  κuø (daliryn): Anyone can be brought into anything with the right motivation and preparation.
[2018/07/15 15:51]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): that's true
[2018/07/15 15:51]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): was blue the one you got to play with?
[2018/07/15 15:52]  κuø (daliryn): I think so, once. I could be mistaken though.
[2018/07/15 15:52]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): I am still surprised this is your first time with Slade though, that would have been a goodtime to join in
[2018/07/15 15:53]  κuø (daliryn): Basically what happened.
[2018/07/15 15:53]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): waiitttt
[2018/07/15 15:53]  κuø (daliryn): Im good at what I do. Everyone wanted my attention. It drove me to absolute boredom. So I didnt RP for at least 6 months.
[2018/07/15 15:53]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): maybe you wanna make sure you confirm with him before you tell me anymore?
[2018/07/15 15:53]  κuø (daliryn): So I had put him down for a looooong time.
[2018/07/15 15:53]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ohhh
[2018/07/15 15:55]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): What about your sub? You were at least roleplay with her during that time D;
[2018/07/15 15:55]  κuø (daliryn): I didnt have them at the time.
[2018/07/15 16:03]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Ok sent!
[2018/07/15 16:05]  κuø (daliryn): Good luck.
[2018/07/15 16:05]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): thanks bb
[2018/07/15 16:54]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): Did i ever share my snobby poses with you?
[2018/07/15 16:58]  κuø (daliryn): Uhm. I cant remember.
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[2018/07/15 16:59]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): <3
[2018/07/15 16:59]  κuø (daliryn): You had actually. But thanks nonetheless.
[2018/07/15 17:01]  κuø (daliryn): Im heading to bed. Goodnight.
[2018/07/16 03:24]  Kɪᴛᴛʏ (no.fairlady): (Saved Mon Jul 16 02:02:33 2018)You're welcome babe <3