Today
Report · 22:54
"Oh don't bother you'll just feel shitty, why not just talk to katie"

"Man stop being so hung up about laura she doesn't like you go for katie"

A couple weeks back.
But Katie is a bitch.
Heh
Report · 22:55
Go with Katie if you want xD
Who said those btw?
Report · 22:55
No I don't, Oh that was yusuke and joss.
I definately don't
Report · 22:55
Which one did each one say LOL
Report · 22:55
Haha
Report · 22:55
Ohh
Report · 22:56
1 was Joss 2 was yusuke :')
Report · 22:56
Okay, and how long ago was this?
Report · 22:56
3 or 4 weeks ago
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And i'm really nothing special :P:P
Report · 22:56
My bad :')
But, (I suddenly feel like every I say is creepy on a James lever)
*level
Uh
Report · 22:57
Unless you attempt to rape girls, no your not a james rosen
Report · 22:58
Ever since we broke up I;ve always felt bad about it, but what could I do? I was mad because, I'm stupid, but I still liked you the entire time, then we started talking again, and,
I can't help it okay you're essentially everything I could ever want in a girlfriend and after going out with you, well, I miss it. quite a lot :')
Report · 23:00
I understand that, trust me, I do
Report · 23:00
I really hate putting you in this position but
I had to tell you at some point, and you won't bloody meet me will you haha ;);)
Report · 23:01
I appreciate that, really I do - I miss you too, then we just sort of parted and got on with our lives and I assumed you didn't want to chat anymore because of a certain person and a few other people
according to you statuses etc about talking to a girl etc (katie)
or whatever it was made me assume you'd just moved on and got another girlfriend
Report · 23:01
Most of my status like that where about you :|
I think
Anyway
Everybody told me to move on
I gave Katie a chance thinking I could
But frankly she's nothing
in comparison
I didn't even know her
and when I found out who she was, we argued and that was that
We never went out
As such
We talked
We met up, once, with everyone else (Lew kieran etc)
and
Well I hate her honestly :')
Report · 23:03
Okay i'm sorry to burst your bubble here but katie has pretty much always liked lewis
they always have been the jokey and lovey kind of couple
Report · 23:04
Yeah I know that too haha lewis told me to go for her also (How that works I don't even know)
Report · 23:04
Well do you even talk to her now?
Report · 23:04
No
She talks to me occasionally, but I haven't started a conversation with her in weeks, and most of the time I can't be bothered talking with her, it's too much effot :')
The whole "thing" with katie lasted about a week in it's entirety, and it was still the biggest waste of my time so far, she was the second biggest mistake just in speaking to her, the first was not being a better boyfriend with you.
Report · 23:07
:[:[
Not sure what to say...
Report · 23:10
I don't blame you really :') I'm so, unbelievably sorry, for everything, absolutely everything :| I'm sorry that I posted stupid things I didn't mean on facebook, I'm sorry that I even said anything to Katie, I'm sorry that I ruined something that I consider one of the best relationships I'll ever have, I'm sorry that I've put all of this on you right now...

Report · 23:10
Please stop saying sorry :'(:'(
Report · 23:12
I really can't help it, I feel like I've just basically ruined everything over the past 3 months for both of us, and just made it even worse :(:(
However long it's been I don't remember :')
Report · 23:13
You havent! We'll always be really good friends. You were a fantastic boyfriend but I guess we just faded and went other ways!
No you havent ruined anything. You're still the jack i remember and i'm still the laura you remember. Nothing has changed
Report · 23:14
Apart from the fact that I can't meet you tomorrow give you a cuddle and make lame jokes about james rosen and record a texas online show part two :(:(
Report · 23:15
Lol :(:(
I guess so :(:(
Report · 23:16
I'm sorry, just erh, just please try not to let any of this get you down or anything, I know I'm not supposed to say it but I really am sorry :|
Report · 23:18
Dont be sorry!! Okay, i'll make sure it doesnt, and same with you. But honey, whatever your decision is i do not mind either way. As long as your happy tis' all that matters, okay?
Report · 23:19
That's the biggest problem I'm never going to be happy until I invent some kind of time machine and fix everything that ever went wrong ever. I can't move on because I'm such a doofus, and as a result that'll make you feel crappy :(:(
Report · 23:20
1) Your NOT a doofus. 2) I do not feel crappy!
We can still be great friends! I do not mind in the slightest if you have a thing for me, really I do not mind! I want you to be happy, and the only way you're going to be happy is if I went back out with you again and right now is just not the time, don't you think?
I do not think anything less of you since this conversation started
Your feelings had to come out, fair play to you!
Report · 23:23
Of course! I know it's not the right time, I just need to know whether waiting for the right time would be a good idea or not, and I can only know that in the future... so, essentially, I need to gain some kind of strange super power and then everything can be good :P:P I tell you what, you should go to sleep before I make this any worse for myself :):) I'm a little happier to have all of this off my chest, though I'd have much rather told you in person of course :')
Report · 23:24
Then I would have just broke down and cried not knowing what to say
So maybe you shouldn't have told me in person
But yeah, dont worry it's fine - i'm going to bed at quarter too soo
Report · 23:25
But I'm a good cuddler :') You're not crying now are you? I really don't mean to have upset you :(:(
Report · 23:25
No no, earlier was a bit emotional :/:/
in this convo
but apart from that, I'm okay
just another shock y'know xD
Report · 23:26
Every time I say sorry from this point onward I owe you 10p k?
Because
I want to say it
Like
50X
:')
Report · 23:27
woo 5 pounds for me!
i mean..
Report · 23:27
hehe
Report · 23:27
only joking
:]:]
Report · 23:30
Well I think that's just about everything I had to say, besides, "I need some juice". Do you think that we could have any miniscule tiny little chance of ever going out again? Because I just, ergh, I feel stupid for even asking. I just really would like to know or it's going to bother me for months until the next bi-polar attack :')
Report · 23:30
Bi-polar attack?
And I really really do not know
I just need to focus at the moment until the summer holidays
Report · 23:31
Haha I'm kidding about that :') Yeah I think that's probably best :P:P
Report · 23:32
And you need to focus too, havent you got exams?
Report · 23:33
I finished them all weeks ago, I'm free now :')
In fact, I don't have any in college either, so, I don't have any at all unless I go to uni :D:D
Report · 23:34
Are you going to college? :P:P
Report · 23:34
Of course :') 100% coursework based thankfully :D:D
Report · 23:35
Ohhh ict!
Report · 23:35
Yep :):)