THIS IS THE BREAKDOWN, THE BREAKDOWNN

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Alexithymiaa: -Adam sat on the couch in the diner, a book settled in his hands with his face completely buried into it as he read, a steaming cup of coffee sitting on the table in front of him. He moved his hand to turn the page, his eyes scanning over the text as he continued to read internally to himself.-
Tsaaq: ((Oh fuck Adam is in here xD))
Tsaaq: ((As if he didn't need more reasons to think people in NWSU are crazy, here come the berkoff siblings.))
Alexithymiaa: (EXACTLY. BAHAHAHA)
Tsaaq: Remy held the door open. “You can eat whatever you want just promise you won’t attack anymore people.” He said as he waited for her to walk through the door. He went to one of the booths. “We’re not going to talk about pregnancy things anymore because it’s stressing me out and stress will make me relapse and I really don’t want that. So no more pregnancy things.”// She slowly walked into the diner with a slight frown. “How does a pregnancy come up blank twice?” She whispered as she glanced at Remy. She exhaled hard and went to sit at a table, noticing Adam. “Shit…” She whispered. “Hi Bliss’ friend.” Hayley said awkwardly as she waved and slid into a booth.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam lowered his book when he heard Hayley's voice, sending her a quick smile and a short wave. "Adam. Hi Hayley and company. How are you?"-
Tsaaq: “Nope, stalk talking about pregnancy things.” Remy whispered to her, miming a zipper on his lips. He pointed at Adam with a nod. “Guy from the other night.” Remy said quietly trying to remember his name then looked at the menu, waving over a waitress. “She’ll have a slice of cheesecake, I’m having pie. Preferably apple pie, and I want a cheeseburger.” // “I’m going through a lot right now.” Hayley frowned with worry and looked to Adam. “Oh, you’re reading. I used to do that…” She trailed off. “This is my big brother Remy.” She said as she pointed to him.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam set his book down in his lap with his finger sliding between the pages. "Yeah, I met Remy Monday night at the carnival." He sent them both a small smile before acquiring a quizzical look. "You used to read? As in you don't read anymore?"-
Tsaaq: He gave him a overdramatic wink and looked to the waitress who was still standing there. “Hayley you should really eat something.” Remy smacked her arm and furrowed his brows. // She looked to the menu and shrugged. “I don’t know, fries?” She said lazily then sighed. Hayley looked to Adam again. “Well, I read a lot when I didn’t have friends…” She trailed off. “Once I got some friends I sort of forgot most of my hobbies and started doing social things.”
Alexithymiaa: "Uhhh.... okay?" He moved his hand up to scratch the back of his head awkwardly, his eyes dropping down to the cover of his book sitting in his lap. "Well... whatever makes you happy, I guess, right?"-
Tsaaq: Remy gave Hayley a bit of a glare. “You better actually eat it.” He said with a raise of his brow. “Yeah, I remember when you used to stay inside and read, play with the cats, watch youtube videos. You were a sweetheart… What happened?” Remy chimed in with his eyes squinted in her direction. He looked to Adam with both of his brows raised. “For the record, it doesn’t make her happy. She’s completely fucking up.” // “Well I’d read now I guess if I’m on a plane or everybody is busy or something.” She tried to say. Hayley pouted and crossed her arms over her frame. “I am not.” She whispered. “I spent a lot of time with my boyfriends, they’re a lot of fun. And all of them are already in college so they help me with homework. So that’s like reading… Sort of.” She shrugged.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam turned his body to face their table, keeping a firm grasp on the book in his hands. "Boyfriends? As in plural? You have more than one... boyfriend? Isn't that like... cheating?"-
Tsaaq: “Here we go.” Remy said as he slouched in his seat and draped his hands on the table. // She poked out her lips a bit. “Yes, I’m polyamourous so it actually isn’t cheating.” Hayley answered him. “Sure it’s a complicated concept but long story short- I have a lot of love to give and I can’t simply be with one person.” She waved her hands as she spoke. “Plus it’s only four guys, and I’ve only slept with one.”
Alexithymiaa: "Oh... uh... okay... I guess." He dropped his eyes back down to look at the cover of his book, mulling over her words. "Do they know about each other?"-
Tsaaq: Remy crossed his arms. “No!” He blurted out. // Hayley shot an angry glare at Remy. “They don’t but it’s okay because I care about them all a lot and they know that so that makes it alright. I’ve gotten this whole relationship thing figured out.” She said with a nod.
Alexithymiaa: -He chewed on the inside of his cheek skeptically, looking to Remy and then Hayley. "I'm not really so sure that's how that works. I think it's still considered cheating if they don't know and agree to it, regardless of how much you care for them."-
Tsaaq: “That’s what I told her.” He said with a raise of his brows. // She furrowed her brows as she pouted. “Well I don’t want to hurt anybody, I genuinely like all of them.” Hayley said with a frown. “Should I like, tell them? Maybe I should sit them all down and talk about it… But I don’t want them to fight each other. They’re all really hot.”
Alexithymiaa: -He slipped the book out of his lap and onto the couch, pushing up to his feet with a small sigh as he waded closer to their table, looking down to Hayley. "You're going to hurt them regardless of how they find out now that you weren't upfront about it from the get-go. It's really not fair to do that to someone, because they're probably all under very different assumptions about your relationships."-
Tsaaq: Remy raised his hands with a shrug. “Exactly.” He muttered. “Not to mention all the hand jobs you give out and only god knows what else. That’s not polyarmor or whatever the fuck- that’s just fucking around with dudes because you know you can. Which is fine! But don’t try to tell me you’re a little in ‘love’ with that guido kid Nick.” // “Holy shit, what am I going to do?” She said with a frown as she looked to Remy and grabbed his wrist. “I cheated on all my boyfriends with all of my boyfriends AND with the guido kid AND AND with Justin.” Hayley said in a small desperate voice. “They’re all going to hate me.” She put her hands on both of her cheeks.
Alexithymiaa: -He moved his hand to the rub the skin on the back of his neck awkwardly, looking down to his feet. "Uh... yeah... that's uh... that's... that's cheating." He shifted awkwardly on his feet. "Maybe if you tried to explain to them your mindset they might forgive you, but you're definitely going to have to pick one in your mind if they're not alright with continuing on this way inexclusively."-
Tsaaq: He looked to Adam then looked to Hayley. “Looks like you fucked up.” Remy said in a monotone. // She frowned as she stared off in the distance. “Handjobs are cheating? What am I saying? Of course hand jobs are cheating. And now I have to pick one so I don’t hurt any of the others… But they’re all really hot.” Hayley began to mutter. “Alright I can acknowledge that I’ve been actively fucking up, but it’s not my fault! I only lost my virginity six months ago!”
Alexithymiaa: -He pursed his lips and nodded awkwardly, not being able to make eye contact with either of them. "Uh... yeah... I guess so... yeah...."-
Tsaaq: Remy shook his head slowly at Hayley. “If you don’t know shit about sex you shouldn’t be having it.” He said with widened eyes. “And if you know shit much about relationships you should be in four of them while trying to convince yourself that you could be with my ex-best friend.” He grumbled. // “Remy, stop.” Hayley let out a sigh. “Okay but Pumpkin told me that hand jobs and blow jobs weren’t sex so they didn’t count.” She said defensively. “God, now I don’t know what I’m going to do… You have to make sure nobody knows that I was wrong about something.” She said pointing to Adam.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam raised his brows as she pointed to him, putting his hand on his chest. "Me? What am I supposed to do? I would never tell anyone your business, I promise."-
Tsaaq: “You were wrong, you fucked up. Just saying.” Remy whispered as their food came to the table. “And Pumpkin is an idiot, why you take any advice from her I’ll never understand.” // “Good, because if anyone found out…” Hayley trailed off. “I have a lot to think about… Plus I’m having some other issues…” She whispered as her eyes widened slightly. “Fuck you Remy! Pumpkin is the whole reason I am the way I am now. I’m happy.”
Alexithymiaa: -he backed away from the table slowly as their food came, leaving the waitress room to set everything on the table. "Well I don't really know anything of who or what you're talking about, so I can't really make any comments or judgements. But I'll let you get back to your food..."-
Tsaaq: Remy looked to Adam and furrowed his brows. “No no, it’s fine. I’m feeling very social and you’re a logical person and I like it.” He said to him. “Don’t be afraid to talk or anything, I usually hate people.” // Hayley pouted as she slid all the way into her booth and picked at her fries. “Remy…” She whispered as she glanced at him. “Do you think home pregnancy tests can be wrong?” She let out awkwardly.
Alexithymiaa: -He warily sat dwn in the booth beside Hayley, folding his hands in his lap as he nodded to Remy. "Yeah I just... I don't know this is a little weird. I guess I haven't really met anyone else like ya'll in my life."-
Tsaaq: “Yeah well…” Remy shrugged his shoulders as he took a bite out of his burger. “You pretty much just met the weirdest people you could possibly meet here so everyone will seem normal in comparison.” He said as he chewed quickly. He slowly looked at Hayley with a glare. “Are you fucking serious? What did I say about pregnancy stuff? One out of three was negative, you’re probably not pregnant. Drop it.” Remy said with widened eyes. // “I’m sorry!” Hayley lowered her head as she slouched in her seat. “I’m pregnant with his baby and my life is over, I’m going to get so fat…” She trailed off with a sniffle. “My vagina is never going to look the same.”
Alexithymiaa: -He looked down into the table with undying focus as he tried his best not to listen to the words coming out of Hayley's mouth, addressing Remy more specifically. "Well I guess that's interesting. But I haven't met all that many other people yet so I guess I'll have to wait and see."-
Tsaaq: “Yeah, I’m guessing you’re from like and small townish place?” Remy asked after taking another bite. “Hayley I swear to god, I hope you are pregnant because if you are god is punishing you for fucking my best friend behind my back.” He whispered angrily to her. "Stop talking about this." // Hayley picked at her food as her eyes became moist. “Mom and Dad are gonna kill me.” She started to break down, resting her head on the diner table.
Alexithymiaa: "Uh... I guess I am? I'm from Lawrence, Kansas." He swung his head to look at Hayley for a moment before looking back to Remy. "Oh... wow... okay..."-
Tsaaq: He turned his head at the sound of her sobbing. “Okay stop.” Remy said dismissively. “You weren’t crying when you let that unprotected penis inside of you, honestly.” He scoffed. “Don’t worry about her, I’m taking care of it as best as I can.” He trailed off as he glanced at her. “Hayley, Hayley. Stop crying, we’re in a public place. Eat your fries. You’re scaring Adam.” He said in a monotone. // “Nobody understands what I’m going through!” She choked as she stood up, flipping over the coffee table then smacking a plate of food out of a waitresses hand then ran outside.
Alexithymiaa: -he flinched as she erupted into weirdness, staring at her as she stormed out. "Oh... well... uhh... should someone go after her? I guess?" He lowered his head slightly, his voice dropping down to a whisper. "I don't understand women..."-
Tsaaq: "She'll lay waste to everything in her path but other than that she'll be fine." Remy answered with a shrug as he went back to eating. He raised his brows at Adam then looked around. "Nobody does." Remy whispered back to him.
Alexithymiaa: -He turned to stare back at the door again. "But it's a pretty big city... should she really just be out by herself?"-
Tsaaq: He tightened his lips for a moment. “That’s true. I don’t want to get in trouble if she’s murdered… I’ll call her.” Remy trailed off, dialing his cellphone. “Hayley.” He said curtly, audible shouting and crying on the other line. “Okay well you should stay by the car so you don’t get kidnapped. So keep you’re little hurricane in that area- Hayley.” He said into the speaker. “Hayley are you listening? Who are those people screaming in the background? Hello…?” Remy pulled the phone away from his ear when all he heard was dial tone. “I guess I should go out there and make sure she’s okay or some shit.” Remy shouted reluctantly as he pulled out his wallet and tossed money onto the table.