September 5th 2020 Blog

It has been a long time since I last posted.

....................Yea, a lot has happened.

I was diagnosed with micro colitis, should get better on its own.

I was in the hospital on December 24th and 25th of 2019

I couldn't hold anything down and it was bad, really bad.


My diet is trying to get back to normal, but that has been a process.




The pandemic has been hard, like for me mentally.

My insurance changed and I been having to see new doctors this year than last year.

I just feel more lonely than normal, I feel like my Tweets are cringe and annoying.

My mood changes drastically even more than before.

Summer is always difficult for me, but in the pandemic it is even harder to keep my mind not sad.


I just wish I had friends IRL, most my friends are ones that I met online and yea.... not sure how close I am with them.


I don't feel close with my friends as much anymore.