Perfect Talk #3

7:13 PM - TheBurningBanana: Hey did you end up showing Darth, Blazes chat logs
7:13 PM - Perfect.: yeah i think
7:16 PM - TheBurningBanana: Say anything
7:16 PM - Perfect.: i pasted it to darth
7:16 PM - Perfect.: i doubt he cares
7:20 PM - TheBurningBanana: Which talk did you paste
7:20 PM - TheBurningBanana: The one that you showed me
7:21 PM - Perfect.: yeah
7:21 PM - TheBurningBanana: Did Darth say anything
7:22 PM - Perfect.: no
7:22 PM - Perfect.: 4:16 PM - Perfect.: i doubt he cares
7:23 PM - Your state is set to Offline.
7:23 PM - Perfect. is now Offline.
7:23 PM - Lost connection to Steam, will rejoin chat automatically when connection regained.
7:24 PM - Connected again and rejoined chat.
7:24 PM - Perfect. is now Online.
7:39 PM - TheBurningBanana: So on another note how you doin
7:40 PM - Perfect.: last night has made me so anxious and upset thats its affected me on a physical level now
7:41 PM - Perfect.: i havent eaten or had a drink all day
7:41 PM - Perfect.: and dont feel like i can keep either down if i did
7:42 PM - TheBurningBanana: What the Blaze thing made you anxious
7:43 PM - Perfect.: he can fucking leak everything ive worked on
7:43 PM - Perfect.: and private info
7:43 PM - TheBurningBanana: Yeah i was thinking about that
7:44 PM - TheBurningBanana: Do you think he would leak everything you've worked on to another server or something
7:44 PM - Perfect.: yes
7:44 PM - Perfect.: yes i do
7:45 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well for some reason he hasnt deleted me yet
7:58 PM - TheBurningBanana: So if you want to say anything or you want anything to do Blaze related i can contact him
8:00 PM - Perfect.: i dont want
8:00 PM - Perfect.: anything
8:00 PM - Perfect.: to do
8:00 PM - Perfect.: with him
8:00 PM - Perfect.: at all
8:00 PM - TheBurningBanana: No final words or whatever
8:03 PM - Perfect.: get fucked
8:03 PM - Perfect.: thats all id say
8:03 PM - TheBurningBanana: Probs not the best thing to say with all he knows
8:04 PM - Perfect.: pretty much
8:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: I want to say something to him about not sharing anything
8:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: But in his current state of mind
8:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: Probably will just put ideas in his head
8:15 PM - TheBurningBanana: Me and Trina are workin on a contingency plan if any of that happens
8:15 PM - TheBurningBanana: So you just sit back and probably eat something
9:11 PM - TheBurningBanana: You better of eaten something
9:12 PM - Perfect.: nope
9:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: So to fill you in, since Blaze thinks he is on somewhat neutral to good ground with Trina, Trina is gonna keep an eye on him making sure he doesnt do anything
9:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: Least i think thats whats happening
9:28 PM - Perfect.: i just want to drop dead
9:28 PM - TheBurningBanana: Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
9:29 PM - Perfect. is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
9:30 PM - TheBurningBanana: You got nothing to worry about with Blaze
9:30 PM - TheBurningBanana: If thats the reason
9:31 PM - TheBurningBanana has changed their name to Frasers real name is Clifford.
9:31 PM - Frasers real name is Clifford has changed their name to TheBurningBanana.
9:33 PM - Perfect. is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
9:34 PM - Perfect.: i feel so shitty
9:35 PM - Perfect. is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
9:36 PM - TheBurningBanana: How can we make that better
9:36 PM - TheBurningBanana: Whats makin you feel shitty
9:36 PM - Perfect.: yous cant
9:36 PM - Perfect.: knowing blaze can just fuck me over do hard
9:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: Okay im thinking
9:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: Ill figure something out hold up
9:37 PM - Your state is set to Offline.
9:37 PM - Perfect. is now Offline.
9:37 PM - Lost connection to Steam, will rejoin chat automatically when connection regained.
9:38 PM - Connected again and rejoined chat.
9:38 PM - Perfect. is now Online.
9:39 PM - Your state is set to Offline.
9:39 PM - Perfect. is now Offline.
9:39 PM - Lost connection to Steam, will rejoin chat automatically when connection regained.
9:41 PM - Connected again and rejoined chat.
9:41 PM - Perfect. is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
9:49 PM - Perfect.: its uh ok
9:49 PM - Perfect.: ill just drink myself up
9:49 PM - TheBurningBanana: Nonononononono
9:49 PM - TheBurningBanana: We are figuring it out
9:49 PM - TheBurningBanana: You do something to distract yourself
9:49 PM - Perfect.: drink
9:49 PM - TheBurningBanana: Fuckin eat or watch or wank o dunno
9:50 PM - TheBurningBanana: Just not that
9:50 PM - Perfect.: why
9:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: I dunno, i mean like 2 out of the 3 things i suggested are much more enjoyable
9:51 PM - TheBurningBanana: I think Trina is trying to get someone to keep an eye on him from poseidan
9:52 PM - TheBurningBanana: poseidon woteva
9:52 PM - Perfect.: why do yous even care
9:53 PM - TheBurningBanana: Because your you
9:53 PM - TheBurningBanana: We enjoy your company
9:53 PM - Perfect.: im a cunt
9:53 PM - TheBurningBanana: Im a cunt aswell
9:53 PM - Perfect.: nahhhhhhh
9:54 PM - TheBurningBanana: How arent i a cunt
9:54 PM - TheBurningBanana: By helping you im not a cunt?
9:54 PM - TheBurningBanana: That makes me a helpful person
9:55 PM - TheBurningBanana: But are you saying you wouldnt help someone you care about say Darth or Snipe, Caca, Trina, Root,
9:55 PM - TheBurningBanana: etc
9:55 PM - Perfect.: yeah you wouldnt help if you were a cunt
9:55 PM - Perfect.: lol
9:55 PM - Perfect.: nah i help them where i can
9:55 PM - TheBurningBanana: Its worth a shot aint it
9:58 PM - Perfect.: i care about them because they're good people
9:58 PM - Perfect.: why they care about me
9:58 PM - Perfect.: im not sure
9:58 PM - Perfect.: lol
9:58 PM - TheBurningBanana: I would ask but you said you dont want people knowing about your instability, so i dont really know who knows from that list
10:00 PM - TheBurningBanana: + Snipe unfriended me rip
10:00 PM - Perfect.: iunno why but nat seems to care
10:01 PM - Perfect.: went as far as too offer to pay for dr (wouldnt pay for zs) to relieve money stress
10:01 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well its not like hes a terrible human being
10:01 PM - Perfect.: i was surprised with how similar we are tbh
10:02 PM - Perfect.: we even drive the same car
10:02 PM - TheBurningBanana: Wot lmao
10:02 PM - Perfect.: yeah kek
10:02 PM - Perfect.: he has the model of my car up from mine
10:02 PM - Perfect.: though appearence wise they look the same
10:02 PM - Perfect.: weird af lmao
10:03 PM - TheBurningBanana: Thats a bloody odd coincidence
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: 10:03 PM - TheBurningBanana: Ayy Lmao
10:04 PM - TheBurningBanana: Good your only in Casual, thisll only take a min
10:04 PM - Root: lol
10:04 PM - Root: kk
10:04 PM - TheBurningBanana: So you know about Perfects instability and past to say the least
10:04 PM - TheBurningBanana: past choices*
10:05 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well he seems to think that people dont have a reason to care about him
10:05 PM - TheBurningBanana: 9:58 PM - Perfect.: i care about them because they're good people
9:58 PM - Perfect.: why they care about me
9:58 PM - Perfect.: im not sure
10:05 PM - TheBurningBanana: So why do you care about Perfect
10:05 PM - Root: I care for perfect for so many reasons
10:06 PM - Root: the fact he's helped me through lots of problems
10:06 PM - Root: and just alot of more private reasons
10:06 PM - TheBurningBanana: Alright cheers
10:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: See
10:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: You being you, gets people to care about you
10:09 PM - Perfect.: mmm
10:09 PM - TheBurningBanana: 10:07 PM - TheBurningBanana: Oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii you
10:08 PM - Caca: woddup g
10:08 PM - TheBurningBanana: Perfect somehow has in his mind that people dont have a reason to care about him
10:08 PM - TheBurningBanana: 9:58 PM - Perfect.: i care about them because they're good people
9:58 PM - Perfect.: why they care about me
9:58 PM - Perfect.: im not sure
10:08 PM - TheBurningBanana: So why do you care about Perect
10:08 PM - TheBurningBanana: Perfect*
10:08 PM - Caca: I've told him a thousand times the lil shit
10:08 PM - Caca: He's a good person
10:09 PM - Caca: Mistakes don't define a person, the path to redeem themself does
10:09 PM - Caca: He may have slipped up in the past
10:09 PM - Caca: But his heart is good and he isn't as self-centered as he once was
10:09 PM - Caca: He's loyal and respectful
10:09 PM - TheBurningBanana: Thankyou Caca
10:09 PM - Caca: ezpz
10:10 PM - TheBurningBanana: Caca rolled these out within like 10 seconds
10:10 PM - TheBurningBanana: He didnt even have to think about his answer
10:11 PM - Perfect.: didnt really need to ask anyone i mean its not even a big deal
10:11 PM - Perfect.: im not complaining that they care about me
10:12 PM - Perfect.: i just dont see the point
10:12 PM - TheBurningBanana: The point in what
10:12 PM - Perfect.: why they care about me of all people yeah
10:12 PM - Perfect.: im such a dick to everyone
10:12 PM - TheBurningBanana: I dont recall you ever being a dick to me
10:13 PM - Perfect.: ive been such a dick towards root, caca and trina
10:13 PM - Perfect.: like
10:14 PM - Perfect.: i dont even know why trina and i are friends
10:14 PM - Perfect.: litterally the shit ive given them over the past year
10:14 PM - Perfect.: fuck
10:14 PM - TheBurningBanana: 10:10 PM - TheBurningBanana: Perfect seems to think that people dont have any reason to care about him
10:11 PM - TheBurningBanana: 9:58 PM - Perfect.: i care about them because they're good people
9:58 PM - Perfect.: why they care about me
9:58 PM - Perfect.: im not sure
10:11 PM - TheBurningBanana: So why do you care about Perfect
10:11 PM - Delta 4: he is a good friend
10:11 PM - Delta 4: one of the best
10:12 PM - Delta 4: imo he is the reason why I am here
10:12 PM - Delta 4: why I am in DF
10:12 PM - Delta 4: and why I play DR
10:13 PM - TheBurningBanana: Aight cheers
10:15 PM - Perfect.: yeah i dont know how they can still say that stuff
10:17 PM - TheBurningBanana: Im assuming its because of the fact that you are friends
10:18 PM - Perfect.: were you not aware that we had a falling out last month? along with the many times beforehand as well
10:19 PM - TheBurningBanana: I was not aware of this no
10:19 PM - TheBurningBanana: But its the best of friends that forgive eachother regardless the circumstances given
10:20 PM - Perfect.: it was the shittest two weeks of my life, i felt worse then than i do now
10:20 PM - Perfect.: rip
10:24 PM - TheBurningBanana: So i take it Trina is one of, if not the most, influential person on you
10:25 PM - Perfect.: yeah i guess
10:25 PM - Perfect.: i dont know why but yeah