Hi,
This is me, Racingmonster. It's pretty sad I need to do this, but because the admins/full mods or anyone refuses to talk to me about the reason the ban and which im am entitled to, let's go over how unfair and bias these guys are aswell as me covering most of the questions you may have for me, if im still on the site with this account, because they really like to ban people, then act like nothing has happened.

This ban is most likely connected to a couple things:
1. Threatening to dox Kirkq for ignoring my Call of Duty Request again.  (unfair by far, and if you see my twitter, I have much more threats on people because of their actions.)
2. Endless requests for call of duty series mod. (Covering that below)
3. People that don't want me here because of PERSONAL issues.

Okay so let's finish question 2.

In 2015, I was the series mod for call of duty, I had no idea I would fall inlove doing speedrunning 24/7 at the time. Me, Klooger, Phantom and Lo1ts were the mods and we all were good in discord at the time. After a spat, Phantom removed me out of vengence. Personal issues, have no place in a professional environment. In April, 2016, after running and getting world records for many call of duties, I saw the boards were in dissaray, asked lo1ts to be moderator, he ignored me. And when I posted on the forums of all the contributions I made to the series since 2006, lo1ts brings out personal issues to the forums, bringing private issues into a public forum. He also took me using the N-Word out of context, and dilerbertly tried to ruin my image as a person. Everyone didn't care for my existance from that point and were against me. I gotten so much hate from that situation I tried to explain, no one cared. Instead, Havi was added, after a month of anger. I calmed down, and helped havi created almost all the categories and boards on the site, continued to make guides, continued to help the community troubleshoot issues on the site. Next Time I asked to be mod for call of duty series. Lo1ts who was inactive as being a mod, turned out more attacks with personal shit. And was irrelevant to my requests. Kirkq sided with him vs me with the passion, and proper leadership for the spot. After that, I still persisted and continued to run call of duty. In discord, me and klooger and phantom rekindled for about 3 weeks before getting at it again. Then I was banned from the community discord for shittalking them, when they did it first, I was actually happy to be banned looking back.. about a couple months ago. Phantom said he wants me gone from speedrunning anything. So that means he was out to get me banned from speedrun.com over personal issues, that doesn't have anything to do with moderating call of duty Series. He went into the site discord and asked for me to be banned for personal problems. Now in February, I posted a mw2 world record, and klooger and phantom said I cheated it. In the thread here:http://www.speedrun.com/Talk/thread/4daxe
I did everything they asked, and they never gived me anything I asked. It was unfair and I asked the community for feedback on what to do. All sided with me that, I have a justified case to be mod of the board after all 3 mods on the game refused to help fix it. I Requested it recently and was IGNORED by Admin Kirkq. Again. In the past, I tried to reach out to him, and he ignored me. I wanted to tell him my side, and he never cared about me, and went bias, believing and agreeing with one side.
Proof
https://i.gyazo.com/0678c4cf38f3a9ddbe6de39e5024dddd.png
https://i.gyazo.com/8ad9c90a560002b4c88cf58082533951.png
^ that's him getting together with klooger and people on the call of duty discord that don't even run the series or even the games often. But Kirkq didn't care what was a fair decision, or even giving a response to me.  That's called bias and unfair.
http://www.speedrun.com/The_Site/thread/63nr7/175
this is my last request. Again, bringing personal issues into a public forum and making up lies and bullshit. If you knew me, I am NOT like this. And If I am, why am I mod then on games with others? Notice how many people believe someone with no proof and words of personal issues involved and saying I have NO justified reasons to be on someone's case. That's called bullshit. He was never involved in call of duty until then. This is the point where kirkq said, ok. Racingmonster's passion is not needed here, I don't care what he's done for the community, he's out. That's a great way to run the site just saying.

I have justified reason for going after people.
Normally, in the real world. If someone is slandering you, you fight back, but I guess that's not allowed... right? If people, would liked to talk bad about me, why not say it to me first? I don't attack people before they attack me.

I was gaming the system of site leaderboards, yeah why wouldn't I? I am going after the most world records in the world and obviously im gonna use the site to my advantage? But being removed is totally okay. Because it wasn't fair to people that spend their life doing it. I spend around 4-5hrs a day speedrunning unless its a weekend. I put uber hours into running then.  I usually take off fridays to hang out with people and attend rock/punk/metal shows in the area. Running into moshpits, but anyways. Yeah I understand that.

What I don't still understand, is why Kirkq never bothered to hear my side, my stance, my time to speak, notice what I have done vs them for the community, and why I never got a reason for the ban. That is a bias and unfair admin and he needs to go. And also I want to shout out the 2faced people on here that blocked me on discord for asking to get a reason for the ban. It's very nice of you and shows how you feel about me really. You just lost a very devoted speedrunner and this site will not be the same competitiveness as it should be.

I also want to say if I ever get unbanned, which sr.com doesn't do because they don't understand people aren't perfect and don't give second chances, that I will be still pursuing call of duty series mod... because I deserve it, leave the personal bullshit out.

Oh and for all that agree with Phantom and Klooger about me shittallking them, just go into the call of duty discord, a place where it's suppose to have no personal issues and just help/advice and general chat. Instead, it's filled with shittalking me. Nice, hypocrites man.

Also, Kirkq, if you don't want to talk to me, when I deserve a reason. I'll just visit you, and we can talk then :) No violence, because violence solves nothing. I'm justing going to visit you and take you outside and talk about it. It's pretty sad in 2017, we have a administration that bans people without a reason and never gives them the right to have their speedruns tracked. This needs to change. All speedruns should be allowed to be tracked.

I'm not sorry for anything, I don't feel any remorse at all, so anyone that I had issues with, just know, you caused it not me, I don't just randomly pick fights, if you cause a issue, im going to you with the issue.

I will still run call of duty, but now, I need to somehow get rid of around 600 games I have stockpiled on to beat dugongue on the user stats. Fuck.
Future Plans
I am going into the military previously at 21, but might aswell pursue it now.. right?
I am planning to get into mma.
I will be at AGDQ 2018, with or without a run to support the chairities and the runners. If you would like to share a room, or meet up, please contact me.
Still will run Call of Duty series, but will probably be going back to doing call of duty MLG/Gamebattles again.