SenzlaSenzla has joined the chat
Vixa: Hey there
Vixa: :)
Senzla: IIII
Senzla: oops
Senzla: Ok so
Senzla: lets chat
Senzla: lmao
Vixa: So YOU first
Vixa: lmaoo
Senzla: ok
Senzla: so
Senzla: im back for good
Senzla: i probably wont be on as much as i was just because i work full time
Senzla: BUT
SenzlaSenzla : i have a dilema
Senzla: if thats how you spell it
Vixa: Whats up :o
Senzla: well
Senzla: i want to dance
Senzla: at a club other than mine
Senzla: but i feel like i will miss owning a club
Senzla: lust sometimes gets lonely if you know what i mean
Vixa: Yes i understand completely
Senzla: What should i do?
Senzla: I really would like a place that could be accepting of me being a dancer or whatever, part time ish? Like working there but also being in my club possibly? but clubs dont allow it these days
Senzla: i mean i do nothing in Lust anyway, i sit there while dancers do their job lmao
Senzla: i need something on the side, i need my hobby back and that is dancing >.<
Vixa: I understand your concerns, but im still pretty old school..
Vixa: If someone ever came to me i'd always say no having them work
Vixa: cause i pay my girls
Vixa: weekly
Senzla: Yeah
Senzla: Would you allow it?
Senzla: I dont even know if Lust will ever go back to the way it was tbh
Vixa: Well the point of you being at your club would be to help it get back on its feet
Vixa: my focus is keeping cheeks afloat and busy
Senzla: Yeah
Vixa: Not that im worried about competition
Vixa: BUT
Senzla: Lol i get you
Vixa: I just dont see you working under someone
Vixa: LOL
Senzla: LOL really?
Senzla: like in what way?
Vixa: I've always seen you as a boss
Vixa: a business woman
Vixa: LOL
Senzla: hm true
Senzla: ugh
Senzla: z
Vixa: I look for girls who support cheeks 100%
Vixa: With not distractions
Senzla: of course
Vixa: I ask my girls to do alot too
Vixa: I mean
Vixa: we rate our sponor products weekly
Senzla: Yeah
Vixa: And calculate hours and stuff
Senzla: Hm, anyway i could be some sort of help then? To the club? Like a stylist, or idk lmfao. I just miss you and miss working with you, I dont know why but your club feels really nice, it feels like i belong there
Senzla: everytime i go into lust it feels weird and lonely as fuck
Vixa: :/
Senzla: i cant stand sitting in there anymore tbh
Vixa: What happened with your real?...
Senzla: feels like a ghost lmao
Senzla: Oh
Senzla: um
Vixa: Let me like talk it over with management
Senzla: my dad was diognsed with heart failure
Senzla: its been pretty rough
Vixa: wtf???????
Senzla: i had no job for months
Vixa: i am..deeply sorry to hear..is he ok?
Senzla: not really, no.
Senzla: But im trying to take each day as it comes
Senzla: Just life in general after i left here, got really shit.
Senzla: I almost comitted at one point..
Senzla: didnt want to be alive anymore
Vixa: are you serious stacey..?
Vixa: Im sorry
Senzla: Yeah i am
Senzla: its fucked i know
Vixa: Why didn't you ever talk to anyone?
Vixa: What about friends in real life?
Senzla: I lost some of them.
SenzlaSenzla : Just because i didnt go to her birthday party lmao.
Senzla: I said to her privately, " im dealing with a lot of shit right now, and i struggle with big groups of people i dont know"
Senzla: and she replied, "mental health isnt an excuse"
Senzla: i said i was struggling and needed help
Senzla: anyways long story short
Senzla: went to get drinks with a friend, her friend came up to me, pushing me yelling in my face and harassing me.
Senzla: it was horrible
Senzla: i was balling my eyes out, i have been through so much this year, all i needed was a friend and i got that
Senzla: it was like fucking high school
VixaVixa : Why was the friend doing that?
Senzla: they saw me at the bar with another one of my friends
Senzla: on the night of her birthday
Senzla: but i was sad and needed to see someone, didnt know they were going to be there
Vixa: oh fuck
Vixa: z
Senzla: yeah
Senzla: the whole group of them
Senzla: whilst she was yelling at me, they were all laughing and i was crying
SenzlaSenzla : it was so fucked
Vixa: z...
Vixa: when was this?
Senzla: like two weeks ago or so
Senzla: :/
Vixa  sigh
Senzla: i came back on here to see if it would make me feel better
Senzla: i felt like i was missing something
Senzla: and i think this is it
Vixa: I think with a little bit of work you can get lust up
Senzla: eh
Senzla: i dont have the motivation anymore tbh
Senzla: it wont work without me there, and all i do is sit there anyway
Senzla: id be better off at a club
Senzla: in a social environment
Vixa: Let me chat with my managers
Vixa: mind if i invite the GM?
Vixa: :o
Senzla: sure