roc*Today at 2:26 AM
was one of the girls who died in the basement his girlfriend?
olivinearcToday at 2:27 AM
i don't think so
i don't think he had any real connection to any of them
roc*Today at 2:28 AM
did he have like any best friends or anything when he was a teen?
olivinearcToday at 2:29 AM
eh, i guess?
you know i personally don't do friendships
well, best friends
roc*Today at 2:29 AM
true
olivinearcToday at 2:31 AM
he probs does tho
roc*Today at 2:31 AM
i'm trying to figure out like how fucked up he'd be having to leave people behind
or really like being left behind in life
olivinearcToday at 2:32 AM
it was originally the basis of his conflict
aging him to be just old enough to have people start seriously leaving him behind
roc*Today at 2:35 AM
does he still act like a kid in general or like an actual adult
cause i could see someone being like "you have to grow up" and him being lie "yeah you're ri- wait i literally cannot grow up, should i just not grow up so i can blend in better? what does that mean for yadda"
i feel like forrest thinks too much about mortality in general instead of letting things come to him, but is the complete opposite with like everything else if that makes sense
olivinearcToday at 2:38 AM
i think he def balances the fact that he sincerely enjoys partying, but also because he has the body to last it, while also being pretty lowkey nowadays if that makes sense
along with the logic of "this is one of the easiest ways to keep fed"
roc*Today at 2:38 AM
ye
olivinearcToday at 2:38 AM
"i only like partying still because i still only have a 22 year old's version of a hangover at any given moment"
roc*Today at 2:42 AM
how's he feel about the promiscuity of the situation
olivinearcToday at 2:42 AM
?
roc*Today at 2:43 AM
like i'm assuming he gets mad bitches, does he ever feel like he's nothing more than a cheap whore or some bullshit
and like by necessity, cause feeding
olivinearcToday at 2:45 AM
i think on some level he's a little bitter he can't really settle down, even if it's just because he doesn't let himself on the pretense of vampirism. there's a lot of cowardice to him, probably, because
i'm not sure, realistically, how chill a girl would be if he ever explains the situation.
roc*Today at 2:45 AM
idk either
and even if they were like "that's chill" how many of those are just in it for the kink
olivinearcToday at 2:47 AM
i'm not sure if he'd ever be willing to risk even the possibility, tbh
i think he's internally just a very negative person
but he knows that shit isn't cool, so he still tries to front as positive
which, in a sense, does make him a decent person
he's trying on a very shallow level that's still worthwhile
roc*Today at 2:49 AM
does he write poetry
olivinearcToday at 2:50 AM
nah
then again that's probs just me knee jerking. but also no, probs not forrest.
i'd see maybe yv do it and even then nothing sincere, just to nudge social things one way or another
roc*Today at 2:54 AM
okay so like do we want forrest to get better and also how much do we want him to get better?
olivinearcToday at 2:54 AM
hmmm
what're you feeling
i need to brush my teeth and also you know i spent six years ready to give cath a horrible ending just because i could
there's a reason i brought other people on board - i need them to know what's actually satisfying and morally acceptable
i do think he should still be crushing on the doc tho :^) js