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m sorry..
Steve: i really am..
Steve: but i cant control what i say when my mind hurts too much from jealousy im sorry :/
Steve: please forgive me i beg you
Lily: just dont do it again
Steve: will u leave me if i do..
Lily: i will be very pissed
Lily: and probs ignore u for a few dayys
Steve: im sorry..
Steve: are you really the true you again..? :/
Lily: i was always the true me
Lily: i just lost my heart
Steve: you really werent tone..
Steve: you became a brick wall who was always short tempered and acted like she hated me..
Steve: you werent always the true you just as i wasnt either :/
Steve: but if you really are the true you again and if we talk to eachother tomorrow and i can prove to you that i can be fun to talk to and stuff then you will be suprised how different i will seem compared to recentley..
Steve: because legit the only hting i need to be happy and the real me is you the real you to spend time with me just as much as you do with others like para :/
Steve: im serious
Steve: u may not believe that but im serious 100% sorry :s
Steve: plebby? :o :s
Steve: tone can you not ignore me then go to the tinychat? :/
Steve: please..
Lily: im readign your messaGES NOw
Steve: hf on league..
Lily: i will give you a change with a game tomorrow
Lily: but i wont promise more than one
Steve: change?
Steve: tone you do know that all of this is just mainly cus i want you to treat me equally to para.. right..?
Steve: like u spent all of today with him basically and we only played like 1-2 pugs :/
Steve: like i bet ur even playing wit hhim now xD
Steve: but idk im taking guess so sorry if me wrong
Lily: nope
Lily: i dont always play with him...
Steve: but tone everytime i look on ts or something you're playing with him today
Steve: it legit looks like u spent whole day with him sorry
Steve: :/
Steve: sorry oke
Steve: wait what do you mean by i give u change with a game tomorrow
Steve: ?
Steve: plebbyyy
Steve: haloooo?
Steve: tone? :(
Steve: meh nvm...
Lily: i said id give you a chance
Lily: since you annoyed be with the cunt stuff
Steve: sorry..
Steve: tone how come you're still playing though when earlier you said you're really tired and dont want to play :/
Steve: sorry was just wondering
Steve: or did you just not want to play with me today
Steve: ? :/
Steve: plebby
Steve: tone you're in an aram replying in the space of 10s doesnt hurt ;_;
Steve: meh nvm night night i guess
Steve: since u wont reply
Lily: sorry i went away
Steve: oh..
Steve: sorry
Steve: did oyu see my question?
Lily: but i am literally so tired atm
Steve: why dont you go sleep
Steve: instead of playing..
Steve: dont exhaust yourself so much cus u will be really tired tomorrow :/
Steve: pls :/
Lily: i will be tired no matter what
Steve: but just go rest or sleep..
Lily: im on my period xD
Steve: tone you need to sleep though and you've been tired for like 3hours now
Steve: :/
Lily: its fine
Steve: :/
Steve: meh
Steve: have fun chilling with para then.. :/
Steve: and not replying to me too ;-;
Lily: i am replying wtf
Steve: u take forever to reply D:
Steve: up to 20 minutes sometimes ;-;
Steve: sorry
Steve: :/
Lily: its cus im doing stuff
Steve: what are you doing this late?
Steve: O.o
Lily: private things for people
Steve: i wont ask then i guess..
Steve: sorry...
Lily: i legit cant tell
Lily: its very private and confidential
Steve: for para and stuff right?
Lily: no
Steve: irl?
Lily: FILIP KLISZEWSKI NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT PARA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Lily: ok
Steve: sorry ok -.-
Steve: ill shut up
Lily: somethings are for irl xD
Steve: you see..
Steve: for para ofc xD
Lily: and did i spell your name write?
Steve: yes..
Steve: u realise i asked if its for para cus u spent the whole day with him...
Steve: even now you're with him..
Steve: and dont tell me not everything is about him when clearly you are doing private stuff for him too
Steve: smh
Lily: im not doing anything for him wtf
Steve: u
Steve: just made it sound like u are
Steve: ..
Lily: why would i do stuff for him lol
Steve: Lily: ok
Steve: Lily: somethings are for irl xD
Steve: when i mentioned him
Steve: sorry
Steve: well idk
Steve: you two are good friends so you could do stuff for him idk
Steve: and you spent the whole day with him so he might have asked for something idfk
Lily: idk
Steve: :/
Steve: but how come you have spent all day with him... :/
Lily: because why not xD
Lily: can i not spend a day with a friend?
Lily: xD
Steve: well you wouldnt do it with me..
Steve: and you said you treat me equally :/
Steve: sorry ;_;
Steve: but mainly cus we were meant to play together but we didnt cus u spent all day playing with him..
Steve: :/
Steve: sorry plebby...
Steve: ill just shut up before i annoy you with his sorry :/
Steve: this*
Lily is now Away.
Steve: did you fall asleep..?
Lily is now Online.
Lily: im still awakw
Steve: oh you didnt asnwer and went away i thought you passed out on your desk again sorry
Steve: look i dont want you to get annoyed at this because i really am just curious now but since you said that we're friends and you treat me equally to others then why wouldnt you spend a day playing with me all the time when you would do it for para saying he is just a friend too?
Steve: pure curiousity sorry
Lily: because fil ive tried before
Lily: we used to spend everyday together all day
Steve: yes but tone that was before when i was different even to what i am now..
Lily: and with you not talking
Steve: when i was worse..
Lily: and responding with a single word
Lily: it makes you not rly wana spend your day with that person
Steve: tone that was a while ago though and im different compared to then
Lily: you dont seem different
Steve: its just cus it doesnt make sense that you tell me you treat me equally with your other friends when you spent the whole day with him so i was just curious :/
Lily: you seem the same
Steve: tone i told you yesterday that im trying so hard...
Steve: you told me you believed me..
Steve: meh i thought i was atleast a bit better but guess not...
Steve: hopefully tomorrow would change your mind if we actually play and talk  together without you spending the whole day with para again... :/
Steve: or are you going to spend it all with him again? :s
Lily: look dont judge this
Lily: but
Steve: oh this is going to be bad...
Steve: what is it..
Lily: from what it sounds like atm it sounds like your trying get me back as a friend just so i wont spend time with para anymore and so that if pick you over para 100% well i wont and i certainly wont spend a whole day with you since it sounds like your purly doing this out of jelousy and nothing else sorry... but not sorry
Steve: tone you just told me you would treat me equally to your friends...
Steve: you said he is only a friend...
Steve: you dont treat me equally because you treat him with privilage...
Steve: yes im jealous
Steve: yes i know you wont leave him
Steve: but i will if you replace me completley with him..
Steve: i thought tomorrow things could go better again.. but from how you worded that im guessing that we wont play or talk right...?
Lily: what
Lily: the
Lily: actual
Lily: fuck
Lily: is wrong with u
Steve: thanks
Lily: i dont treat him with privlages at all
Steve: yes you do
Steve: yes
Steve: you
Steve: do.
Lily: if anything i treat you with privliages
Steve: how...
Lily: do u no realise what you have done
Lily: yet
Lily: everytime
Lily: i forgive
Lily: you
Lily: no matter what you do
Lily: i always forgive you
Lily: i wouldnt do that to any other person so many times
Steve: then why do you do it to me
Steve: im nothing special
Steve: you have no reason to do it
Lily: and a normal person wouldnt forgive a person so many times
Lily: i do it because i care
Steve: what use is forgiving me
Steve: if you spend your whole day with him and then i get jealous start an argument you forgive me for it and the whole cycle repeats tone..
Steve: you dont see that you're wasting your time with a useless shit like me
Steve: ive told you this so many times though it hurts..
Steve: spending a whole day with someone is a privilage tone so dont say you dont treat him with any privilages :/
Steve: and yes i know im ungreatful and an absolute pain in the arse for you
Steve: and yes i dont see how much you forgive me all the time i know i dont because im fucked in the head
Steve: im sorry
Steve: i know my apology means nothing anymore probably but im still sorry..
Steve: tone you can tell this friendship is going nowhere...
Steve: because of me and my jealousy because in my eyes you treat him like you're best friends when you say you're not and i believe you..
Steve: but if you spend whole days with him and no time with me then how is this friendship ever going to move even a step..
Steve: no im not blaming you before you say that ok..
Steve: im only being such a pain mentioning so much stuff all the time cus i want this friendship to go somewhere i want us to be real friends but we cant cus we spend no time together and i cant prove to you that i can still be the real me so you like me again and im sorry for it
Steve: thats why i wanted to play with you so badly and got so hurt because you chose to spend your whole day with him saying you're too tired to play with me but then you carried on to play pugs and league games whilst being with him :/
Steve: i said what i think now tell me exactly what you think about us being friends please because i dont want to believe that we will never go anywhere..
Steve: please tell me everything you feel about this
Lily: fil you dont understand today
Steve: then explain it to me if i dont understand it
Steve: please
Lily: we played 2 mm games
Lily: 3 pug games
Lily: and thats it
Steve: league
Lily: i play a league game with lauren not him
Steve: you played a gmae with him when i was coming home
Lily: yeah that was the second mm game
Steve: it was league
Lily: no it wasent
Lily: lol
Steve: u were ingame i asked "having fun with para?" you said yes
Lily: oh
Lily: yeah
Lily: lag
Steve: exactly..
Lily: ok
Lily: 2 mm 1 league
Lily: but thats it
Lily: how is that all day
Steve: but you still spent the the rest of the day in channels with him
Steve: talking to him..
Lily: talking to my friends
Lily: i was talking to tb
Lily: while he was in the channel
Steve: u sat in a duo room with him for a like an hour or two
Lily: i was talking to lauren and fiif while he was in the chan
Lily: i was talking to kio when he was in the chan
Lily: we was afk xD
Steve: unmuted
Steve: afk
Lily: we both went afk to eat food
Lily: lol
Steve: i asked you if you were busy tlaking to him cus u werent replying earlier
Steve: u said i just started talking to him we're chilling
Lily: just started
Lily: cus we just got food
Lily: and we was talking while eating
Steve: yeah and after u started u were there for like a good hour atleast..
Steve: tone its just all day when i look you were with him
Steve: he's always there :/
Lily: he was yelling at me cus i couldnt pick what to play
Lily: FIL ENOUGN NOW
Lily: I DONT CARE IF YOUR JELOUS
Lily: ITS MY LIFE
Lily: HE IS MY FRUIEND
Steve: then tell me to leave
Lily: I SPENT ONE DAY WITH HIM
Lily: THATS IT
Lily: ENOUGH
Lily: I SAID IM TIRED
Lily: SO ILL PLAY WITH YOU TOMORROW
Lily: BUT
Lily: I DID OFFER YOU TODAY TO PLAY WITH US
Steve: you've been tired since like 8 but u still played
Steve: i told you that im not gonna play with him
Steve: since you two only talk to eachother
Steve: and he just follows you around ingame trolling
Lily: WELL THEN I=U CANT COMPALIN THAT I DONT SPEND TIME WITH YOU
Lily: SINCE YOU CHOSE NOT TO COME
Lily: ok...
Steve: i can because you promised me yesterday you would...
Steve: yet you chose to spend time with him rather than me...
Steve: all iwanted was that 1 game after i come home when i was happy because then you could be happy
Steve: but meh
Steve: atleast u were happy with him
Lily: i never promised it to be just me and you
Steve: i asked to play as two
Steve: you promised
Steve: i specifically asked to play as two without him
Steve: you promised it
Steve: you said we could..
Lily: well i dident see as two
Lily: i dident know that was a legal requirement
Steve: great time to make jokes about this when i want to sort it out..
Steve: u told me you were so happy the last time i was like my old self whe nwe were as 2
Steve: i wanted that today because i can be myself if im only with you and you're the old friendly you who's not cold hearted
Steve: thats why i was asking you so much last night and begging you for us to play as two without para for once so we could both be happy but you promised and you broke it :/
Steve: just tone dont break that promise tomorrow please
Steve: i beg u
Steve: :/
Steve: hello? :/
Steve: plebby..?
Lily: one game
Lily: tomorrow
Lily: no para
Lily: i dont promise anymore than one
Steve: i wont even have a chance to talk to you..?
Steve: what was the point of me begging you so much for us to talk tomorrow after we play so that i can prove to you that i can be chill and fun to talk to still if you wont even give me a chance anymore even though earlier you said you would..
Steve: tone...?
Steve: ?
Lily is now Online.
Lily: fil
Lily: ill talk to you tomorrow
Lily: im going to sleep
Steve: wait
Steve: please..
Steve: i need to know or i wont be able to sleep normally again please..
Steve: will i have that chance to talk to you after that game or no...
Steve: as two using voice not typing..
Steve: please tell me..
Lily: i dont know
Lily: depenmds how i feel
Steve: if you had a good game and had fun then would we..?
Lily: maybe
Lily: idk
Lily: im guna sleep
Steve: meh.. night night..
Lily: night night
Lily is now Offline.