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- prose: http://www.fimfiction.net/story/307540/118/fluttershy-wants-in-your-pants/just-once
- >"It was a normal day at Canterlot High.
- >I was quiet and in the back as usual.
- >I wanted you to notice me.
- >Maybe it would have been my shyness.
- >Maybe you would have liked my green skirt or long pink hair.
- >Or maybe you would have noticed my light blue eyes, peering at you from the back of the classroom.
- >But I wanted to know what it was like to look deep into your eyes.
- >Even if it was just once.
- >I quietly followed you around the halls as you went from class to class, scurrying like a squirrel out of sight.
- >I wanted to know so much about you.
- >I wanted to hear your voice.
- >But I was too scared to approach you.
- >I kept fighting myself over and over.
- >Go talk to him.
- >No, don't do it.
- >Fight your shyness, Fluttershy.
- >I debated with myself over and over...
- >In the end... I thought I would give up.
- >I walked through the halls teary eyed... knowing you wouldn't notice me.
- >I wasn't anything special to you.
- >But, then I tripped in the halls and spilled my books all over the floor.
- >That was the last straw for me...
- >After beating myself up all day for not mustering up the courage to confront you, I just cried.
- >I cried like a baby in the crowded high school halls.
- >I didn't care who saw me.
- >They still laugh at me for it.
- >But none of it matters.
- >Because, you stopped and helped me.
- >You put your hand on my shoulders and smiled.
- >Then... I got to look into your beautiful eyes.
- >My chest felt tight, my stomach was filled with butterflies and my mind went blank.
- >My stutter acted up and I didn't know what to say.
- >But that's when you told me your name...
- >Anon.
- >Such a handsome name for a handsome young man.
- >You helped me gather my books and thats when you remembered we were in the same math class.
- >All I could do was smile, because you actually -did- notice me.
- >I giggled and nodded.
- >Or maybe I squeaked.
- >I'm fuzzy on that detail.
- >I get so shy around people sometimes...
- >But after you left, and I got to see deep into your eyes, I had a new question.
- >I wanted to know what it would have felt like for you to hold my hand.
- >Even if it was just once.
- >After the first day, I noticed nobody sat by you at lunch, so I sat by you instead of the girls.
- >Rainbow teased me for having a boyfriend after a few days, and I denied it through blushed cheeks.
- >Although. I knew what I wanted most.
- >I wanted to be closer to you so badly.
- >Nobody seemed to want to be your friend.
- >I knew I could be there for you.
- >I sat down by you and you smiled.
- >I got to see deep into your eyes and feel that same rush again.
- >All I could do is dorkily smile back.
- >We talked and I probably giggled way too much.
- >I was putty in your hands.
- >Or... at least... I wanted to be in your hands.
- >I... may have lied and said I was doing bad at math.
- >But you offered to help tutor me after school.
- >At your house!
- >I blushed so hard... but I interrupted you to say yes.
- >That is... if you wanted to.
- >And you did.
- >So I met you outside the front of school.
- >We walked to your house and you talked about the music you liked and I talked about animals.
- >I talked about animals a lot.
- >Probably a little too much.
- >But you just smiled... and said it was cute.
- >You called me cute.
- >So I bumped my hand against yours...
- >And you grabbed it.
- >The rush filled me again when you grabbed it.
- >I blushed and looked away, but squeezed you hand.
- >But... then I had a new question.
- >I wanted to know what it was like to be held in your arms.
- >Even if it was just once.
- >When we got to your house, your parents weren't home.
- >We went up to your room, and we sat on the floor.
- >I had never been in a boy's room before.
- >It was so...
- >Normal.
- >There were band posters on the wall... A laptop computer...
- >It was exactly what Rainbow's would look like.
- >But less blue.
- >And rainbows.
- >You grabbed your bag and sat on the floor.
- >I sat on the floor too, but sat on my side, so my skirt wasn't open.
- >I was just so nervous to be in your room.
- >You got out your book and opened to today's homework and began teaching me the lesson I already knew.
- >I asked you to repeat certain parts just because I liked the way you said it.
- >Your parents got home... and your Dad came up to say hi.
- >When he got to the door, he was just quiet.
- >You nervously introduced me to him and I could barely look him in the eye.
- >I was so embarrassed and nervous...
- >I shouldn't have been though...
- >Your Dad just smiled and gave you a thumbs up.
- >He mentioned he would tell your Mother to make dinner for an extra.
- >My voice went dry.
- >I wanted to say no... but it was already done.
- >I was staying for dinner.
- >We began to work on the problems together.
- >I already had them solved in my head.
- >Having a friend like Twilight help you through classes pays off over time.
- >But after I messed it up enough, you sat directly next to me and help me walk through the problem step by step.
- >Feeling you so close to me gave me goosebumps.
- >I smiled so wide, feeling your hand on mine.
- >Once I did one of the harder problems, I faked some pride and whispered 'Yay! I did it!'
- >You looked at me with such pride.
- >And I looked deep into your eyes and felt that rush.
- >I felt your hand on top of mine and my body went completely numb.
- >I slowly leaned into you.
- >You slowly leaned into me.
- >Then your parents called for dinner.
- >The moment was shattered.
- >I cursed under my breath.
- >Rarity would have been appalled.
- >At least, you didn't hear me.
- >We went downstairs and we had dinner with your parents.
- >Your family told me all about where you used to live, which made me feel much more comfortable.
- >If I had to say too much about myself... I probably would have died in the chair I sat in.
- >I hate being the center of attention.
- >But... they asked if I was your girlfriend.
- >You blushed and looked away, muttering a few words.
- >I answered yes.
- >You looked up at me in shock and I simply smiled back at you.
- >But your parents were very, very nice... and let us go back to your room after dinner.
- >You asked if I meant what I said.
- >And I said yes.
- >That's when it happened.
- >You wrapped your arms around me.
- >It was like someone injected me with some sort of high-intensity drug.
- >The room felt like it was spinning.
- >Time felt like it stopped.
- >Nothing else mattered.
- >I felt your soft heartbeat from your chest.
- >I breathed in your delicate scent.
- >I feel your gaze upon me.
- >I leaned in closer to you...
- >You leaned in closer to me.
- >Then I tasted your lips.
- >Your morphine lips.
- >I tasted your kiss... and there was one thing that I knew.
- >This wasn't something I could live with just once.
- >In that moment, I never thought anything could happen to ruin what we had.
- >Everything was special.
- >Everything was amazing.
- >I had you all to myself.
- >Then -SHE- ruined everything.
- >That she-devil, Sunset, came and stole you away from me.
- >It's HER fault.
- >I cried for days when you told me you didn't want to be a couple anymore.
- >Days. Anon.
- >Then, the Fall Formal was announced.
- >I just... I just knew you would be going with... -her-.
- >My friends told me I shouldn't go.
- >That it would just hurt me more.
- >But I couldn't.
- >I had to go.
- >There was one more question.
- >One last thing I needed to know.
- >Even if it was just once.
- >So here we are Anon... You may be asleep right now... but the pill will wear off in a little bit.
- >I wonder what you're dreaming about.
- >Are you dreaming of me?
- >I hope so...
- >Becuase you are in every single one of mine...
- >Except, this time, you won't run away.
- >And I won't wake up.
- >I hope these ropes are strong enough to hold you.
- >This janitor's closet is on the far end of the school, so nobody will bother us...
- >Not even -her-
- >So tonight... I get my answer to my final question.
- >I want to know what it's like to feel you inside of me.
- >Even if it's just once."
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