Ruth,
This letter is intended for you, and you alone, however I am sure the girls will find it on the site. I am sure you are aware of my involvement regarding the contact with our BEAUTIFUL girls. I use that word in Bold because both of them, are gorgeous and so grown up. I want you to know that I and I alone am responsible for all contact regarding them. My need to be a father to them has never gone away, ever. I will not focus on all the other stuff that is going on as that is outside the scope of this letter. I have created this site to be a father, to them, show them I didn’t forget them or didn’t care. I have only presented facts as evidence of my intentions and my side of how “I” destroyed our family. I never lost my love for you ever and I urge you to read this website. I will not throw you to the wolfs, or throw you under a bus so to speak. To this day I have always protected you regarding to our past, and I blame nothing but me for it, I learned to accept that since my dad wasn’t there when I was a teen, I didn’t know how to be a husband. I regret every argument with you all of them. I was wrong for everything, I know I told you that before via the phone, and I am sure you still do not believe me, but it’s the truth. I loved you so much, you were my life back then, and all the lies, all the physical BS was all my fault. I was scared to lose you so I lied, and lied some more to cover those lies, You cannot have a marriage work with lies, I know that now, then not so much. Want you to listen to a quick story real quick please bear with me. So before me and Katrina got married, our pastor, Pastor Edwards which was a Police Chaplain with the Wichita PD, got us involved in a program called “Marriage for Keeps”, it was a group of several couples either married, or like us soon to be..OMG I learned so much from this program lasted for 3-4 months, no word of a lie best damn class I have ever been a part of. I know now that we were happy at one point, remember when you were pregnant with Grace, and pretty much all of Davis Moore, remember “Tiny”, anyways called you Waddles, cause you waddled when you were pregnant…Oh the good times. Well after I lost the job, I started lying to you about the bills, trying to protect my ego and claim to take of it for us….I didn’t ever even ask for your help, we could of fixed our problems but didn’t know the tools to do so. But the anger I had, I learned that the anger was my way of screaming for help but saying everything wrong…
Another great quote from a person that touched my heart, Randy Pausch ““When you're screwing up and nobody says anything to you anymore that means they've given up on you.”
― Randy Pausch
You will Notice that I will use a lot of Randy Pausch words. I am sorry he is a hero of mine, reminds me of my mother.
You never stop telling me what I was doing wrong, which meant you didn’t give up, I did…Me…
I know we have a lot of things to discuss but please do not punish our girls for the contact, its on me, blame me…They want to be apart of my life, let them….I am begging you. Please consider the info provided in this website before making any rash decisions please.

Love ,
Adam Clark