Hello /r/rapecounseling. A lot of you will hate me.
Look at my posting history. TL;DR - I raped* my sister when we were young. This happened while she slept or pretended to sleep, and went on for a few years.
I deeply regret what I did, and the blame for that is my own to bear. She and I talked about this incident a few times in recent years. I believe she needs support and therapy as well, but so far hasn't gotten professional help (I am seeing a therapist myself).
As cold as it sounds, this post isn't about her. This post is about me (again, let the hate pour if you want).
I am ... a bit lost. Finally, after years and years, I am dealing with my shit. With myself. And I find myself wanting to talk to other people who understand me. Other rapists.
Is there a place for me to that, on or off reddit? FYI I just opened /r/NonConIncest in an attempt to find other souls, from either side of this horrible horrible experience, to talk to.
Also, AMA. It will take me a while to reply for various reasons, but I will try to get back to everyone who posts real questions.
Technically, my penis was never in her vagina, but that's a technicality.