AriRaea: Hun i'm a mess...
Mayutchi: Aww. I'm here to listen.
AriRaea: can you pass a message to knight?
Mayutchi: Sure.
AriRaea: Can you tell him i'm sorry. i can promise i was not spying and that i do care about the people in the room. save for a couple, but they are not members of Legion. i'm absolutely heartbroken and will not take sides just because i care about people on both ends. i truly am sorry, and i did not mean to let things go that far.
AriRaea: i'm literally shaking and bawling right now
Mayutchi: Sent.
Mayutchi: Just took a while to type, haha.
AriRaea: thanks hun.
Mayutchi: Of course, hon.
AriRaea: i can't lose my friends. the only place i feel safe right now
Mayutchi: I understand.
AriRaea: i'm sorry hun.
AriRaea: this whole breakup thing is getting to me right now, too...
Mayutchi: I'm not the one you need to apologize to, sweetie.
AriRaea: i have to apologize to all of you.
AriRaea: i know i do.
Mayutchi: I'm not really involved in the situation, so I don't know anything firsthand.
AriRaea: /me falls to the ground
AriRaea: i know like literally nothing
AriRaea: i did nothing and i'm being punished for it...
AriRaea: and it hurts hun
Mayutchi: ... Hmm.
Mayutchi: Sure doesn't look like nothing to me.
AriRaea: i was playing with my pokemon cards and was ignoring the room
Mayutchi: Ari, I'm reading the log, and Scarlet says clearly that you were spying for her.
AriRaea: no, i wasn't. i can promise you i wasn't.
AriRaea: i came to visit you and everyone else, tell you guys about the breakup. i let them know that i was going in and they thought i was spying too
Mayutchi: /me shrugs.
Mayutchi: It's not really my place to comment.
Mayutchi: And I'm not your way to them.
AriRaea: we were talking about food and it was making me hungry so i complained.
Mayutchi: You'll have to take it up with them, not me.
AriRaea: don't tell me i'm losing you too...
AriRaea: they've already blocked me.
Mayutchi: You're not, but again, I'm not the one you need to apologize to.
AriRaea: i can't get my side of the story to them
Mayutchi: I sent your message to Knight.
Mayutchi: That's all I can do.
AriRaea: and the bad eggs i was talking about. i can name them for you guys if you'd like, too.
Mayutchi: I don't think it matters  right now.
AriRaea: so i'm done? is that what you're saying?
Mayutchi: Ari, I don't control who's in or out.
Mayutchi: And from the things Scarlet is saying in this log, I've officially lost all sympathy for her.
AriRaea: i'm sorry.
Mayutchi: She had no right to say any of that about KNight or Desi.
Mayutchi: Or me, for that matter.
AriRaea: i've been crying since i got the 'do not contact' message from Knight
Mayutchi: I can't really blame him, honestly.
Mayutchi: I know you're friends with her, but by not doing anything, like you said, you're basically condoning her behavior.
Mayutchi: And that's not okay.
AriRaea: i was playing with my 360 pokemon cards. i wasn't even paying attention
Mayutchi: That's not really much of an excuse.
AriRaea: i literally bought a box of 36 packs of pokemon cards at work today...
AriRaea: needed to feed my little side a bit
AriRaea: the log has me popping in every so often mentioning those cards
Mayutchi: I noticed.
AriRaea: i proudly put them in number order completely.
Mayutchi: Mhm.
AriRaea: i got some rare cards that are worth $25+ a piece, too...
Mayutchi: I see.
AriRaea: which is a plus, cuz the dang box was $110 after tax, and the cards total $150 for the six rares
Mayutchi: Ah.
AriRaea: also bought five Belle Pop figures today, too...
Mayutchi: Okay.
AriRaea: look, i'm sorry. to you and everyone in Legion. you guys were my safe space and i freaking ruined it by my silence. i love all of you guys, and i did not mean to let it go that far in there. i do care about you guys whether you believe it or not
Mayutchi: Yeah, you did. For someone who claims she cares, you sure didn't stick up for anyone.
AriRaea: I WASNT THERE
AriRaea: i didn't see ANY of it till after
AriRaea: i was trying to help my little side because honestly she's fucking broken
AriRaea: i left Wynde after a damn year
AriRaea: and HE isn't even talking to me
Mayutchi: And I'm sorry to hear that.
AriRaea: i've lost my entire world, and i'm suffering.
AriRaea: i'm turning away from Scarlet too. this whole thing has put me in the middle and i dont like it.
Mayutchi: I'm not really sure what you want from me right now, Ari. I don't know what you're expecting me to say.
AriRaea: Say something
AriRaea: anything
AriRaea: even change the topic.
AriRaea: i was trying to but the one word answers just showed you don't want to deal with me anymore
Mayutchi: I have nothing I can really say to you right now. You're hiding behind the excuse that your cards made you space out, but I saw a few things that showed you were paying attention. You could have easily read up at any time, during your "flopping" on the pillows and thrones, or when you mentioned Korriss came in.
AriRaea: i'm open about my hate of Korriss.
AriRaea: i dont like that person at all
Mayutchi: That's not really my point here.
AriRaea: they make me uncomfortable