New Illusion

❝ ♪ ❞┇─── I D O L


↺ wattpad username┃Thamilini18

↺ password┃ 2002 by Anne Marie

↺ slot + backup┃Eung Eung + I Love you

↺ faceclaim + backup┃Meiqi (WJSN + Rocket Girls) + Kyulkyung (Pristin)

❝ ♪ ❞┇─── S I M O N  S A Y S


↺ birthname┃ Reagan Zhang - Zhang Xiu Ying (张秀英)

↺ stage name┃Reagan

↺ nickname(s)┃
• Little ruler - Just like her stage- and real name means "little ruler",  the members call her this lovingly and slightly teasingly, as she is one off the active members in making decisions among the group, and she voices her opinions very good a lot of times.
• Chubs - Her older brothers nickname for her
• Fruity girl - After Reagan had filled in the form like that, it became an internal joke in SM
• Treehouse - The younger and shorter members call her that because of her height when she gets too weird, they then jokingly says "Allright calm down, stop taking in too much oxygen tree house."


↺ age + zodiac sign┃ 22 (Internationally) - 23 (Korean Age) + Gemini

↺ birthdate┃ 18 - 06 -1996

↺ nationality + ethnicity┃ Australian - Chinese

↺ birthplace + hometown┃Melbourne - Australia (0 to 5 years old), Wellington - New Zealand ( 6 to 10 years old), Sydney - Australia (10 to 12 years old), Beijing - China (13 to 17 years old)

↺ height + weight┃ 1,68 + 55 kg

↺ sexuality┃Hetero

❝ ♪ ❞┇─── S P R I N G  B R E E Z E


↺ language(s)┃
- English - very fluent
- Mandarin Chinese - very fluent
- Korean - fluent
- French - basics

↺ personality┃ The literal embodiment of duality and crackhead culture. People's first impression of her is always a tall and chic gazelle until they get to know her true personality. For some, her humor and ways might even be bordering to Zany and pushy, but she doesn't mind as long as she herself is happy and the people close to her accept her.

At first, when you get to know her she might feel be a bit stiff to talk to but that's because she's just shy and carefully around people she doesn't know. She knows that her non-sophisticated meme side might scare off people and is trying to tome it down around strangers, to the point were she explodes and just turns in to her crazy self. When she gets comfortable, she'll be very lively, lifting the mood continuously, and you'll be able to have nice and sometimes even deep conversations with her. She does understand the bounds of her own knowledge but she's comfortable in speaking with someone who is far more knowledgeable in a given subject than she is. Reagan has enough confidence in the depth of her own intelligence to ask questions that a lesser person might feel reveals his or her own ignorance.

She woos people with her cool beauty and contrasting witty and weird personality, but also the way she presents herself. It is evident in the way she carries herself that she loves fashion and taking pictures. She'll be able to dress herself lowkey and still look presentable for a five-star dinner. Her way of talking is also something that pulls people in, is she's not in a joking mood she can sound very kind and lovely. Reagan has also mastered the skill to put someone in their place whilst smiling. It's like saying "Please be healthy" to someone you hate because you know you're rising above them. Or as Raegan likes to call it "Hitting someone in the face with an extended clip with a double dick on it, and still making them unable to say something hateful/or spiteful back."

At times when people hear her conversation with her band members, they wonder if she's drunk or high. Even if Reagan says the weirdest things, she has no malicious intends and won't be ashamed of calling out people who do have malicious intents. Reagan likes to go in her own phase, and she'll never let anyone get her stressed. She knows when it's time to get her head in the game, and when to take a step back from the fuss. Her habits and tendencies, turn the members crazy a lot off times, as she is the only one who truly understands why she does it. Yet she is one of the cleanest members in the dorms, and often turns spartan if her members don't properly clean their clothes or take care of their own hygiëne.

Although Reagin is weird, she'll never be an impulsive person. On the contrary, she's actually, very conscientiousness and tends to be organized and mindful of details. She's also dutifully and loyal to her team. Reagan sometimes drives on the aim for achievement, which can be big (learning a new choreo withing 1 day) or small (Cleaning the dorm). Reagan prefers planned rather than spontaneous behavior, but if the other members pull her along with their flow, she's flexible enough to switch. She takes pride in being part of the dance line.

↺ background ┃ Her parents met in Brisbane Australia when her dad went on vacation with his parents. Raegans mom was his tour guide, who was a native Chinese born and raised in Australia. Trough out the three days trip her dad fell in love with her mom madly. After coming back to China, he told his parents the truth and went on a pursuit for her mom. He got a job transfer to a branch Melbourne and contacted the travel agency, they told him Charlene had been transferred from Brisbane to Melbourne too. At first, Charlene wasn't entertained and thought it was too far sought. She didn't believe he could fall in love with her, within three days, but after many months of convincing, she started acknowledging his efforts.

Fast forward to 2,5 years later and they got married. Both Ziyi and Charlene would've loved to move back to China, but Ziyi's company didn't agree to with the job transfer. Thus another 6 years followed, in which both Raiden and Raegan were born. When Raiden turned 6 and Reagan turned 5, her dad was offered to work in New Zealand for a couple of years, and since their parents both loved traveling they agreed to it. After 4 years his job there was finished and they were this time transferred back to Sydney. After having their children grow up in the Australian and New Zealand environment, Ziyi and Charlene became reluctant of going back to China. Charlene didn't have any parents anymore, so for her the decision was easy but she worried about their children's mental state. Only a 2 weeks after Ziyi got a transfer offer to China, his dad's condition became serious and the choice became easy. They moved to China, and within two weeks Raegans granddad passed away.

Raegans grandma moved in with them, and the siblings had to adapt to the new environment. Wich went easier than Charlene and Ziyi had feared, maybe the presence of their grandma and their fluency in Mandarin was a big help. Until the age of 13, Reagan had no idea what she wanted to do in the feature. By pure coincidence, a group of dancers came to give a guest lesson at her middle school, and she was smitten by their dance. She pleaded her parents to let her join a dance academy and they complied. At the age of 14, she got scouted by an SM representative visiting their dance academy, first of all, they liked her appearance, and found out her dance skills were top notch too. Thus began her trainee days at SM...

↺ family ┃ (name, relation, closeness)
Father - Zhang Ziyi - age 50
Mother - Charlene Zhang - Lee - age 49
Older brother - Zhang Rui - Raiden Choi - age 23/ 24 (Korean age)
Grandma - Zhang Wang Ju - age 74

↺ likes + dislikes┃
Likes:
• Coffee
• Fruits
• Irina Panteva
• Fashion
• Meme pictures of her members
• Victoria's Secret Sheer Love body mist
• Polaroid and Vintage camera's
• Impromptu photoshoots
• Empty photo albums she can fill
• Shopping Sprees
• Accessories
• 2ne1
• Beyonce
• Shakira
• Reeses
• Cats
• The smell of freshly printed photo's
• Nail art
• Pastel colors
• Photocards
• Cakes and sweets
• Cozy sweaters
• Rainy days
• Face masks
• Searching up random trivia and facts
• Spanish music

Dislikes:
• Tomatoes, especially the soggy ones
• Hot summer days, where even a thin tank top becomes part of her skin
• She hates it when people fold the corner of their pages, in a book
• Dirty laundry thrown around the dorm
• Broken nails
• Loose threads on sweaters
• Liars
• Maths
• Herbal tea
• People folding the corner of the pages of their books
• The sound of nails scratching a chalkboard
• Not planning everything out before, starting something
• Mornings


↺ trivia┃
• At times, when she wants to make a fruit salad, she'll be too lazy to cut them with a knife, so she just throws the fruits in a bowl and mows through them with a scissor.
• Her waist size is 24 inches
• Can tell the members by their butt.
• She's sm's little ruler(in a loving and teasing way)
• Always bugs Siwon and Sehun to pose for her as models, and although the later always grumble a lot he always complies because she takes awesome pictures
• Johnny and Raegan together is crackhead culture at it' finest. Especially when they hit it off in English and Johnny starts teasing her about her Australian speech.
• Her big inspirations are actually Irina Panteva, Kate Moss, Iman, Annie Leibovitz, Beyonce, and Shakira
• She has a scar on her inner arm, when she was young she ripped her arm on a barbed wire fence.
• When she had to fill in the debut form (Stage name, image etc.) she filled in her stage name as Fruity girl and her age as ripe. Luckily she could make the staff laugh, otherwise, she would've been in a lot of trouble.
• Eats almost everything with chili sauce if it's too dry
• Has a personal mini fridge in her room, filled to the brim with reeses, ice coffee, and fruit rated with small labels, ranging from green to ripe. She wanted to write "non-ripe" but that was too long, so she changed it to green.
• Her tote bag with the text "You see me reading, why are you still talking?", is her favorite bag which she got from her grandmom
• Loves to mix natural ingredients into facial masks, to see what the result is.
• Queen of playing cards against humanity makes the worst and dirtiest sentences.
• Carries around coffee candy, just in case her mood goes down the gutter during the day. It will be a small coffee shot, lifting her mood
• Doesn't like a couple of items, but somehow her members can convince her to get matching stuff with them
• Has a first aid certificate
• Can literally stay awake from 8 in the morning till 6 in the next morning.
• Her favorite quote is "You don't take a photograph. You make it."
• Her planner is like her left hand
• Her bag is like a survival kit, it has anything you could need on a daily basis
• Loves writing lyrics in her spare time
• One wall off her room is completely covered by a bookshelf, filled to the brim with books and photo albums
• One shelf off the bookshelf is filled with empty and cute photo albums.
• Collects stationary and books
• Bought herself a Nespresso machine for her birthday
• Friends with Twice Dahyu, as she used to train under JYP for a short while
• Has insta: Illusions_Lil_👸, twitter: Illusions_Reagan and snapchat: Lil_👸👑98 (Private + which she does funny parodies on with )

↺ habits + hobbies┃
Habbits:
• Bites her inner lip when concentrating or thinking
• Looks at a person's eyes first, when meeting them. She always claims they tell her a lot.
• Does breathing exercises before going on stage. She counts to 4 when inhaling air, and till 6 when exhaling.
• Revises al the moves with the dance line before going on stage.
• Sits with her legs pulled to her chest with her arms wrapped around them, and rests her head on her knees when she has to rest or sleep somewhere else than her bed.
• Shakes her head unintentionally whilst mumbling "Or not?" when confused
• When she walks into the dorm and sees clothing lying around, she'll start picking it up like a robot. And only after she reprimanded the members, she'll realize she has already done the work for them.
• Rocks her leg up and down, mostly when nervous. At times, also does this when she's just relaxing around the dorm or watching tv.

Hobbies:
• Photography
• Editing photos and sometimes videos
• Runs a photo and fashion blog
• Collecting unique but cool fashion
• Reading

↺ fashion style┃ (describe the clothes she wears outside, in the dorms, etc)
Winter:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/6a/d1/7a/6ad17a4fceea43f777097c2b3a87034e.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/27/6c/81/276c81224ddced769baeee8201927772.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/e5/65/5d/e5655df19957a0a51f838fdc97b5fb2b.jpg

Spring:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/9f/4f/46/9f4f464a030a8661086989f0f63f0bc6.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/c6/7a/e4/c67ae4f5b6cc5832a0674c612aaec95e.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/f5/4e/35/f54e352dfc9877da2bd88852ee49f939.jpg

Summer:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/4d/98/dc/4d98dc975735763874c169d4137be660.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/b9/2c/d8/b92cd888b7331eceaaa34b49c7a2dde3.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/23/03/f5/2303f5d5c20604f60326fe75bb337809.jpg

Autumn:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/48/de/0e/48de0ec26e57046bd65dc42e6c946ea4.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/63/27/bd/6327bdad1af744c6c280b3c97ee41a22.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/dc/e4/73/dce4733969b94dd6dd02802ecf2f4521.jpg

Casual/Comfy dorm wear:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/09/7e/f5/097ef5f0134ae536cd1bf76253915267.jpg

Classy:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/65/c4/5f/65c45fadccf2cd7ca3af8d63fd45911a.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/71/19/cc/7119cc61327dd504e6e674f6909d25dc.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/8b/a0/ff/8ba0ff81881992dff0ff75c10bd704b5.jpg

Sports:
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/20/95/7a/20957a2f50fb2521d468e80b22a3187c.jpg
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/55/76/f0/5576f07fe2758fee688661bfe930c3d6.jpg

❝ ♪ ❞┇─── G E T T I N G  C L O S E R

↺ why did you enter sm?┃She didn't really have a future aspiaration except for fashion, dancing and photography, and since she loved dancing and knew about the photoshoots and cool outfits idols got to wear. She started aspiring to be one and joined SM.

↺ trainee years┃ 5,5 years

↺ pre-debut activities┃
- Modeled for stylenanda and Chuu
- Trained at 1million Dance studio

↺ on stage + off stage personality┃
Off Stage:
• Weird
• Zany humor
• Sophisticated
• Lively
• Strict on herself
• Punctual
• Geeky

On stage:
• Mature
• Cool beauty
• Chic
• Bad girl
• Charismatic

↺ personal introduction┃ (no romanized Korean, be creative)
Hello, I'm illusions Little Ruler, Reagan! Nice to meet you~

↺ group fandom name + color(s)┃
Eden + Coral/Pastel blue and Salmon/Pastel Rose

↺ song suggestions┃
- DDD - EXID
- I Love you - EXID
- Goodbye - 2ne1
- Come back home - 2ne1
- I got a boy - SNSD
- Catch me if u can - SNSD
- whatte man - IOI
- I like that - Sishtar
- Alone - Sishtar
- Motivate - Little Mix
- The cure - Little mix
- Is Your love enough - Little mix
- Say my name - David Guetta bebe Rexa (Maybe Reagan could perform this at their concert or make a video as she sings, raps and dances to a choreo she herself made."

↺ album name suggestions┃
- Phaeros
- Eris

↺ variety shows to join ┃
- Running man
- Knowing brothers
- Idol room
- Weekly idol
- Starshow 360
- I can see your voice

↺ requested scenes with members┃
- Weekly idol episode
- Runnng man ep were they get grouped with the running man members and its a pure race tagg episode
- A chill day off hanging out in a cafe
- First win on a music show
- shooting a variety show with nct and illusion maybe in a foreign country or jeju (imagine the chaos 😂)
- Johnny and Reagan being total crackheads by using twiiter language and slang, making mark say "Get her and me of the internet.", "What about johnny?" another member asked, "i don't care about johnny, He's a lost soul"
- Reagan coming clean to the members about the fact that she and Yuta and confirmed their feelings but haven't made a progression move yet.


❝ ♪ ❞┇─── L O V E  S H O T

↺ love interest + backup┃ Yuta + Jaehyun

↺ first impression of him┃ She thought he had a cute smile, big ass eyes and danced well despite his leany and thin figure.

↺ relationship timeline┃
Begin: They've known each other since perdebut years, Although he trained shorter than her. They used to dance and practice together in SM's famous cloud dance practice room, and since SM isn't opposing of friendship between female and male trainees or idols they eventually became best friends and continued to support each others career throughout debut. They became friends after their dance trainer made them do a dance battle/cypher and they hit it off and decided they were each other's rivals.

Middle: Although Reagan at first was slightly afraid she was going get estranged from him, since he debuted before but surprisingly he messaged her almost daily to update her on the things they did or special and funny episodes. They would talk for hours during those times even about their hardships and struggels they were . Her and his bandmates started wondering if they weren't secretly dating, but they denied it. Although Reagan did start wondering why they were so close as they were and how they could speak endlessly without getting tired. She once even flatly asked Yuta this but he didn't clearly understand this. Then came the days were he became more busy and he had to travel abroad due to wich their times clashed and they couldn't talk as much as they do. Reagan started wondering why she started feeling lonely, and why she at times even missed him painfully. A strange feeling she for once could not define.

Yuta on the other hand talked about it with his members and came to the conclusion (mostly with johnnys help) that he actually likes her, and that he actually willing to go that extra mile because of that. So He gathers the courage - since they have known each other since they were diaper idols, and hits her up with the message "Hey, You think we like each other?" And Reagan went like "Shittt, I think so?" as that weird feeling she had finally seemed to be confirmed by the person she missed the most.

End: So after that while conversation - Yuta also confesses that NCT knows so Reagan comes clean towards her members but warns them to be careful and to not mess around much as Yuta and she had just figured out their feelings and weren't really going for a relationship. Like they notice they have developed the same feelings but don't want to rush it and are kinde awaiting and letting it go with the flow since they've been close friends for so long. It sometimes doesn't feel any different than before.

Reagan is really new to love - she isnt dense on it - she just never really dated seriously because of all the moving around and so they do it in their own pase. They have told each other their feelings out loud at least once ofc and won't think off cheating on each other as they "officially" behave like a couple, its just that they don't want to burden and strain their new and early relationship by putting a label or name on it just because others need definate answers.

As well as the fact they still want to be comfortable around their members, and of course every couple had their own way of being. Yuta and Reagan are just that couple who get mistaken for a couple when they are not, and who get mistaken for bff's when they are a couple. Neither of them changed their behaviour either so sometimes their friends and bandmates get confused about their situation. Even when he is being flirty or clingy she doesn't easly get flusterd - partly because he had a tendency to be flirty, and starts teasing him back making him dumbfound sometimes or they burst out in laughter together but not always as he can become really serious too when he really wants her attention. Mostly because he can't believe that one of his special people in life, became THAT special person in his life.


↺ requested scenes┃
- The scene were he texts her "Hey, You think we like each other?" And she goes "Shittt, I think so?!!"
- A scene were they are hanging with a few members and Yuta gets pouty and sulky because Reagan is more focusing on taking pictures of Yukhei putting bread sticks in his nose and mark choking on his drink whilst I love You just smiled at them.
- Mc'ing together
- An episode where representatives of each company joining running man as quests and they join as SM representatives along Leeteuk and Minho.
- Filming a dance practice or choreography (one they thought up) video together
- Doing a model shoot together
- Her trying to teach him their girl group dance and filming it
- Having a lazy day at his place, during their break
- A night where they talk about their pasts, families, lives till now and the hardships they've gone through.
- Meeting at Han river at night
- Getting shipped together by fans on social media and live shows
- Cafe date, at a remotely unknown yet cute cafe
- Rumours off him dating another actress/model/idol, and him not clarifying it well. All because he's confused about her feelings for him.
- Exchanging blackmail meme pictures with each other
- Reagan sending him her outfit of the day picture like she usually would and him texting back "I don't think that's wise to send to your bf 😳", and she just goes like "The fuck do you mean Takoyaki head, I've always done it." And Yuta immediately regrets his message "Great way to kill mood 💀", he thought the only reply he would get was "what mood? There was none to begin with!" But instead she send him a picture of her in a tight black dress, just to tease him "If it had been this picture I would've get it." And Yuta goes like "I ffing can't stand gou 💀🖕🏽" and she goes liks "Ly2 my Yakisoba prince 😂💀💕"

❝ ♪ ❞┇─── M Y  P A C E

↺ message to moi┃Hello mademoiselle, fruity girl is back and will be in your care :)

↺ message to the girls┃Hey everyone, I might've have some preculiar and weird antics, but I do love ya'll so lets make this career a bomb!

↺ extras┃ Take it easy on yourself, just like us you've school and responsibilities too! I love you and fighting on this story! (Don't post this message in the book or imma die out of embarassment lmao)