hello. i would just send this message on kkt but i just feel like i wanted to have something to look back upon- yknow? like they say, the internet is forever lol. how do i put this.. i know i told you that i'm okay, that i would be okay, but i'm not. i mean, how could i..? but at the same time i don't want you to worry, so please don't be worried. hopefully i will be fine in the nearest future. i'm glad i didn't restrain myself from going all out and gave 100% on you and the relationship. i don't really put so much effort like i have when i was with you haha. so, i guess i have nothing to regret upon on that part. i hope  you will take care of yourself, okay? get a lot of rest and don't overwork. try not to procrastinate because it'll lead you to do last minute work and it'll tire you out faster. hm, i'm not really worried about your eating habits because i know you'd eat haha. stay out of the rain, keep yourself warm and don't fall sick, please? fml i'm trying so hard not to cry while typing this lmao. i love you, okay? i won't ever regret you. i'm sorry i can't stay; i know you don't like drama and if i stay, i'm afraid.. yeah. please don't ever regret me. if it's possible, don't forget about me. i hope we'll meet each other again, soon. i love you, i love you, from the skin to my bones. you'll always be my sun. thank you for sharing these wonderful 23 days with me. you have made me very happy. and i'm glad that these past few days, we became, idk closer, in some ways? you are a wonderful person. thank you for looking after me.