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  1. 15:05 - TheMightyWolf: But it was your BF who pressed on and is now turning everyone against me, in my eyes, thats how I see it.
  2. 15:05 - TheMightyWolf: Telling Charles to break off from me and Alex.
  3. 15:05 - TheMightyWolf: Now Alex is influenced to do the same thing.
  4. 15:05 - TheMightyWolf: The reason Charles is still offline is because Cj told him too, and this week I was going to prove to Charles i wasn't going to involve him in my situations.
  5. 15:06 - TheMightyWolf: Please for the love of god, Sarah, don't get involved in something you hardly know anything about.
  6. 15:06 - Lupa: He has told absalutely no one to do that.. The onyl thing his /sagested/ is to take a step back from the situation, because it was stressing everyone out.
  7. 15:06 - TheMightyWolf: Oh, but when I wanted to take a step back from a situation because it was stressing /me/ out, suddenly I've changed, suddenly I'm fucking hopeless.
  8. 15:07 - TheMightyWolf: The next day after that arguement I tried NOTHING but try to apologize to CJ.
  9. 15:07 - TheMightyWolf: He did NOTHING
  10. 15:07 - TheMightyWolf: Stop fucking defending him so boldly and open your fucking eyes for once.
  11. 15:08 - TheMightyWolf: I bet you, 100% if I was in a skype call for an hour or two I could change all of your perspective, because you all still assume so much about me.
  12. 15:08 - TheMightyWolf: Not knowing how much I'm TRYING to change, which is what I said.
  13. 15:09 - TheMightyWolf: Yesterday with Alex I was being honest, I'm pulling myself out so him and Charles can be happy. Last I checked that's not being fucking selfish, Sarah.
  14. 15:10 - TheMightyWolf: And last I /checked/, Cj already sent me a massive wall of text explaining why he can't be my 'friend'.
  15. 15:14 - Lupa: Actually I know alot about this.. I've seen and heard whats been going on.
  16. Wolf.. You are daluding your own converstations.. I've /seen/ what you wrote that day...
  17. I can see this isn't going to get anywhere.. At this point its like no one can make you see what you're doing. Maybe its your own way to protect yourself, /from/ yourself.
  18. For some backwards reason I'm the one fighting with myself thinking that- 'maybe his going to wake up and see what his doing... Maybe this whole situation can still be fixed.'... I saw this situation coming a long time ago... And i perposefully distenced myself from you... Remember that last time our group fell appart? And I was soul bent on never speaking to you again because you turned into a right jerk. Cj stuck with you, defended you because he thought he could help you... Now Cj has given up on you and its me trying to hold onto a ghost of a hope. I wish you would stop digging yourself deeper into this hole you made for yourself.
  19. 15:18 - TheMightyWolf: Right, so Cj sent you what I sent yesterday. What fucking hole, what. How the fuck do you expect me to see and to change when I don't fucking know what to change, if I'm so oblivious to this, then why doesn't anyone tell me the root cause, WHY DO I HAVE NOONE TO SUPPORT ME. CJ defended me, stuck by me, but he was so fucking BLUNT THAT DAY if you saw, and I know you did. I didn't need it, I was sensitive, and I still am. If only you would understand of all people, I don't know what the fuck I've done, I don't know who I've wronged. I told you why I never wanted CJ to get involved, it's the same as why I don't want to get Charles involved with this, with me, in my problems, because I want to deal with them. I never spoke to CJ truly about the Alex situation because when I came on skype I didn't want to dwell on them. I have so many ghosts of myself, I feel so fake. If I am digging myself a fucking hole then why doesn't anyone pull out a ladder with a fucking note telling me how to climb out and help me instead of sitting on the sidelines watching. That's what friends do, and it's all I've ever tried to do for you all. Sure, you thought "Maybe he'll wake up" but you never did anything, you never did anything to help. So you do what you need to do, sit by the guy you see so highly about. I'm getting so many mixed messages because CJ won't speak to me when I want to fucking fix it. WHEN I WANT TO FIX IT MIND YOU. I want to TALK it out on Skype or Steam or fucking anything and I get NOTHING. IM TRYING SARAH
  20. 15:18 - TheMightyWolf: But how the fuck do you expect me to Try without an OPEN HAND
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