Elai : ( im sorry sighs I had to retype this back bcs we keep on arguing and god I hate it when we fight seriously. Maybe you dont know how much you mean to ne. I'm sorry you feel that I'm neglecting you. I'm really trying I guess I'm not mature enough to actually be in a relationship but I love you and I would do anything for you so I'll try alright? I'm trying. I've stopped cutting,being sad and all when you told me to stop. Sure you were the one who trigger it but I love you okay. It doesn't matter in any acc I have you're still my ooc baby okay? I love you lots. You don't know how perfect and beautiful you are so naturally you must feel insecure of me always spending more time with png. I'm sorry I'm like this but sometimes the notifs doesn't show and idk why.  but yeah im rlly sorry and I love you and sighs pie you're amazing.