BB Fastbear Letter

Dear Owen,

This letter is long overdue, but I'm finally sitting down to write it! I'm a bear from the Pacific Northwest who has been enjoying the community and your uplifting streams for a while now, and my life is much better for it. The value you provide by joining people who are dedicated to a brighter future and anti-despair can not be overstated.

There was a stream you did recently where you said something about the left hand representing the written/pre-ordained path, and the right hand representing the free will side that can either harmonize with it or not. It was one of your low-key weekend ones, but this idea blew my mind and spurred me to write this letter. It fits perfectly with my theory about the relationship between truth, will, and consciousness.

Truth, will, and consciousness, are the only 3 things that I believe are eternal absolutes of reality. They are essentially what God is made of, and by extension us, being made in his image. (I'd just like to mention that this is NOT going to be a trinity letter, even though these things do technically make a trinity.) Consciousness is the bridge between truth and will. Truth and will are two polar opposites, that can be thought to represent the past and the future, truth being the one the represents past and will representing future. Truth also represents that which is written, and will represents that which is unwritten, as in something that you WILL do but haven't done. The unwritten dimension is not simply non-existant but has existance in the inner realm of ideas and intention. Will is pre-manifest energy. By contrast truth, is the outer, collective realm which is represented by everything we CAN sense: the post-manifest objective world.

The truth aspect of a chair would be the chair itself, but will aspect of a chair would be the idea of a chair. There's a chicken and egg scenario going on because the chair can't be built without it existing in the will domain as an idea, but also can't be built without existing as a possibility in the realm of truth. Will can be thought of as the creative part, because it projects an identity on truth, while truth is the creation part, because the form it takes is the result of will. Creation has no form without creativity, but also, creativity cannot create without adhereing to truth. At it's foundation, truth is only limited by what you CAN AND CAN'T do. Will is only determined by what you WILL OR WON'T do, which is also the domain of morality.

These two opposite domains, will and truth, while totally distinct and even opposite in nature, are also inextricably tied because of the third element which is consciousness. Similarly to how two opposite poles of a magnet create a magnetic field, consciousness is the field created by the poles of truth and will. In a paradoxic way, it exists both as a result of the two poles and also is the only thing connecting them. If truth represents the the past and will represents the future, consciousness is represented by the present- the "I" of the storm always perfectly balanced between the two. Consciousness always has its center in the present, for it can be nowhere else, but it can expand backward to the past by analysis and observation and forward to the future by will and intention.

The idea of masculinity and femininity is also deeply tied to all this, with the will side being the masuline and the truth side being the feminine. The essence of masculinity is the will that pursues truth, and the essence of femininity is the truth that recieves will. This is the seed and the womb, which when they come together, makes a new consciousness. In the traditional view of the trinity, the will side would definitely be The Father, but the truth side, which is usually called the holy ghost, is The Mother, with consciousness being their child (the son.) So it's not two guys and a ghost, but father, mother, and child, which isn't gay at all. Truth, will, and consciousness, we are made in God's image, with the only difference being that we are parts in a larger whole and God is the whole itself. God became as we are so that we could become as he is. The whole became like the parts so that the parts could become like the whole.

I love the idea of the truth as the written half that we should try to harmonize with unwritten half of our will. It makes life like a peice music that has both meaning and purpose- something that we both contribute to and which has parameters. If you focus on just the written side, you become a materialist that sees themselves as a victim of circumstance. If you just focus on the unwritten side, you become a do as thou wilt Satanist who pays no heed to harmonizing with truth, and that also makes a dissonant melody. I believe that Jesus's whole message was about creating this harmony between the seen and unseen realms, and as bearers of the light of consciousness in the present, it is our mission to do this as only we can.

There's a song by Bjork called "Unison" that is about exactly the ideas I'm describing here. The song starts with "one hand loves the other," and goes on to be all about the left and right hand paths and how they relate to each other. This particular song is my favorite, but I'd go so far as to say her whole discography is about the concepts I'm describing. Her music is very occult and she's definitely in the illuminati but have some of the best gravy of all time, in my opinion.

I'm working on a cartoon called End Times which would be my dream to make animated series one day, but since as of now it's a one man project I am making it as a comic so that I can get it out faster. In End Times, there are two paralell planes of reality where the pre-ordained/physical world is referred to as the slow realm and the free-will/spiritual world is referred to as the fast realm. In light of this, could I please be bearified as Fastbear. I was previously bearified as Eggcellent Bear. Because it is slightly gay to change my name I hope you'll accept this superchat as compensation.

On a last note I wanted to tell you again that I'm an animator and would love to be a part your SINEP movie when the time comes. It's true, I haven't made any cartoons yet from your streams, but I will if I can just find the time. I still do animation for a living, so I have to be very deliberate about carving out time.

Thanks for all you do to help harmonize a dissonant world,
Fastbear