Logging started 2014-12-22
[02:26:28] <Darco>
[02:26:38] <Darco> Alan here
[02:26:50] <Darco> Engins nephew
[02:26:58] <Lumi> hey
[02:27:11] <Darco> He made me promise
[02:27:25] <Darco> to log and see what he did
[02:27:49] <Lumi> so, it's for real, it's not a joke?
[02:28:03] <Darco> I wish.
[02:28:10] <Lumi> omg...
[02:28:36] <Lumi> what happend? what he did?
[02:29:12] <Darco> Pills and booze
[02:29:19] <Lumi> :((
[02:29:23] <Darco> found on floor at 5am
[02:29:29] <Darco> 4
[02:30:01] <Lumi> omg, it's... unbelievable
[02:30:18] <Lumi> i'm so sorry for you all :(
[02:30:44] <Darco> Sucks that he helped us all
[02:30:56] <Darco> but couldnt get help.
[02:31:06] <Lumi> i'm gonna build a monument here in game for him, in memoriam :((
[02:33:32] <Lumi> what can i say?.. i'm shocked, i can't find my words, sorry :((
[02:57:34] <Darco>
[02:57:42] <Darco> I got dc
[02:57:48] <Lumi> np
[02:58:12] <Darco> me and my sis are going through messages
[02:58:24] <Darco> we dont have fb pw
[02:58:36] <Darco> you posted video
[02:58:58] <Darco> "ill miss you when your gone"
[02:59:13] <Darco> did he talk to you about this?
[02:59:24] <Lumi> yes, i was posting it when he said he will stop playing the game
[02:59:41] <Darco> so
[02:59:48] <Darco> not about suicide?
[02:59:57] <Lumi> no, nothing about that
[03:00:08] <Darco> anything you know?
[03:00:25] <Darco> you talk with him that night?
[03:00:37] <Lumi> nothing, a friend from game pmed me earlier and told me about it
[03:01:24] <Lumi> i was talking with him about someone who was in our village on another server
[03:02:09] <Darco> so - you didnt talk with him other night?
[03:02:24] <Darco> dont know where his mind was?
[03:04:24] <Lumi> i was talking with him about that guy...
[03:05:09] <Darco> that guy?
[03:07:04] <Darco> Engin wanted this shared
[03:07:17] <Darco> only with frinds
[03:07:28] <Lumi> that song?
[03:07:47] <Darco> from what others say. You were good frined.
[03:07:54] <Darco> no
[03:08:05] <Darco> email to me and Rebecca
[03:08:29] <Darco> If you dont want to know
[03:08:32] <Lumi> we were lived on the same deed and on the same server, he helped each other
[03:08:34] <Darco> tell me now
[03:09:34] <Darco> You want his last words to you?
[03:09:39] <Lumi> i took him with me on another server because he had a fight with someone and i was trying to "protect" him
[03:09:52] <Lumi> yes please
[03:10:20] <Darco> ....
[03:10:23] <Darco> I guess this is what ones does before taking their life - so lets get on with it. I first want to say sorry to my friends and family, but I cannot deal with the losses anymore.
[03:10:33] <Darco> After losing everything in real life and becoming a burden; I have now done that in my virtual life also.
[03:11:40] <Darco> I have lashed out to those closest to me as I gradually felt more lost than ever.
[03:11:52] <Darco> I love you all and now only want peace.
[03:12:14] <Darco> There is some other parts.
[03:12:33] <Darco> Mainly family and instructions.
[03:13:41] <Lumi> i'm really sorry to hear about that :(
[03:13:57] <Darco> Me also.
[03:14:06] <Lumi> i'm sorry, i can't stay here to play anymore :(
[03:14:12] <Darco> He helped me a lot
[03:14:44] <Darco> I cant tell you what to do
[03:15:03] <Darco> but carry on his memory please
[03:15:17] <Lumi> i will for sure, tyvm for pm me
[03:15:38] <Lumi> i have to go now, i'm sorry :(
[03:15:42] <Darco> How do I contact you again?
[03:15:56] <Lumi> on forum or in game
[03:16:03] <Darco> in game
[03:16:09] <Lumi> ok
[03:16:15] <Darco> i have access to his forum
[03:16:38] <Darco> I will need ppl to talk with.
[03:16:47] <Lumi> i know :(
[03:18:35] <Lumi> i hope to see you again here, i'll be here to talk to you, i'm really sorry for what happend, i'm shocked, crying... sorry, i got to go now :(
[03:19:41] <Lumi> you can add me as friend, so you'll know when i'm on
[03:20:31] <Darco> idk how to do that
[03:20:52] <Lumi> type ./addfriend Lumi without the dot in front of slash
[03:21:26] <Darco> .add friend lumi
[03:21:38] <Lumi> without dot, not slash
[03:21:50] <Lumi> ok
[03:22:01] <Darco> ty
[03:22:06] <Lumi> i hope to see you tomorrow, is 3:21 am here
[03:22:10] <Lumi> tyvm too
[03:22:15] <Darco> Some of us will need you
[03:22:19] <Darco> ok?
[03:22:22] <Lumi> sure
[03:22:40] <Darco> who is susie?
[03:23:28] <Lumi> a friend of him form Celebration server for our ex alliance, that he had the fight with her
[03:23:54] <Darco> in email to me; he said he reached out to her
[03:24:06] <Darco> you know anything?
[03:24:09] <Lumi> but i think it was just a "love fight"
[03:24:29] <Lumi> her nickname is Sweetsusie
[03:24:36] <Lumi> in game
[03:24:47] <Lumi> on forum too
[03:25:27] <Darco> his email said he was on team speak and all was lost
[03:25:35] <Darco> make sence?
[03:25:39] <Lumi> i have to go now, sorry, i need to wake up in the morning to get my kid to hospital for a check
[03:25:54] <Darco> ok
[03:25:54] <Lumi> please talk to her
[03:26:02] <Darco> I treid
[03:26:07] <Lumi> see you tomorrow, ok?
[03:26:17] <Darco> maybe
[03:26:24] <Darco> its a mess here
[03:26:37] <Lumi> :(