script-a2-misha.rpy

label en_M1:

    play music music_smspf
    scene bg misc_moon

    "Hisao" "Ey misha lets fuk"

    "Misha" "OK Thank"

    scene black with dissolve

    "Later..."

    centered "~ Misha's POV ~" with dissolve

    play music music_crappy

    "I have always been really happy when the people around me are happy, too."

    "Because of that, lately I think more and more about what my life will be like when I will leave Yamaku."

    "It was really lucky for me that I was able to get into this school, and even luckier that I could meet Shicchan. If it wasn't for that, then I don't know if I would be here today."

    "I am who I am, so… I wouldn't, probably."

    "In just a few months, me, Shicchan, and Hicchan will all go our separate ways. It's like how a lot of flowers bloom on the same tree, but then when they fall, they never all fall together, do they?"

    "I'm right~! Haha…"

    "I only had a few friends in grade school, and in middle school, too. I remembered them for a long time after we stopped going to school together, but then they stopped talking to me. Their lives moved on, and I forgot them."

    "Shicchan… Is Shicchan going to forget me when she leaves this school?"

    "Will I have to forget Shicchan?"

    "I can't do that. Never. But, I know it will happen."

    "Hicchan said that just because we won't be going to school together, that doesn't mean that friendships have to end. If you fight hard enough for it, you can hold onto a friendship."

    "If I have to work so hard for it, though, then it's pointless. Of course I'll give it my 100\%! But it doesn't meant anything if Shicchan were to move on and stop being my friend. If she wouldn't try, then I don't think I could."

    "After all, then I would just be in Shicchan's way~."

    "If that happens, I don't know if I could go on."

    "It's likely that that will be what happens."

    "I only have ever loved Shicchan, even from the first day we met."

    "Shicchan once told me that she doesn't like Yamaku because it's where parents send the kids they are ashamed of."

    "It's true, Shicchan. I'm one of those children nobody wants. I have always been bullied, because I'm different. Isn't that something that I can't change? I'm really sorry. The things that are wrong with me, I can't change."

    "Not enough was wrong with me that I could get into Yamaku, so I had to make up a lie, that I wanted to be a sign language teacher. I don't like to lie, but the person I am now is a big liar, so…"

    "Shicchan, I wanted to talk to you, so I learned sign language, even though I wasn't very good at it, and I'm forgetful."

    "You told me that a human being doesn't need a meaning, or a purpose, or respect; those can all be gained if you work hard enough."

    "I'll really become one; a sign language teacher. If I'm something, then I'll be a real person to you, right, Shicchan?"

    "The only person I have really had is Shicchan."

    "Shicchan, I really, really love you."

    "I wish I could just interpret for you forever."

    "I know it's unrealistic, though. You would hate me eventually, because I wouldn't be a person moving forward in life."

    "If Shicchan were to hate me, I would probably die."

    "Haha~. If Shicchan and I keep going, then we'll drift apart. But the same thing might happen if we stay together."

    "I guess I'm just not the right person for you, Shicchan."

    "So~… I've been thinking about “that” for a long time…"

    "Maybe it's better if I didn't exist."

    "…"

    "I talked with Hicchan the other day. It's hard for me to understand Hicchan, but he seems like a good person. I feel a lot better now, because I was able to tell someone how I feel."

    "The things I want to tell Shicchan would be silly to her, and I don't know if I could sign all of that to her. And~! Shicchan has her own life."

    "Shicchan and Hicchan are a real couple now. I'm so glad. I was able to see them both fall in love."

    "Even if it's not me, I'm still really glad…"

    "Am I really glad?"

    "I'm really, really glad. I really am."

    "I really am…"

    "Hahaha~."

    "Hm~ hm~… It's time for a shower. I like the feeling of warm water against my skin. I'll feel refreshed."

    "Haha…"

    # fade

    "Yay~! I'm done, and my hair is almost totally dried. The person who told me that I looked cuter with my hair like this was Shicchan. I don't even really remember what I looked like with my hair straight."

    "I try the doorknob, because she always leaves her room unlocked when she is inside. It's open."

    "Shicchan is sitting at her desk reading a book. She sees me and waves hi."

    mi "Morning, Shicchan~!"

    ssh "Good morning."

    "I laugh and plop down on her bed. It's soft, she has different sheets than I do."

    mi "How are you, Shicchan?"

    ssh "I'm doing well. It's very early for you to be up. Is there something different about today?"

    mi "Yup~! Well, no. Well, yes and no, Shicchan. I talked with Hicchan, and he told me to tell you that he doesn't resent you at all."

    ssh "Really?"

    mi "Yup. I don't know what you two were talking about, but he said that it doesn't matter if the student council has so much work, or that he has to put up with so much work because of you."

    mi "He said that if it wasn't for you, his life wouldn't be the same. Hicchan really likes you, Shicchan."

    "Shicchan doesn't say anything, she just thinks."

    mi "Shicchan, did you tell Hicchan that you didn't know if I might hate you for that?"

    ssh "Yes, I did."

    mi "Well, you don't have to worry about that, Shicchan~! I don't resent you at all, either. I feel the same way."

    "Shicchan gets up from her desk and walks over to me."

    ssh "Thank you. I'm happy that you think that way."

    "I'm really happy, too~…"

    mi "Really, Shicchan? Okay~! Let's go out somewhere, then~!"

    ssh "What do you mean?"

    mi "Shicchan, it's no good for a young girl to stay inside all the time. And~! We haven't gone out together in a long time. Soon, Shicchan is going to be going on more and more dates with Hicchan, so we have to hang out together now~!"

    "Please bear with my selfishness, Shicchan. She smiles and starts putting on her jacket."

    ssh "Okay. Where should we go?"

    mi "Hm… Anywhere."

    ssh "You should decide. I'm thankful to you, so I want it to be someplace you want to go."

    "Anywhere is fine though. Where we go doesn't matter to me, Shicchan."

    # transition to the inside of some kind of clothing store. Or a mall. It doesn't really matter.

    "Me and Shicchan haven't really gone out together by ourselves in a long time, so I'm really happy."

    "We eat lunch, getting what we each want from two different restaurants. I'm not as active as Shicchan, so I can't eat all the things she eats."

    "Then, we go shopping. It's her idea, because she thinks that I could use more clothes. Okay~! I'll pick out some cute clothes for Shicchan too!"

    "The two of us go to one store, because they have nice skirts, but Shicchan wants to go to another store because they sell things at a better price, so we go there and start shopping."

    "I already bought a lot."

    "I even have a new blouse now. It's cute, but I don't know if the color will go with my hair."

    ssh "I'm going to blame you for that. With your hair color, it's hard to find anything that goes well with you."

    mi "Hahaha~! Sorry, Shicchan. Hm~… Hey~! Shicchan, this time it's my turn. I'll pick out something that will look cute on you."

    "She blushes. Shicchan is a little bit of a tomboy, so she doesn't like dressing up in clothes that are too feminine, but I want to see her like that."

    mi "Aw~… Come on, Shicchan? Just for today?"

    ssh "Fine."

    mi "That's great! I'm really glad."

    mi "Hahahaha~!"

    "I see a jacket that would look great on Shicchan's body. Her figure is nice, like a model."

    mi "How about this, Shicchan?"

    "After awhile, Shicchan gets annoyed because I keep making her put on new things."

    ssh "Stop! Stop!"

    mi "Wahaha~! What is it, Shicchan?"

    ssh "I'm beginning to think you are just playing with me."

    mi "Yup. But I like teasing Shicchan a little now and then~."

    "I want to hug her. Okay~! I'll do it."

    "As soon as my arms are around her, Shicchan freezes and gets very stiff. I let go of her."

    "Ah, that's right, Shicchan. You don't like it when people touch you. I guess you're unfamiliar with it, right? Right…"

    "So I'll never be able to hold Shicchan. It's okay if you don't hold me back, as long as I can feel Shicchan's warmth. At least, that's what I've been telling myself all this time."

    "Shicchan, even if I can't touch you, I'll still love you."

    "Right?"

    mi "Shicchan—" #reminder for the potential {nw} break

    "Haha~. My voice cracked. Am I sad?"

    "Shicchan's face is so concerned. Please stop looking at me like that, Shicchan. Please, don't…"

    "I hold my stomach and pretend to groan."

    mi "Haha~! Shicchan, I'm going to go somewhere else, just for a little bit, okay? Okay~!"

    mi "I'm just a little sick, don't worry about it~! Don't worry about it, okay, Shicchan? Okay~!"

    mi "I'll be right back, Shicchan~."

    # transition to some other place

    "Haha~."

    "I lied to Shicchan again."

    "That look on your face hurts me."

    "Maybe it would be better if Shicchan didn't care about me. But that is what I want."

    "Shicchan, do you like me?"

    "If you do, why did you reject my feelings?"

    "I want to hit myself. That's wrong. It's not like that… Thinking like that is really, really…"

    "Stupid Misha~…"

    "Shicchan, we're really too different."

    "Maybe it would be better if you were to just forget about me."

    "I'll… start to resent Shicchan someday."

    # some other transition to outside

    "We're leaving the store now. We really were there for a long time."

    "I spent a little too much of my own money, but it's okay."

    "Today was…"

    "I'm following behind Shicchan, like always. She turns back to look at me over her shoulder. Are you checking to see if I'm following you, Shicchan? Well, of course."

    "But…"

    "Shicchan, do you look over your shoulder because you're really the one looking out for me?"

    "…I see."

    "I'm sad."

    "No matter what I do, I'll never be the right person for Shicchan."

    "Shicchan and me are separated by too many things. The me that I am now will never be able to change any of them."

    "I don't think I ever will be able to."

    "It really makes me sad."

    play sound sfx_crash

    "To my right, I hear a loud noise, like a car horn. It's a bad noise. When you hear something like that… it's not something that you are supposed to hear. It means something is wrong."

    "I wonder where that car is going. Is it going to hit me?"

    "I turn in the direction of it."

    "This must be fate, right? After all, I have lived so long, and I never know what to do next. It can all be over if I just… don't move."

    "Haha~…"

    "Shicchan is growing smaller in front of me. See, Shicchan? Even without me, you will always be okay. Not like me without Shicchan."

    "Maybe it's because of that, that's why Shicchan has always seemed so tall compared to me."

    "It's because we're really, really different."

    "Shicchan is always so serious."

    "She always thinks about everything so deeply. I want her to smile more, because her smile is so cute. When Shicchan smiles, I feel the same way."

    "So, I thought, “Maybe I can be Shicchan's umbrella. I'll be whatever Shicchan needs me to be. I'll make Shicchan smile. Then, I'll be happy, too.”"

    "I always walk behind you, Shicchan, so I can catch you if you fall, and look out for you."

    "But I wonder if you ever needed that from me."

    "It looks like this is where it ends, though."

    "I don't really want to move."

    "I don't know if I can move."

    "I can see Shicchan still walking ahead of me."

    "Shicchan, with your back to me, I guess it's like I don't really exist. I can see you walking away. But~… That's really obvious, isn't it? Because Shicchan's life will always be moving forward."

    play sound sfx_crunchydeath

    #sup? hit by a bus. Maybe some kind of agonizing 'hit by a bus' sound effect here

    scene bg misc_static with Dissolve(2.0)
    play music music_static fadein 2.0
    "When I wake up again, everything hurts. Shicchan is sitting over me. She looks really tall, but Shicchan has always looked like that to me."

    "I feel stupid."

    "Everything I do is the wrong thing, always. Even this time."

    "Even going out today was my idea. If it wasn't for me, Shicchan wouldn't be here right now."

    "Shicchan is crying. I can't feel my arms. My chest, it really hurts. Everything hurts. I wonder what I look like right now. Am I still small, compared to Shicchan? The way I look right now, I probably look smaller than even before."

    "I'm sorry, Shicchan. I can't grow as a person like you. If I could, then maybe everything would be different. I won't even be able to change from this, will I? If this was Shicchan, wouldn't you just try harder?"

    "I wish I could hug Shicchan. Shicchan, we have been together for a long time, right? Right. I never even hugged Shicchan. Or held her hand slowly. I want to do all those things. Just once, at least…"

    "I…"

    "Shicchan told me once that human beings can do anything. Human beings have infinite potential, right, Shicchan?"

    "If you want, if you really believe, and if you work hard, you can do anything. Isn't that what you said? I want to believe that. Now I remember. That time, you did hold my hand. That time, Shicchan was able to be my umbrella."

    "So, maybe…"

    "If I really believe, and try, and have hope…"

    "I don't know what I want to do, but at least for now…"

    "Please work! Please!"

    "…No, it's not going to work. I'm not like Shicchan."

    "I don't know if I can even move. My ears are ringing. If I tried to talk, what would happen?"

    "I'm scared."

    "I have to do something…"

    "Ah, I know~. I'll try to look happy for Shicchan like always."

    "Shicchan, I wanted to be like your Yamato Nadeshiko. I want to to be by your side forever. Isn't that what it means? To always help the person that you love, and to always be with them?"

    "Is it silly?"

    "…"

    "See? I'm smiling. So please cheer up, Shicchan."

    "…"

    "I'm really stupid."

    "…"

    window hide
    play sound sfx_heartslow
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.7)
    with Pause(0.7)
    window show

    "…"
    window hide
    play sound sfx_heartslow
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.7)
    with Pause(0.7)
    play sound sfx_heartslow
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.7)
    with Pause(0.7)
    window show

    "…"
    play sound sfx_heartfast
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.8)
    with Pause(0.15)
    play sound sfx_heartslow
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.8)
    play sound sfx_heartfast
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    hide heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.8)
    with Pause(0.05)
    play sound sfx_heartstop
    show heartattack alpha
    with Dissolve (0.1)
    show heartattack residual
    with Dissolve (0.8)
    show passoutOP1
    with Pause (7.0)
    scene black
    with None

    return

label en_M2:

    scene black with dissolve

    centered "THE END" with dissolve

    "THIS IS AS GOOD AS IT GETS"
    return