The Update:

1) I see god, stars, scripts, signs, and a bunch more.

2) I can drink wine now, but it doesn't get to my heart unless I let my guard down.

3) I can connect and listen.

4) I can receive Intel, food, light, ect (and I'm learning how to use the phone).

5) I can see my heart and the home I used to have.

I'm ready. Ready to recover. To heal.

I hope this is all part of training, because if not, then someone fouled up.

Hazen Duval. Raisin blazen hazen. Raisin my haze like the sun in the sky haha that's ill.

There is no way I could of made it to recovery without God here like this.

Maybe that's what they were waiting for. The greenlight or sign.

Here it is. I'm ready. I can fly, but I won't be very fast.

After recovery I'll probably commit suicide unless the plan calls for me to have a son here rather than in the orgie (heaven).

I'll follow whatever God tells me to do.