Mute Anon 10

>You’re relaxing with Fluttershy at the cottage
>It’s night now
>You look to Fluttershy and smile
>She’s sitting on your lap
>She’s so cute
>You scratch behind her ear
>”Mmmm I love that.”
>You pat her head
>”You’re so special to me.”
>She looks you in the eyes
>”I just don’t know what I would do without you.”
>You give her a playful frown
>She’s too clingy sometimes
>The mare has lived most of her life with you
>She could manage
>A thought occurs to her
>Fluttershy gets a large smile
>”Oh Anon! C-come with me I have a surprise for you!”
>Cock your head
>”Trust me it’s great!”
>She seems quite enthusiastic about it, so you agree
>It’s a bit late at night but you follow her
>Out of the cottage
>All the way to Sweet Apple Acres
>Why are you two here?
>Wouldn't it be a bit rude to be here this late?
>You don’t bother to question these things though
>You just follow her
>Until you’re at a barn
>What’s in here that’s so important?
>Maybe this is a party or something?
>Who knows…
>You’re about to sign her your thoughts on this
>Fluttershy doesn’t seem to be paying attention
>She just steps inside
>It’s really dark in there with no sign of activity whatsoever
>Slowly enter
>You see she’s facing the door as if waiting for you
>She has a loving smile, but then she pounces onto you
>You struggle as a hoof muffles your cries of shock and confusion
>She bites off your shirt and sucks on your nipples for a little
>Fluttershy is then trailing her tongue along your stomach and up to your chin
>You try pushing her off, but a hoof is pinning you down and she’s able to persist in her licking
>”Mmmmm~”
>She faces you and then forces her lips onto your own
>You try pulling away but her tongue is already inching into your mouth
>Before you can bite her tongue she breaks the kiss
>Then she whispers in your ear
>”Don’t worry sweetie, I love you, I care about you, and nothing is going to hurt you.”
>You wake up and suppress a scream
>These dreams never got any easier to deal with
>It’s been two weeks since you started having these nightmares, and since you started writing to the princess
>There haven’t been any more incidents since the spa visit and you’re glad for that
>The nightmares on the other hand, well, they’re as bad as ever
>Celestia never really responded to the first letter you sent
>She replied about the spa visit and how glad it was that you were being more social
>She also wrote like it seemed you wanted to add more
>Well you did add more! You told her about the dreams and Fluttershy accidentally feeling you up
>You’ve gotten over it, but you do occasionally mention the dreams in other letters
>She never really seems to acknowledge them
>Heh, maybe the dream thing was right
>Again…
>God damn it
>Celestia just doesn’t care
>No, that is no way to think
>Maybe she doesn’t care because they’re dreams
>She wanted to hear about Fluttershy and you, not your dreams
>You hate to admit it, but the dreams are starting to get to you at times
>You love Fluttershy like family and she’s your best friend
>But sometimes the dreams make something innocent she does seem wrong or even a bit frightening
>Those moments are rare, and you know it’s unfair to distrust her over your overactive imagination
>You smile and nudge Fluttershy awake
>She’s on your stomach as usual and you both need to get up
>She begins to stretch a bit as she wakes up, and you tickle her chin
>Fluttershy giggles
>Then she thinks for a moment
>”Um Anon, today you should go work at Sweet Apple Acres.”
>Give her an inquisitive look
>”Applejack said she was g-going to pay you some extra bits, because she needed more help today…”
>She puts up a nervous smile
>You sign to her, is there something you want to keep from me?
>”Uh no, well, yes, I mean! Ummm….”
>It’s probably not a big deal
>Pet her
>You nod
>”Oh okay, thank you for understanding sweetie.”
>You eat breakfast with her, and head out to Sweet Apple Acres
>Wave to a few ponies
>Some of them do that annoying slow talk stuff to you
>Ugh
>You’re about to approach the road to Sweet Apple Acres when you see Twilight levitating a bunch of bags with her
>You wave
>She looks very surprised to see you
>”Oh! Um hi Anon!”
>She levitates the bags behind her back
>You shrug at her
>”Are you going to work somewhere?”
>You nod
>Twilight looks like she wants to say more
>You motion for her to continue
>She suddenly gets a deadpan look
>”Well Anon I’ve been meaning to tell you that you should take your letters to the Princess Celestia, more seriously.”
>What the hell is that supposed to mean?
>How would she know what you’ve written about?
>You frown at her
>She seems to have realized her mistake
>She looks around sheepishly
>You narrow your eyes
>”It’s nothing Anon, I’m just making assumptions.”
>Bullshit
>You want to interrogate but you didn’t bring anything to write with
>And she won’t understand your sign language
>”Well It’s been fun chatting gotta go bye!”
>You’re pretty pissed
>You glare at her as she canters off
>You intend to ask more about that later
>Sometimes you just don’t know about Twilight…
>About a half hour of walking and you’re at Sweet Apple Acres
>You look around the fields for Applejack
>She’s not there
>But Big Mac is….
>He’s cool you guess
>But he never seems to bother trying to interpret your charades
>He turns to you after kicking a tree
>You blink at him
>He blinks at you
>Charade putting on a cowboy hat
>Motion to the rest of the orchard
>He chuckles
>”Nope.”
>You give your best curious expression
>”She’s hanging out with her friends.”
>But Fluttershy said…
>Argh
>Screw it
>……
>Pick up an empty bucket
>Big Mac nods
>”Eeyup, you can work.”
>You smile and nod to show thanks
>For the next 2 hours he bucks the apples
>You carry them off
>It’s pretty boring
>You’re not sure how Applejack and her brother do this stuff all day
>Currently carrying a pair of buckets
>”Sweetie!”
>You hear the flapping of wings
>Turn to see Fluttershy flying towards you
>Looks like she’s going to dramatically embrace you
>Instead she lands shyly at the last second
>It makes you laugh
>”Anon, you have to um come with me now.”
>You raise an eyebrow
>She smiles
>”It’s a surprise.”
>Really?
>Wait
>Surprise
>Your eyes widen
>Oh no, like in the dream!
>Is she going to do something like that?
>You’re at Sweet Apple Acres too!
>The barn isn’t too far from here…
>Oh shitshitshit
>”A-anon?”
>You’re breathing heavily now
>”Anon!”
>The sound of her voice suddenly terrifies you
>You yelp and drop the bucket of apples you were carrying
>Fluttershy looks at you with concern
>”Oh sorry Anon I didn’t mean to scare you.”
>”Sometimes I can be an um… loudmouth.”
>You calm down
>It was just a dream
>That’s not going to happen, and it’s Fluttershy!
>What could go wrong?
>Man, these dreams are really getting to you
>You let out a deep sigh
>You ruffle Fluttershy’s mane to show you hold no ill feelings
>She squeaks in surprise
>Fluttershy looks relieved and she begins to help you pick up the apples
>After a few minutes that’s fixed up
>You sign to her, ask her where you and her are going
>”You’ll see.”
>”You’ll see.”
>That response makes you a bit uneasy….
>…What’s happening to you?
>She’s your best friend
>Fluttershy asks Big Mac if you can be finished with your work early
>He says “Eeyup” and Fluttershy begins to lead you to…somewhere
>”Now just be patient mister, we’ll be there soon.”
>Fluttershy adds
>She probably doesn’t want you to keep asking
>So you don’t
>Instead you decide to sign her questions about Applejack wanting you to work
>And her not being there
>”Oh you see um…..uh...*mumblemumble*….*squeak*.”
>”Wait! I um it’s…*whimper*.”
>Her flustered reaction is too funny to you
>You start laughing
>She gives you a sad look
>”Its n-not funny mister….”
>You try not to laugh, but then it makes you laugh more
>Fluttershy starts to find it funny too and begins laughing
>Before you know it you’re both at Sugarcube Corner
>Oooooh
>This is a party
>For you?
>But it’s not your birthday
>Fluttershy turns to you
>”Um l-let’s go inside….”
>You’re beginning to feel uneasy
>If it’s not your birthday then why are you here?
>Is she going to take advantage of you here?
>Fluttershy looks at you
>”A-anon we have to go inside now….”
>”Is everything alright?”
>You nod and nervously follow her inside Sugarcube Corner
>Even though you sort of saw it coming, you still gasped a little at all the ponies jumping out
>”SURPRISE!”
>All your friends are here, and Rarity is here too
>….
>Okay, Rarity is cool …sometimes
>You clap your hands and grin to show thanks
>But then you exaggerate a thoughtful expression to ask what this is for
>Pinkie Pie is suddenly beside you
>”It’s your anniversary!”
>”This is the day you left Anon-land…erm Earth and came into our lives, silly!”
>”How could you forget?”
>She laughs and snorts
>If you could talk, you would remind her of a story Fluttershy told you about Pinkie
>Specifically the one where she forgot her birthday
>Still you’re flattered they would all go out of their way to do this for you
>Last year they didn’t, but you were much newer back then
>Fluttershy nuzzles your waist
>”I had the whole thing arranged because you’re so very special to me.”
>You kneel down and hug Fluttershy
>How could you associate her with those dreams?
>She hugs you back
>She’s an angel
>Everyone thinks it cute
>Break the hug
>Huff in embarrassment
>It makes everyone “Aaaaaawww” harder
>Grumble in annoyance
>The party is pretty fun from there
>You were given a notepad and pencil
>You were using a lot of it thanking and greeting many ponies that approached you
>They were a bit excited, because you were usually reclusive
>And so many never got a chance to communicate with you
>A few apologized for treating you like you were slow when you were able to respond articulately through writing
>You rolled your eyes and wrote down its no big deal
>But really you’re ecstatic
>That’s less ponies who think you’re some weird animal or an idiot
>Some time later and you’re left alone for now
>You hang out with Fluttershy for a bit, but Rarity swoops in and tells you two to stop loitering in the corner
>She shoos you over to Rainbow Dash and Pinkie who are playing pin the tail on the pony
>Meh
>A couple of hours pass and dancing begins
>The music is upbeat
>You don’t really feel like dancing but Applejack kept bugging you until you danced for a bit
>A few minutes in the music changes
>It’s a slow song
>Pinkie speaks with much enthusiasm
>”Alright everp0ny, grab a partner! “
>Within a few seconds everyone has a partner
>In the corner of the room Rarity is speaking with Fluttershy
>Fluttershy is backed into the corner nervously
>Her mane is hidden in her face
>Rarity motions to you with her head
>Fluttershy blushes and shakes her head
>Rarity motions again
>Fluttershy digs a hoof at the ground
>Rarity gets an annoyed look and begins to push Fluttershy to you
>She squeaks and slides next to you
>You’re about to leave the dance area but Fluttershy pokes your side with a hoof
>”Um Anon can I…”
>”C-can I-“
>You nod
>It’s a bit awkward due to your size and physical differences
>But it’s nice
>She’s looking up at you
>”Anon….”
>Fluttershy is looking behind you and at Rarity for a few seconds
>Rarity gives her an encouraging nod and smile
>”Sweetie this day is very s-special to me.”
>You smile at her to show your appreciation for the party
>She smiles back
>”Um and well you’re my b-best friend and family…”
>She looks suddenly very nervous
>”W-we both understand each other w-well…”
>”And I l-love being your caretaker…”
>She’s shaking
>”B-but um th-th-that’s n-not a-all I uh love!”
>She stops looking you in the eye
>”I *mumble*”
>”I ….I…”
>She can’t get it out and begins making a few whimpering noises
>You pet her mane to comfort her
>Maybe she can tell you a different time
>You sign this to her
>”Y-yeah your right….it’s just today...um..”
>She mutters nervously
>”I um need to talk to…the punch- I mean drink Rarity!”
>”No um!”
>You sign, its fine
>Fluttershy smiles sheepishly and nods
>She trots off to Rarity with her head hanging low
>Aaaaw sometimes she can be nervous over such little things
>You go to eat some snacks
>Twilight Sparkle is there with a smile
>”See? There’s no way what you were writing was true.”
>”Those dreams, and that supposed incident you had with her.”
>She gets a smug look
>”Things look fine between you and Fluttershy.”
>Oh you almost forgot
>Suppress a growl
>Pull out your notepad
>You write: “So, how do you know that Twilight?”
>She stutters nervously
>”N-none of your business.”
>Give her a look
>She sighs and frowns
>You write: “I’m going to keep asking, this is not okay.”
>Now she looks mad
>”You’ve been writing down slander, all those stupid and cruel jokes about Fluttershy to the princess!”
>”Stuff about her doing things to you in dreams, and touching you like that!”
>You write: “They aren’t jokes, and most importantly that mail isn’t for you!”
>You write: “It’s addressed to Princess Celestia, not nosy smarty pants!”
>Twilight sighs
>”You’re obviously joking like you always do with me!”
>It’s true you do like to mess with her, she always has priceless reactions
>But you aren’t joking this time
>”And it IS addressed to Princess Celestia, which is why I had to make sure you didn’t waste her time and mock her!”
>You write: “What do you mean make sure?”
>She gets a smug look
>”Well, Anon I’ve been fixing your letters for you.”
>”To make sure it’s worth her time to read your letter, and not having to deal with an immature prank.”
>What
>The
>Actual
>Fuck
>You write: “She’s going to hear about this! Stop doing that!”
>You’re really pissed now
>Twilight looks mad too
>“No! She would agree with me, and I refuse to deliver any letter not worth her time!”
>”You need to grow up Anon!”
>You’re about to write your counter argument along with a bunch of profanity but your notepad has used up all its paper
>You have written to a lot of ponies today
>Don’t have a spare notepad
>You’re still pissed
>You throw the notepad at the wall and glare at Twilight
>Some ponies are looking at the two of you
>You walk away and take a deep breath or two
>No need to make a scene
>You’ll get this through her head
>Or you’ll find a way to tell Celestia
>Just enjoy the party for now
>The party continues on into the night
>Most of the ponies have left
>It’s just Spike, your six friends, and you
>Rarity has been hogging Fluttershy for a bit
>You hung out with them, but she kept pressuring you to hang out with the others
>Soon the party is about over with
>Fluttershy wobbles over to you
>She was sipping on the punch and drinking it quite a bit
>It had quite a bit of alcohol in it
>She was drunk
>You sign, tell her, she hardly ever drinks
>She giggles
>”Um well I needed it for courage…”
>Sign to her, what would she need courage for?
>She giggles again
>”To *hic*!”
>”To….”
>She wobbles close to you
>Nuzzles your crotch
>You move away
>Probably disoriented from being drunk
>She moves closer again and giggles
>She rubs your crotch with a hoof
>Now you’re unsettled
>Hopefully this is an accident
>Still something in you is screaming to be wary
>So you are
>But it’s not enough
>Deep down in you a fear begins to rise up
>You’re not sure why but something tells you to stay away
>But you’re going to be with her at the cottage…
>Just as equally unsettled by having this fear in the first place
>You look at her face
>It has that “look” the one you sort of see in your dreams
>You shiver
>Something in the back of your mind repeats a phrase over and over
>DO NOT GO TO THE COTTAGE
>Your heart is racing and it’s scaring the hell out of you
>You sign to Fluttershy, asks her if we can spend the night with Pinkie
>She looks surprised
>”*hic* W-why?”
>You sign, it will be fun, and it’s a special night…
>She perks up at the signs for special night, but then shakes her head
>”Oh um…I see…”
>”Okay I’ll ask Pinkie Pie.”
>Luckily, Pinkie Pie was all for it
>She kept rambling on about all the stuff she wants to do with you two
>Board games
>Spin the bottle
>Scary stories
>Truth or Dare
>She kept rambling even when you all settled down to sleep
>You’re on the floor with a pillow and a couple of blankets
>Fluttershy is snuggled next to you
>She looks peaceful and happy
>But part of you feels incredibly relieved now
>Like it just outran something, or dodged a bullet
>It’s unsettling and it doesn't go away until you fall asleep
>You’re in the library sitting on the floor
>Twilight is sitting across from you
>”Oh, it’s a real shame to be betrayed by a friend.”
>”Although it isn’t the first time it’s happened.”
>Ah it was this thing again
>It’s been a while since it talked to you
>”I’m really sorry to hear about Celestia not hearing about all your wittle problems.”
>Fake Twilight says in a mocking concerned voice
>You’re not laughing
>”Oh, lighten up Anon. I find it hilarious~ that Celestia’s most faithful student is working against her!”
>Fake Twilight snorts and laughs
>”And she doesn’t even know it!”
>What the hell is that supposed to mean?
>”Remember when I said Celestia removed you and your friend’s memories?”
>Ugh
>”Well she’s hoping that by you writing to her, she can advise and steer you and Fluttershy in the right direction so things will go right and peace can be restored.”
>”It’s not working, as you can tell.”
>Fake Twilight smiles after saying that
>The memory bullshit again?
>It’s just a lie
>To confuse you
>Fake Twilight gets a smug look
>”What if I told you that all it took to get your memories back was by simply opening a drawer?”
>You’d tell this thing it was full of shit
>”Well, allow me to elaborate, I guess opening the drawer wouldn’t work unless I explained it.”
>”Back when you and Fluttershy had the right memories, she took away a pair of clothes.”
>What? Why?
>”As punishment, it’s a long story, and she locked them in one of the drawers.”
>”It’s still locked in there, and you two never use that drawer either.”
>Even if this were true how does this matter?
>And she would never punish you like that!
>Fake Twilight laughs
>”Well how many pairs of clothes do you have?”
>Six
>….
>But you’ve only been wearing five
>Your heart starts racing
>No it can’t be true
>It’s just a coincidence
>”You can deny it here, but not when you see if for yourself.”
>”It will set off a…’trigger’.”
>”You can thank me later.”
>No, fuck this
>Fake Twilight frowns
>”Alright, Anon go ahead and stay in your little bubble a little while longer.”
>Fake Twilight teleports you but you never know where it was going to take you
>Because you wake up
>Fluttershy is stirring awake because now you are moving
>”Uuuuuuuuuh sweetie, I feel so …..bad right now…”
>You lightly pat her head
>Pinkie is awake before you two
>Because she greets the two of you downstairs with a big breakfast
>You two eat it up and Fluttershy seems to get a little bit over her hang over
>An hour later you’re both walking back to the cottage
>She doesn’t talk much even for her
>It’s probably the hangover
>By the time you arrive she’s feeling much better
>You two are taking care of the animals
>You decide to ask her about the clothes since it’s nagging at you
>Through some sign language you tell her about the clothes thing
>She looks confused
>”I don’t remember doing that or punishing you that way.”
>You shrug
>You sign, tell her about only having five clothes available
>Fluttershy looks concerned
>”Oh sweetie, I don’t know.”
>”It might just be forgotten at the old house…”
>”Although it’s vacant now…”
>She puts a hoof thoughtfully to her chin
>You sign to her, tell her not to worry about it
>After the chores are done
>You go to the drawers
>Do you really want to do this?
>Why are you even hesitating?
>Are you really starting to believe this?
>Maybe you don’t want to remember…
>Everything that’s happened sounds shitty
>You shake your head
>No, the truth comes now
>Attempt to open the very bottom drawer
>It’s locked
>Oh right
>You sigh, it’s probably nothing anyway
>Besides you have other problems to deal with
>Like Twilight manipulating your letters
>You seethe at the thought
>Go downstairs and get paper, ink and quill
>You write to Fluttershy
>You tell her you’re going to write to Celestia
>She nods and says she’ll take care of the rest of the animals
>She’s so nice
>You write about the dreams and the spa incident, and even the uncertainty you felt that night at the party
>Then you write about Twilight, and your anger at this happening
>You seal the scroll
>Take some bits
>Head off for the library
>You run there practically
>You peak into the door
>Twilight isn’t there or isn’t up yet. Perfect.
>Spike is reading something
>You wave at Spike
>He seems uncertain
>”I don’t know Anon, Twilight wants you to give it to her first.”
>You hold out bits
>”You’re gonna bribe me?”
>Nod
>”Nah.”
>Make a begging motion with your hands
>Spike sighs
>”Alright, alright.”
>You hand him the scroll and he sends it off
>That went well
>Suck it Twilight
>With a smile on your face you set off to do odd jobs for the rest of the day

>You are now Fluttershy
>What Anon said really confused you
>You would never take away his clothes like that
>Although, you admit you find it very enticing…
>You blush
>But it is very strange that he was missing a pair of clothes
>You giggle
>That would be a bit silly if this was all true
>Sometimes Anon had a lot of imagination
>Still…
>He said it was in the bottom drawer
>You smile
>Why not?
>You check the bottom drawer but it’s locked
>It takes some time but you find the key
>You unlock it after dropping it a few times
>You bite down on the handle
>And open the drawer
>There they were the missing pair….
>Of clothes….
>…….
>…..
>You gasp
>Everything flashes into your mind
>The blanks in your memory no longer make sense
>You begin witness and almost feel everything in the past few months
>The confession
>The passion and love you gave your sweetie
>Your attempts to woo him
>His misguided attitude
>Broken friendships
>The trial
>The mind wipe
>You gasp even louder than before
>Then everything clears
>You are Fluttershy
>And you remember everything
>You begin to sob in relief and sadness
>The trial and your sweetie leaving and no longer trusting you
>It hurts
>Oh, Anon
>But….
>There is good in this
>Everything is better again
>Even though you lost your memory
>Anon is with you just like old times
>And he loves you again
>Your friends are your friends again
>Like nothing bad ever happened
>You smile
>Wipe away your tears
>You stare at the clothes
>But if he remembers too
>He won’t love you…
>You sniffle
>If Anon doesn’t see these clothes he won’t have to be sad
>You take the clothes and fly outside
>You fly to a river and hover down to it
>You then drop it into the river
>”It’s for the best, my love.”
>You whisper as if he could hear you

>You are now Anon
>This day was a busy one, but you’re glad it’s over
>It’s a bit late, and Fluttershy can nag you for coming home when it’s very dark
>You run into the cottage, and it startles Angel
>He looks a bit pissed, but goes back to sleep
>Fluttershy is usually waiting for you to get home
>But it’s not something you should always expect
>Go upstairs
>Fluttershy is there lying on the bed
>She smiles widely
>Tears are in her eyes
>”Oh baby, I love you so much!”
>She tackle hugs you
>You’re a bit shocked, but hug her back
>She flutters up to you after you break the hug
>Wraps her hooves around your head and begins giving you kisses
>You laugh, although her tears are getting all over your face
>She then starts nuzzling you
>”I’m so happy!”
>Aaaaw she’s so sweet
>Did she miss you today?
>You pet her mane
>She nuzzles into your hand
>Goes back to kissing your face
>To your surprise she tackles you
>You’re now on your back
>Laughing as she kisses you all over
>”Hehe you’re *snf* my little angel, Anon~.”
>So cute
>You scratch behind her ears
>Her tail is swishing back and forth and tickling your legs a bit
>She’s nibbling on an ear
>Her wings begin to stretch out
>You always like when that happens
>It makes her look very majestic
>Usually it happens when you pet her a lot
>She begins kneading you with her hooves
>You laugh a little more
>You close your eyes in bliss as you continue to run your hand through her mane
>She giggles
>You start to feel a warm and wet sensation along your face
>Is she licking you?
>Her tongue trails down to your lower neck
>Then she tugs your shirt off and nearly tears it
>What the hell?
>She goes back onto you and begins kneading again
>”You look so wonderful Anon, I love you.”
>This is getting uncomfortable
>”I guess I’m going to have to um confess a second time…”
>”Ummmm I love you.”
>”I love you in every way possible, sweetie.”
>She licks your chest
>A wing strokes your face
>She gives you a seductive look
>”And I want to show you….”
>Oh…
>You don’t want to reject her
>But, she’s a pony
>And you don’t want to be intimate
>This is awkward
>And a bit unsettling
>Many of your nightmares started this way
>You shake your head
>”I-It’s because I’m a *snf* pony isn’t it…?”
>You nod
>”B-b-but I love you so much Anon!”
>”I need to show you, I have to!”
>Oh no
>”Then you’ll see!”
>She pins you down for a second and then turns around to get off your pants
>You flip out at this point
>You roll over causing her to stumble away
>And you run
>This can’t really be happening!
>She wasn’t really going to do that was she?!
>You begin hyperventilating as you sprint out of the cottage
>You’re so terrified you’re babbling within your thoughts
>Where to go! Where to go?!
>You can’t sleep at the cottage right now
>You don’t trust Fluttershy right now
>…The old house!
>It’s probably unlocked
>And vacant
>It’s safe!
>You don’t stop running even when you feel yourself tire
>Got to get the fuck away
>You need to!
>You see the old house is in sight
>You sprint in and slam the door
>You lock it
>You’re panting and breathing heavily
>Backed up against the door
>There’s nothing in here
>May have to sleep on the floor
>You don’t care
>Something almost happened
>And you’re not sure if you can trust Fluttershy anymore
>You hear a tap on the window
>Your blood runs cold
>You turn your eyes to the window
>Fluttershy is peering in at you with a small innocent smile on her face
>”Good night Anon.”