Skateboards Out

to me
OK SO

I KNOW WE'RE NOT FANS OF EACH OTHER

BUT CALLING YOU A SEXUAL PREDATOR AND CRUSADING AGAINST YOU WAS REALLY DUMB AND WHINY AND GROSS AND DOESNT MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A GOOD PERSON TO ANYONE???????? EVER??????????

IM BASICALLY GOING INSANE OK LIKE I HAVE DEVELOPED (MORE VIOLENT) MOODSWINGS AND I HALLUCINATE SOUNDS AND SHIT????? IM LIKE ISOLATED IN MY HOUSE 24/7 AND IM TRYING TO GET THERAPY AND IM GOING THROUGH DVR TO GET JOB HELP BC IM LOL AUTISM AND DUMB?????

AND YEAH IM SORRY FOR CRUSADING AGAINST YOU FOR THE FIFTH TIME THAT WAS REALLY BAD

AND IM AN OBSESSIVE WEIRDO SO I WAS LIKE (LISTENS TO WHACHOW) (LAUGHS) FUCK

ok for realzies tho ive just kinda realized (again) this is all really stupid im finally reaching adulthood and here i am alone constantly bc of things i thought you guys were stupid for pointing out and now like...its happened with other groups of people too? like i pretty much have no friends bc of behaviors you guys pointed out and i realized...well shit

and im wasting away in my house bc government processes are really fucking slow!!!!! so it's like im literally going crazy here

and wow that thing a few months ago sure was a big mistake

what's the point of being mad at each other all the time why cant we just like idk not be BFFs or friends or anything but at least just kinda acknowledge the other person exists with something besides bile and hatred

or maybe im retarded

whatever!!!

im just tired of hating everyone!!! theres no point its making me really unhealthy and i keep relapsing bc i have no emotional control!!!!! which you already knew!!!!!

wow im sorry im such an immature retard shit and im sorry for blaming you/liz/kirb for it when youre right in that we both constantly flung shit at each other!!!

and if you want to just idk flick me in the face like a bug or something and say "buzz off" thats fine lol im not like BEGGING FOR ANYTHING even tho i do like friendship and attention but uh yeah!!!!! ive never intended on purposely using anyone for any reason or manipulating people or making anyone think ive had bad intentions but i have anyway oops

bye (skateboards out)