His Load Was Huge

As I look through my messy hair, I recall myself last night
These marks from the ropes around my wrists are the usual thing

I gaze at that warmth flowing out from between my legs
It’s not thick, but there’s so… so… much. No!

These days we spend together end like this all too quickly
The fact that we must bid farewell isn’t sad, but

Never again will I able to touch your…
Never again will I able to smell your…

Even though I loved you so much

As I look at the messy sheets, I recall you last night
The rubber marks on your upper arm are the usual thing

I gaze at that coldness flowing from my veins
It’s not thick, but there’s so… so… much. No!

These days ripe with anguish end like this all too quickly
The fact that we must bid farewell isn’t sad, but

Never again will I able to touch your…
Never again will I able to smell your…
Even though I hated you so much

Bring your lips closer to that place which has grown cold
That place won’t say anything, but

Never again will I able to touch your…
Never again will I able to smell your…

Even though I loved you so much