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There is no such thing as success when nobody cares.

It's all a virtual illusion of people that don't care.

Success is meaningless when it's just people imagining sex they can never have because you don't like sex.  It means nothing, it's just people expecting you to be selfless and doing nothing to make your life better.

It means nothing and conveys nothing.  Who I am offline was never about who I am online, and that disconnect is so profound really, that I destroyed the illusion of who you thought I must have been over and over again.

What I found was, none of you really cared and you all just wanted sex or some kind of political narrative at my expense.  Sex is never what I really wanted (nor kink).  What I wanted in my life was people that cared about me, wanted to improve my quality of life, what I found is nobody wanted that, and everyone expected me to be an adult mentally, which I lacked the capacity to be.

Maybe someday, when I find people that genuinely care about me and create a better life for me, I will bother with these types of things again, but I doubt it.

What I learned in life is that caring isn't what people wanted to do, narratives were all that mattered, not my needs as an individual.

That's what my Hive says: you never cared about me, never will, and have no capacity to.  All you cared about was some sexual idea separate from what I needed or who was right in front of you.  And I figured out I exist in a separate dimension from you anyway, so what is the point?

There is no "live your life" there are just adults that were interacting with someone who is a girl mentally, and not seeing it for what it was.

You will never see what my needs are because your needs were more important your narratives more important, you were selfish.

You lacked Virtue.

There is no Society with you.




-Mary Magdalene