You are my best friend, my soulmate, my once in a lifetime kind of love.  You have always made me feel complete. Like I can be free around you. People might say being single is freedom and you do not need anyone else to make your life complete. Heck, they don't know that kind of freedom I get with you. Happiness comes so naturally. And you always kiss my wounds, the ugliness in my soul and the disasters I make. You have placed your love in the cracks of me. Baby Bastian, I enjoy loving you. I enjoy being so in love that I forget what I’m doing just to think about you, or if your day is going good. Even when things seem so stressful and tiring about me, but knowing in the end of the day, I'd be hearing your voice makes me so blessed. I enjoy being able to picture our future together and even imagining what out plans will be throughout the day. I enjoy every single kiss I encounter with you, because each one has a different meaning to me and it ignites me inside. I enjoy being so in love with you, that I believe love does exist and Its possible to truly love somebody so damn much. You makes me feel like I can run a thousand miles away together with youand i’ll be the happiest person ever. You fulfill my heart. With love, with passion, laughs and smiles, yearning and ache. You make me feel like I don’t want to be anywhere else but with you. The best part is you makes me feel like I can love you forever, and you'll love me forever too. I can feel your presence in every song we both have listened to, in pictures we've seen, in words, in letters, in places. You are my light, and I love you, I love you, until the day we will meet, until the rings are in our fingers, until we can carry our children in our hands, until we finally are in the hands of God. I will hold you in my heart and protect you there, grieving for the sadness you feel, fixing our problems, cherishing what we have. I wish you were with me right now. I love you, always. Our relationship may not be perfect. We have so many downs, yes we've experienced a lot of hardships, but you and me together. GOD, THAT, THAT IS THE MOST PERFECT THING IN THE WORLD. Us. We are the optimum.

HAPPY 1ST MONTH 2.0, BABY BASTIAN!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH