I've lost control of my life... 4: The Quest For a Request

Lying in bed during a cold morning, is there anything better?
Of course not; it was heaven on earth.
The soft broken in pillow, the warm sheets, the feeling of being buried under a thick cozy bedspread, that perfect spot on the bed that took all night to form… getting up now would simply ruin such amalgamation of comfy so why was joker bothering Kamui so?
“Lady Kamui, I beg of you, wake up.”
“No… I have decided to become one with this bed.”
This wasn’t the first time Kamui refused to get up.
“Lady Kamui, your tea… It will get cold…”
There was no way to combat this, Joker knew, yet he soldiered on in this servant’s conundrum.
His orders are to wake up his master at the appointed time with a ready set of tea, yet, should he still carry said order when his master orders him to “put a sock in it”?
“My Lady, such uncouth words should never come from such an angel.”
“Please… just five more minutes…”
“And five minutes later its five minutes after that.”
He will never ever… ever fall for that one again… ever.
“Joker, don’t be so mean. I stayed up all night yesterday you know…”
“My Lady, may I remind you whose fault that was?”
Why do people need to get up in the morning? If Kamui were a queen she would outlaw such a fiendish transgression.
However Kamui was prepared for this today.
“Alright Joker you win…”
“Ah ah, don’t flatter me My Lady; the only one that stands to gain from this is you. Early bird gets the worm!”
“Then please fetch me my favorite set of panties.”
Ah her favorite set… white like the color of her hair with a cute little red bow that matches her eyes… is there a better display of innocence?
“Right away My Lady.”
Joker began making his way out of the room, glancing to the bed to see if Kamui was indeed preparing herself to rise.
This was mistake number one.
Little did he know that she was only going through a few of the motions; once he closed the door behind him Kamui immediately plopped herself down again on the bed.
If the Gods really wanted her to get up they would have never made sleep so amazing.
She could only smile to herself as she said…
“Keikaku Doori desu…~”
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TRANSLATION NOTE: “KEIKAKU DOORI” MEANS “JUST AS PLANNED”.
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Joker would never find her favorite panties because her favorite panties were in bed with her all along!
What a devilish minx this Kamui was; but sleep was all she cared about at this moment and sleep would be what she’d get.
Five minutes… ten minutes… one hour… three hours… It never factored in her mind just how devoted her butler was.
The hours flew by as Kamui slept… unaware of Joker’s Mighty Quest for The Missing Panties going on in her backyard.
Joker believed that Kamui’s panties were left to dry with the rest of the laundry, however, they were nowhere to be found, pressing the maids for answers, he was unable to pinpoint just where they could be until he believed he saw a crow flying away with a comfortable set of white young ladies undergarments between its talons… the dastardly fowl!
To steal Lady’s panties like that… the nerve! The gall!! THE AUDACITY!!!
Why, he would hunt it down! He would kill it! He would defeather it, gut it, throw it in the oven and serve it to his master with a side of couscous with roasted vegetables!
It was at that moment, when he ran into the forest, that Joker made mistake number two: forgetting to realize there was no way a crow would be able to snatch kamui’s panties from the drying line… He already retrieved the laundry from the line before going to wake up Kamui.

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The sky was now a beautiful purple color symbolizing the beginning of twilight.
Kamui raised herself from her bed, it had been the best sleep she ever had.
With a little yawn, she stretched herself fully, showing her pale smooth arm pits.
She stopped at the peak of her stretch.
It was always at this moment that Joker would say something along the lines of ‘Such an angelical sight… if I were to die today let it be known I would die a happy man!’ or ‘My lady is just like a little kitten, I just want to pet her raw.’
She would always giggle and feel her heart beat faster at his praises, however, right now, the only thing she could hear was silence.
This was the very first time since Joker became her butler that she woke up without him.
This was strange.
“Joker! I’m up!”
Still no answer.
Kamui climbed out of her bed and into the cold to drink her tea.
The moment it entered her mouth it was immediately spat out.
“Guh~ this tea is cold! Joker, if this is a prank it’s not funny!”
It seemed he wasn’t there.
Was he still out looking for her panties?
Quickly brushing her unruly hair and straightening out her nightgown she hurried to her door, her feet ignoring the cold floor.
She began asking around the halls for her Joker, yet, all that the maids knew was that he went looking for panties.
That meant he was still in the castle, right?
Apparently not.
Kamui’s maiden heart was at her limit; she needed her daily dose of Joker, after so long she had developed strong feelings for the man, yet, never acted upon them, every day Joker was beside her, without him Kamui was at a loss for what to do.
“Joker was it? I heard he was seen wandering into the forest cursing at a bird.”
Thanking one of the castle staff for the tip she rushed out of the castle grounds in nothing but her nightgown.
“I-I’m sorry Joker!”

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Joker’s mistake number three: spending the entire day mucking about in a forest when he should have been beside his master.
What a predicament he got himself into; all for just a pair of pan-
JUST!? Lady Kamui’s favorite pair of panties isn’t JUST a pair of panties! Damn it Joker stop joking around!
The man motivated himself; however, what the crow carried wasn’t Kamui’s panties; it was just a piece of cloth, pristinely white and no doubt expensive cloth, but still cloth…
Still, once he came back he could still cook the bird as a way to try and appeal to the master he betrayed.
It was already nightfall though…
His clothes were dirty, this simply wouldn’t do.
He can’t present himself to his master like this; it would demean both of them.
What should he do what should he do…?
He couldn’t find a way to both prostate himself in front of kamui as early as possible and to not look like a dirty peasant, he was her butler after all… there are standards.
“Heeeelp! Joker!”
His thoughts were broken by a scream, not just any scream, the scream of his master!
Taking off in a sprinting he made a U-turn towards the noise.
His sprinting form was impeccable.
His mind was set.
His weapons were ready.
While his clothes where dirty he still embodied the perfect battle butler.

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No way!
“Stop, get away!”
Moments after wandering into the forest Kamui came face to face with an angry hungry bear; no doubt foraging for food.
“Tsu… I’m not good to eat!”
Kamui’s only mistake, besides everything else that led to that moment, was not taking the time to actually ready herself with at least her dragonstone.
Walking backwards away from the voracious beast she tripped on an uprooted branch and fell on her back, staining her beautiful nightgown with dirt.
Seeing that as its chance, the large bear stood on its hind legs and roared in a powerful display of superiority.
“Joker!”
As she called for her butler one last time before turning into bear chow, her heart was filled with regret at never telling her butler how she truly felt.
“If Lady Kamui calls then I shall answer!”
From the bushes rushed a monster whose only purpose was to watch after the needs of a single girl…
Not losing momentum he brandished his hidden knives and threw himself at the terrifying 800 pounds of manslaughter, cutting its throat deep enough to sever bone.
Unable to react, the bear died immediately after falling to the ground with the largest thud Kamui had ever felt in her life.
On the ground next to it was joker, Kamui immediately rushed to him.
“Joker! I’m so sorry! Please be okay!”
The girl was in tears.
Joker was fine of course; he just wanted to make it seem like he dirtied his clothes just now.
“What a shame, I seem to have dirtied my attire, look away sweet master, I’m indecent…”
“Y-You dummy! That doesn’t matter; you did it to save me!”
Yes… it worked. A butler must always save face.
Picking himself up and calmly patting himself down, he began apologizing to his young master.
“I’m sorry, I was unable to find the undergarments you wished for, master, and I even ended up spending the day being a nuisance, had I properly completed such a simple task My Lady wouldn’t have been at the mercy of such a foul beast. I will understand if you want to punish this poor excuse of a butler, execution is the only way for I to atone…”
Not being able to restrain herself any longer Kamui hugged the tall man and cried into his chest.
“I-It was all m-my fault, I’ve been a b-bad g-girl!”
“What nonsense! Lady Kamui will never be bad in my eyes. It was I that was bad for not doing my job properly.”
“N-No I g-gave you a task I knew you wouldn’t be a-able to complete so I could sleep-in!”
“My Lady? I do not understand.”
“The p-panties! I-I was wearing them the w-whole time, s-see!?”
After declaring such a twist Kamui lifted her nightgown over her smooth belly and presented the panties in question.
The beautiful sight was enough to cause Joker to genuflect.
It was indeed the panties he was sent to find, complete with the red little bow.
Kamui let go of her hem and continued to cry and apologize.
All this because of a white lie so that his master could sleep-in?
What a Joke!
The master doesn’t want to wake up, sends the loyal servant on a wild goose chase, servant looks everywhere, master wakes up without servant, goes looking for him and almost dies, they tell the servant that it was all for naught; they had the item all along.
Joker began laughing his heart out.
He knew he shouldn’t act like this in front of his master, but not even his training could hold back his mirth.
Seeing that Joker was the opposite of angry, Kamui began getting infected by his mood; she began laughing too.
In this open patch of lush forest illuminated by moonlight which not even crickets dared to disturb, stood a man a woman and a monster’s corpse; In this fairytale-like image the two laughed, they we’re happy.
Looking up at the smiling Joker, Kamui could not contain her emotions anymore.
“I l-love you…”
There. She said it, whispered it, but she finally confessed to the man she grew to love.
Joker stopped laughing and froze in place, Kamui taught she might be rejected; just the thought of being rejected made her stomach feel like it was tied in a knot.
This wouldn’t do.
Suddenly feeling like she had something to prove, Kamui couldn’t stop herself from confessing even further.
She confessed how she disliked Joker imposing on everything she did at first, how she felt when Joker bathed her for the first time, about what she began to feel only a year later, how just looking at his back she felt he could be depended on with everything, how whenever he stood beside her she felt like she could take on the entire world, how just the thought of being away from him would send her to the very depths of despair…
She wouldn’t stop, she couldn’t stop.
She was afraid that if she stopped Joker would reject her love and that would be the last time they would be together.
Tears fell down her cheeks again as she told him how she loved him so much it had become unbearable.
Joker just stood red faced, listening to everything.
The moonlight was becoming brighter as clouds fully parted from the moon’s bosom.
Kamui wanted to say more, but she was running out of things to say.
Gods, she even told him how much she loved his hair, how she still treasured the bow gifted by him so many years ago…
“J-Just s-say something, please! D-Don’t just stand t-there!”
Kamui was an emotional wreck.
Finally snapping out of his dumbstruck state, Joker straightened himself and began to walk towards the bawling girl.
With a swift well practiced movement, he produced a handkerchief from his pocket and gently used it to clean his master’s face.
“P-Please… say something…”
Cupping her small chin with a finger, he lifted her face to better wipe away her tears.
“Joker… I-I’m begging you… please, please just say something!”
Joker remained silent.
If he were to recite everything he loved about her like she did to him they would be In that forest for a fortnight, that wouldn’t do, instead, he decided to forgo words and kiss her.
“Ahn~!?”
Kamui was surprised at first, but she quickly melted into his embrace.
The kiss was controlled, methodical; like everything the butler did, however, it also passed on his passion, his emotions.
The feeling was mutual.
Tears continued to stream down Kamui’s face as she took small gasps of air to prolong this dream like moment as much as possible.
“Fuah…~ Please, I want to hear…~”
“L-Lady Kamui, I love you.”
Immediately after hearing that from the man she loved her maiden heart couldn’t take it; she swooned and lost consciousness in the man’s arms.
“…Lady Kamui… I should be the one passing out.”
Smiling at Kamui’s blissful face, Joker princess carried his master back to the castle.

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Kamui slowly opened her eyes.
She was back in her conformable bed.
Had it all been a dream?
Looking around the room her eyes fell on her butler.
“Lady Kamui, good morning! I have taken the liberty of preparing a bath for you; after last night you must surely want one, no?”
So “that” really happened?
Remembering herself pouring out her heart like that… heat began to rise to her face.
She wanted proof though… something that would show that last night actually meant something; she didn’t want the master/servant relation to be the status quo.
Rolling out of bed she wandered over to the stationary man.
“Joker… I want to make a request. From this day forth I want you to treat me not as your master but as your l-lover.”
“M-My Lady!? I’m so happy, but, I cannot. As Lady Kamui’s butler I must act accordingly, in the presence of others.”
“T-Then just in my room… when it’s just the two of us.”
Joker tried to argue, but he wasn’t against it himself.
“I accept! From now on, Inside these walls, behind closed doors I will show Lady Kamui my hidden feelings!”
“Then…”
Kamui closed her eyes and slightly puckered her lips.
“Lady Kamui desires a good morning kiss?”
“Fuu~”
Peeking from one of her eyes, she saw Joker with an expression that she never saw before, Joker was radiant.
He slightly bent down and gave Kamui a chaste kiss on the lips.
It was simple, yet it was enough for Kamui’s legs to start shaking and for her heart to start racing.
Breaking the kiss, Joker looked down at his mas- no his lover and smiled.
“Good morning, love.”
She almost swooned again.
To finally be like this… Kamui was happy beyond words.
Alone in her room with the man she loved…
She glanced back at her bed and then at Joker.
Back and forth, back and forth.
She didn’t know if she should so soon, but she has held on to this desire for years.
“J-Joker would you…”
Kamui fidgeted on the spot, while she might try to deny it, her body was very honest, it was impossible for Joker not to get the situation even if he wasn’t her butler.
His blushing intensified.
Kissing and touching was already more than he could ask for but “That”? Just the thought of doing that with Kamui was enough to make him lose his composure.
“I-Is something like that alright L-Lady Kamui?”
“J-Joker, I may not look like it at times but I’ve grown… will you m-make love t-to me?”
YES! Who wouldn’t!? Joker felt like he had broken the surly bonds of this earth and touched the face of god. Or in this case, Goddess.
He has secretly dreamt of this day for years; the day when Kamui would show herself a woman.
Gathering as much knowledge he could, training his stamina alone, he has been ready to hopefully become Kamui’s sexual plaything for a long time.
His body wasn’t just ready, it was forged for this.
“I will not let you down!”
Kamui gave a surprised yelp as Joker lifted her up and plopped her on the bed with an audible pomf.
Before Kamui could ask what sort of act would transpire on the bed Joker pounced on top of her and began to kiss her feverishly.
It was a kiss that took the breath out of kamui almost immediately.
It was wet and masterful; her mouth was being assaulted by years of kissing practice now unleashed for the first time.
“Ahn…~ I… mhn…~ n-need to breath.”
Kamui was becoming light headed.
Joker wasn’t even fazed, he could kiss her like that nonstop for at least 30 minutes.
He could kill people like this!
However his intent wasn’t to kill, but to love!
Understanding her physiological need to breath he left her soft inviting lips and moved on to her neck.
“Ahn~ I’m very sensitive there~!”
Kamui was being overwhelmed by the stimulation, they hadn’t even started anything serious and she was already becoming a mess.
“Lady Kamui’s pleasure is my pleasure; I will m-make Kamui never forget this day!”
Removing Kamui’s nightgown and his gauntlets, Joker began using his hands as well.
Her breasts where squeezed, played with and kneaded.
“Ahn~ p-please slow d-down!”
This quick barrage of pleasure was enough to send Kamui over the edge, and using her hand to muffle her cries of ecstasy she was shaken by the strong feeling of her climax.
She couldn’t believe it was over so quickly, she didn’t even get to see Joker naked.
“L-Let’s do it again My Lady~”
Without further words Joker removed Kamui’s wet panties, her favorite pair, and with Kamui’s lust filled permission, slowly eased one finger inside her wet entrance, one knuckle then the other.
In and out he slowly fingered his lover.
Kamui herself could do nothing but mewl in response.
Then with a second finger Joker looked into Kamui’s hazed red eyes.
“F-Forgive me, this will be the only time I will ever cause you pain…”
“Ahn~!?”
With his fingers, Joker broke through the young woman’s hymen.
He quickly used his other hand to clean any trace of blood with a cloth, before slowly penetrating her womanhood again with his fingers.
Kamui’s insides were hot and wet, however Joker wasn’t getting distracted, feeling around the soft flesh he located a woman’s ultimate pleasure point.
He began to apply pressure to it.
This technique was learned from a mysterious book that dealt solely on the matters of sex.
“AH~! This feeling~”
Joker did not stop applying pressure to the rough feeling bud.
“I-I think I-I going t-to pee~!”
Kamui shook and writhed in pleasure from the powerful orgasm that soon followed; this one much stronger than the one before.
The bed was becoming drenched in the young princess’s juices.
“Ahn…~ fuu…~ a-amazing…”
Kamui was in complete bliss; completely flushed and sweating, she held her warm face with her hands, basking in the feeling.
With quick precise movements Joker quickly removed any and all of his clothes.
It was a special set of motions that allowed him to become fully nude in a matter of seconds.
Grapping his member he willed it erect immediately and position himself next to Kamui’s entrance.
“N-No way~ It’s not… over y-yet?”
“T-That was just foreplay…”
It was time for Joker and Kamui to become one… This was it; the amalgamation of emotions would be expressed through this act.
Breaking past her moist folds Joker began rocking his hips in and out.
It felt amazing; however, his highest pleasure came from hearing Kamui react to each and every thrust.
“M-more…~ nhan~ I-I love you!”
The room was overtaken by the sound of flesh pounding flesh.
Kamui couldn’t hold out any longer and even though she couldn’t believe it she climaxed yet again.
Joker began kissing her trembling lips as he waited for her to cool down before resuming his thrusting.
“J-Joker!?”
This was it, his ultimate skill, his final form; with Kamui on his mind he had trained his stamina for years.
He had ascended to sex godhood; he was no longer human when it came to sex, the world was not ready for such a beast, but luckily for them all Joker sought was to pleasure Kamui.
Five minutes later Kamui had climaxed for a fourth time, Joker was yet to tire.
Then a fifth… then a sixth…
Joker would bring his beloved to orgasm, let her cool down and then start thrusting again.
Giving herself fully to such monstrous stamina Kamui felt like she was in another plane of existence entirely, one where there was only pleasure.
After an hour Joker switched positions, now Kamui was on top.
Another hour later she was embracing her lover in the lotus position.
Another hour… and another… and another…
“No… more… I’ll break…~”
It was settled, Joker would finally climax as well.
Returning to the missionary he began his thrusting yet again.
Each thrust sent a powerful jolt through Kamui’s trembling, messy body.
Picking up his pace he began to feel his orgasm coming.
The barely aware Kamui picked up on it and slowly wrapped her wobbly legs around Joker.
“Fill me… fuu…~ Fill me with your seed…”
Wanting nothing else but to fulfill her wishes Joker let loose deep inside her.
Kamui’s womanhood quickly overflowed, warm fluid slowly began running down her thighs and buttocks.
Kamui couldn’t stay awake any longer, her exhaustion went past her limits hours before.
“M-Marry… Joker…~ be mine forever…”
Joker couldn’t contain his happiness, however, Kamui needed her rest, he wouldn’t mind lying in bed waiting until she awoke to give him his answer… a lot of things would change but he welcomed those changes.
Bringing his beloved close, he passed his time hearing her soft content breathing as she slept.