[16. 05. 2016 22:34:38] RBM: It's ok... Not being able to talk to someone else is making my day(s) worse though
[16. 05. 2016 22:34:55] RBM: If you get what I mean
[16. 05. 2016 22:35:25] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: I'm pretty sure youre talking about Sid
[16. 05. 2016 22:36:34] RBM: Yeah... Things are feeling a bit cold ever since her party... It's probably not intentional, yet my instinct tells me something happened that changed her perception of me or something
[16. 05. 2016 22:36:51] RBM: Plus I've been having bad dreams about it
[16. 05. 2016 22:37:14] RBM: Which for me is never a good sign because I get regular visions of the future
[16. 05. 2016 22:37:27] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: wow
[16. 05. 2016 22:37:27] RBM: So yeahhh
[16. 05. 2016 22:37:33] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: welp, that aint good :s
[16. 05. 2016 22:38:09] RBM: Are you up for a talk, I'm not comfortable writing this down
[16. 05. 2016 22:42:15] RBM: ..I guess not then
[17. 05. 2016 22:02:48] RBM: i think its over btw ...FML ;(
[17. 05. 2016 22:10:08] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: I'm sorry to hear it
[17. 05. 2016 22:10:54] RBM: ........ im so fucked up rn
[17. 05. 2016 22:11:12] RBM: see what you think of gc ..i wont be in for a while
[17. 05. 2016 22:15:14] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: gc?
[17. 05. 2016 22:20:53] RBM: Nevermind I'm just having a Fucking meltdown right now
[17. 05. 2016 22:21:17] RBM: If anyone asks later where I am.. Just tell them even though they probably know
[17. 05. 2016 22:21:38] RBM: I must be annoying.. I Gtg bye
[17. 05. 2016 22:26:37] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: Youre not annoying, I'm just busy AF
[18. 05. 2016 17:53:50] *** Call from RBM ***
[18. 05. 2016 17:54:37] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: mc1.unitedmchosting.com:25575
[18. 05. 2016 18:18:07] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: https://www.spigotmc.org/resources/mystery-crate-cratereloaded-for-the-finest-servers.3663/
[18. 05. 2016 18:18:31] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: ./I [item] [amount]
[18. 05. 2016 18:47:12] *** Call ended, duration 53:17 ***
[18. 05. 2016 21:30:53] RBM: any word about anything ..
[18. 05. 2016 21:30:58] RBM: you know..
[18. 05. 2016 21:31:57] RBM: "the guy im going on a date friday !!"
[18. 05. 2016 21:32:03] RBM: and all that
[18. 05. 2016 21:32:57] RBM: its what she said before t
[18. 05. 2016 21:33:04] RBM: she left there ..
[18. 05. 2016 21:33:14] RBM: i dont know how to feel
[18. 05. 2016 21:38:24] RBM: here
[18. 05. 2016 21:38:58] RBM: she said that her mom was getting a call from the mom of the boy shes going on a date with friday ...thats why shes gone ;-;
[18. 05. 2016 21:39:03] RBM: FML
[18. 05. 2016 21:54:52] RBM: one or many partners in your life
[18. 05. 2016 21:54:54] RBM: FFS
[18. 05. 2016 21:54:55] RBM: ]
[20. 05. 2016 08:17:40] RBM: http://video-ams3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t42.1790-2/13270813_178160049248295_1387439397_n.mp4?efg=eyJybHIiOjMwMCwicmxhIjo1MTIsInZlbmNvZGVfdGFnIjoicWZfNDAwd19jcmZfMjdfbWFpbl8zLjBfcDFoY212NGFfc2QifQ%3D%3D&oh=73deecc13693f2cf1d576a0fd7e19e57&oe=57418D85
[20. 05. 2016 08:17:51] RBM: My love life
[20. 05. 2016 18:29:25] RBM: Hey
[20. 05. 2016 18:29:40] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: Eyoooo o/
[20. 05. 2016 18:29:59] RBM: Want to chat ?
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:11] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: Only typeing
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:15] RBM: Ok
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:18] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: cant do call
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:19] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: I'm sorry
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:36] RBM: It's ok ... I'm not feeling very happy anyway
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:49] RBM: I wouldn't be much fun
[20. 05. 2016 18:30:52] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: Whats wrong?
[20. 05. 2016 18:31:05] RBM: I was snapping someone
[20. 05. 2016 18:31:12] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: Sid maybe?
[20. 05. 2016 18:31:28] RBM: Maybe ,yeah
[20. 05. 2016 18:32:16] RBM: Maybe I'm very hurt about things and frustrated because someone doesn't understand why
[20. 05. 2016 18:32:28] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: I'm sorry to hear that :/
[20. 05. 2016 18:33:59] RBM: ... It's difficult because maybe I don't want to hurt this person ... But don't want to be hurt by them ... Maybe it's going to be hard ... But maybe I love someone
[20. 05. 2016 18:36:38] RBM: Maybe I wish that someone would tell this person that I do care ... But I  am being made feel second best
[20. 05. 2016 18:36:47] RBM: ;-;
[20. 05. 2016 18:43:10] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Im @ work: Do you want me to tell her?
[20. 05. 2016 18:50:30] RBM: No... It would make things worse ... I just wish I was with her rn ... Then she wouldn't say what she said ..:/
[20. 05. 2016 18:52:28] RBM: You could say that you know for sure that everyone in the firesquad does care ...and maybe something else ,but idk
[20. 05. 2016 18:53:15] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network ||: yeeeee
[20. 05. 2016 19:12:21] RBM: :(... Life
[20. 05. 2016 20:56:50] RBM: hey
[20. 05. 2016 22:35:36] *** RBM A guilty man walking.. ***
[20. 05. 2016 22:35:40] RBM: As the rain poured down and the day drew on,
The Lark flew in and dropped its wattle.
As the train flew by and the convict walked swiftly,
The judge regretted the aquittal.
A guilty man was walking,where elsewhere he'd be gone..

The Lark was perched and his time was rough ,
But the day was not with him.
The convict was feared but not for he's tough
But the day that he had sinned
A guilty man was walking,singing his dull song..

Beyond the Branches of the trees,
Beyond the time he fell to his knees,
Above the wind that knocked the nest,
Above the law and all the rest,
A guilty man was walking,only to see the woe;

The lark had worked on building the nest ,
But the season was not with him .
The convict worked on cleaning a mess,
But the season was not for hunting
A guilty man was walking,down by the hedge row

The meadow smelled of sweeter things than of summer rain,
But the ladder clung to does not always get us higher..
The Ephemeral days of solitude did for him nought ..
The Nest was never replaced ,The lark had his final call....
A guilty man walking ...never did anything at all ..
[22. 05. 2016 00:32:42] RBM: I'm officially and completely heartbroken rok ....
[22. 05. 2016 00:44:40] RBM: Mention it to her if you want .... I'm .. I'm ;( ;( ;( ;(
[23. 05. 2016 00:33:27] RBM: Foxy I'm going off of skype... Look after the group and try to make sure everyone will still want to record when I return plzzz... Besides my exams, I can't wait for Sidney to call me like an adult would forever
[23. 05. 2016 00:33:52] RBM: Bye dude.. Snap Me if you want.. I'll still be logged into that <3
[23. 05. 2016 00:34:01] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: Bye man
[23. 05. 2016 00:34:06] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: Be safe out there
[23. 05. 2016 00:34:14] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: I heared its a cruel world
[23. 05. 2016 00:34:27] RBM: I'll be back.. And not just on slack
[23. 05. 2016 00:34:56] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: Ik you will
[23. 05. 2016 00:35:08] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: Well, stay safe brother
[23. 05. 2016 00:35:13] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: Peace o/
[23. 05. 2016 00:35:20] RBM: It is a cruel world.. But since when is anything in my life other than cruel #crushedheart.. Peace
[23. 05. 2016 00:35:44] Senpai ''Grandma'' Foxy || Founder of The Quantum Network || Sleeping: true true
[23. 05. 2016 00:36:51] RBM: Try talk to her I'm my absence... I care so much for her and at this stage I don't even know why.. I should be angry, but instead Im just worried... Goodnight.. Seeya around