Pastebin monday 1-23

Pastebin monday again

I got the gdflu for REAL it was a rollercoaster, i was sick for a few days then fine on friday, then this weekend i was sick again, now im okay again.

im just a bit generally down in the dumps lately.  it's not one thing in particular that has me down its a bunch of things that arent too bad by themselves, but combined just have me in a slump.  Im trying to figure out what i need to do to get out of it, but since its a bunch of things its hard to find time to address each one.  one of the things will hopefully be resolved (maybe) tomorrow.  I want to talk to people about some of the things but i feel like a lot of them arent really stuff to be made public/they can only be discussed with certain people

Work stuff is going well i suppose.  its been an interesting (almost) year.  I have my first annual review tomorrow and I dont really know what to expect but I feel like im prepared for it and I think it will be positive.  Ive already been in this job longer than my old one and i dont want to die every day like i did there so thats really good.

speed stuff is nonexistent, im interested in speedgaming again but i really dont know what game i want to play.  I feel like this is my problem every time i speedrun because i never find a game i enjoy enough to play it over and over and over.

Casual game stuff is good, havent played overwatch since before agdq but that might change once the patch drops.  Im going to finish danganronpa 2 because bananas is blackmailing me into finishing it and its not as bad as i thought, especially when i play it in small parts.  I dont really know what else i want to play im sure theres other games that i should get going on, kingdom hearts 2.5 replay comes to mind atm.

hot streams that are happening recently:
trogdor late night x2 - watched some while i was sick and awake at ass-oclock, made being sick way less noticeable and trog is a cool dude
chili ff7 first playthrough - always love me some ff7 first playthrough so this was an easy pick for me

songs of the week:
weeb song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqKkZs7CJ8I
normal song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPlXdFwWcV4

Ive been forming a lot of opinions on things lately and i feel like these next few months are gonna be pretty interesting (not necessarily good or bad) so stay tuned for some fun times.