Are we even friends?
[20:25:54] same tbh: yes
[20:26:00] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: I ask about what you're going through
[20:26:02] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: And no reply
[20:26:08] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: You reply in the group
[20:26:15] same tbh: >Really? What's going on? that?
[20:26:20] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: But when I'm emotionally distraught and am losing my mind
[20:26:26] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: You don't say anything
[20:26:29] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: That hurts you know
[20:26:41] same tbh: oh#
[20:27:14] same tbh: i haven't really been talking to much people recently via pm
[20:27:27] same tbh: not that i don't like them
[20:27:28] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: It's just getting to the point where it just makes me question my existence
[20:27:39] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: Like want to kill myself
[20:27:42] Maxine: Losing my mind
[20:27:50] Maxine: And it hurts
[20:28:22] same tbh: you just need to calm down
[20:29:33 | Edited 20:29:55] same tbh: Really? What's going on?I wasn't actually "going through" anything if that's what you're referring to. It was just me laughing my ass off over something. Unless you said something in the group that I didn't see about me and lauren or my parents splitting up etc
[20:33:57] Maxine: Calm down?
[20:34:04 | Edited 20:34:10] same tbh: yes calm down
[20:34:15] Maxine: Honestly this is ridiculous
[20:35:35] Maxine: I'm not going to calm down, you're acting like you're the only one who is going through stuff, unlike you I am actually losing my mind very frequently and it hurts to not even have an ounce of support from you
I've been nice to you this entire time
And this is what I get for the long, loyal friendship I gave to you
[20:36:06] Maxine: I'm crying right now but I know that won't change anything
[20:36:24 | Edited 20:36:36] Maxine: I cared so much. I've been trying so fucking hard
[20:36:48] same tbh: my loyalty lies with the chancellor now
[20:37:01] same tbh: ok sorry im binge watching star wars ^
[20:45:20 | Edited 20:45:25] same tbh: ok




>[20:35:35] Maxine: I'm not going to calm down, you're acting like you're the only one who is going through stuff, unlike you I am actually losing my mind very frequently and it hurts to not even have an ounce of support from you
I've been nice to you this entire time

Look, Maxine quite frankly that hurt, alright? My parents fucking split up and other shit has happened recently to me that hasn't really helped soothe my anger so thanks for that!

Secondly, why drag me into YOUR PROBLEMS? I'm just a teenager and just because you suffer from depression doesn't mean you have to go ahead and try to stress me out because I am "NOT COMFORTING YOU" Which is pretty false because I saw you as a great friend and I did comfort you at times. Other times I was doing the following :

- Having a social life.
- Doing homework
- Trying to kind of get over the fact my parents split up

And not only these, sometimes I am AFRAID to actually say anything because I get anxious that I might make a more horrible situation.

>I'm not going to calm down, you're acting like you're the only one who is going through stuff,
Never have I EVER SAID or IMPLIED that I was the only person in the world that was going through stuff I can easily acknowledge people around me are depressed and so on.


You kind of really upset me here. I thought you were a friend, but I guess I trusted the wrong person.

>[20:36:48] same tbh: my loyalty lies with the chancellor now
[20:37:01] same tbh: ok sorry im binge watching star wars
I just wanted to reference Star Wars to try to cheer her up by attempting to make her laugh. I didn't think she'd take THAT seriously.

[POSSIBLE REASON WHY MAXINE DID THIS TO ME]

[30/01/2016 18:35:08] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: i dreamt i got bit by a spider and was going to die
[30/01/2016 18:35:11] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: ;(
[30/01/2016 18:35:44 | Edited 18:35:46] same tbh: idek how to respond to that ^
[30/01/2016 18:35:59] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: comforting would be nice
[30/01/2016 18:36:06] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: but that's okay i guess
[30/01/2016 18:36:08 | Edited 18:36:10] same tbh: spiders cant kill you
[30/01/2016 18:36:13] same tbh: unless ur spiderman
[30/01/2016 18:36:15] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: yeah
[30/01/2016 18:36:19] same tbh: they can turn u into a guy with super reflexs
[30/01/2016 18:36:21] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: the deadly ones can
[30/01/2016 18:36:24] ♥♡ Maxine ♡♥: with venom


I WAS MAKING A JOKE. NOT TRYING TO OFFEND HER IF THAT IS THE CASE.

P.S.
PLEASE DO NOT INVOLVE ME WITH YOUR OWN PROBLEMS. IF THEY'RE YOUR OWN PROBLEMS THEN THEY'RE YOUR PROBLEMS, DON'T GET ANGRY AT ME JUST BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE ANY SUPPORT TO YOU / COMFORT YOU THAT'S NOT MY FAULT I GET ANXIOUS. OK?! I'M JUST A TEENAGER I DON'T NEED THIS STRESS YOU'VE PRETTY MUCH PUT ON MY SHOULDERS WITH YOUR OWN ISSUES.

(THE MORE AND MORE I WRITE THE MORE ANGRIER I GET.)

P.S.S.
TO ANYONE ELSE STILL IN THE GROUP - IF IT STILL EXISTS.
I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST YOU, YOU GUYS ARE NICE PEOPLE. IT'S JUST MAXINE THAT HAS PRETTY MUCH ANGERED ME. SO BEFORE MAXINE PROBABLY RUNS HER MOUTH ABOUT ME SAYING "I HATE YOU GUYS" AND "I AM A MONSTER" WHICH IS BASICALLY WHAT SHE DID TO YIPPIE WHEN HE REMOVED HER AND LEFT THE GROUP.

Luke, Joseph, Lauren, Juan and Ryan. Forgive me for this, I don't want to drag you into this. If you want to remove me on Skype, feel free I still have respect for you guys so go ahead and remove me if you don't feel comfortable with considering me as a friend after this.