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> Speed: PUWP Edition

So, I gotta be honest.

I was super super scared and anxious about my CS+ run at PUWP. I had been practicing for an entire month and not only I wasn't getting close to a PB, I was dying really often and seemed unable to even complete runs. I was unsure of everything leading up to it, and actually stopped playing the game about 5 days prior as it was getting on my nerves.

Then I go and pull a deathless PB run.

Thanks to thunder for his amazing commentary, to everyone who donated to the marathon in general and for the Curly Story incentive, and thanks to the staff and hosts for letting me run!

As I sad earlier, I'm taking a short break from CS runs to get back to other projects and relieve some of the stress I was getting from the game. Layton runs (sub 1:30 CV any%, retry CV 100%, learn UF) and BoxBoy4 are next on my list.

Also, I'm learning Super Bomberman next week.

> Casual

Mario Odyssey is still good. That's all.

> Creative

yes, I know, I'm delayed with podcast. I should get the new episodes up this week at least.
Madeline and Theo CS Remix got 5th out of 8 in an ORG trascription contest, which is ok. I need to work harder next time.
Working on secret PM related project too, you'll find out soon.

> Personal
I've not been in a great mood lately. I'm heavily scared of stuff happening to my friends and loved ones. It's been difficult to focus and try to keep going.
But I will.
Therapy is helping me uncover stuff about myself and it's helping me find more clues on my own identity. I hope to share them with you when time comes.
Also, turns out you can still fall for someone after like 15 months of being with them. Who knew? Not me!

Keep climbing, friends.