My Story - by tepig

Well... It's been a long run. However, I feel that now is a perfect stopping point. I want to thank everyone who helped me get to where I am. I could list all the people, but that would take forever. You know who you are. However, there is a big reason that I must stop. No, don't give me any sympathy, I'm not asking for that. I'm just here to share my life story. I come from a fairly wealthy family in the United States. We live in a nice neighborhood, with a large public school. Some areas of our city are very poor, and some are middle class, and some are rich. However, our public school system is very corrupt. I would not be surprised if most schools are like this, but I can tell you that I have met some of the most disrespectful, sickening people that you could imagine at that school. It's almost fair to say that everyone in this school is like that. To be perfectly honest, I fell into that trap. It's pretty much like if you don't pick on people, and if you don't conform, you're going to have a bad time. Honestly, elementary school was wonderful. Nobody really picked on each other, and everybody had common sense. Finally, when I moved past elementary school, I got bullied extremely bad and fell in a deep depression with many issues it put on me. I fully believe that the bullies are responsible for the mental issues I have to this day. Back then, I would get made fun of, picked on, and harassed every day. I was somewhat nerdy, and I wasn't very social, meaning I was the perfect target for the bullies. I was then diagnosed with OCD, anxiety, depression, and ADHD. Over time, I would have meltdowns, fight with my siblings, throw things at my parents, put holes in the wall, etc. I honestly don't remember having any control of what I was doing, and I don't remember everything that I did. It's very spooky, because in a way it is like I was possessed. Those huge issues went away, but I was still left with ADHD and was never the same. Finally, in 7th grade, I made some friends. They were pretty much bullies to other people, and anti-Christian, etc. (note that I am Christian but they were fun to hang out with) So I fell under some peer pressure one day. I made a hate profile online making fun of people that didn't deserve it. It was pretty much a dare, and eventually the school found out it was me. I lost all reputation from that to this day. It's honestly sad, because people can get away with jumping people, and tormenting them, and when you do one thing back that is online, you get all of the hate. I can never forgive myself for what I did that day. Some of the victims chose to forgive me, some didn't to this day. I did lose all respect, etc. Then, in freshman year of high school, I was such a late bloomer, I barely even started puberty. I hung out with some friends who always harassed me, and set me up in bad situations. One of the friends was a horrible influence. His face looks like a butt, he tells other people they're ugly, and he tells females to kill themselves. I honestly was fed up, and we got in an argument, he told people to jump me (rednecks in specific) because he was too much of a pussy to fight me himself. He destroyed my property, and I eventually socked him in the face and his bullying then proceeded to the cyber world. He cried that day, and I felt powerful. I was best friends with his best friend. It was messy, he would egg on fights, and he taught me to do horrible things like destroy property, shoplift, etc. Another friend came along, and he was strong. We started a band, the new friend played bass, my bad influence of a friend played guitar, and I was the drummer. The douchebag who played bass would always harass me, make fun of me, and hit me. One day in class, he beat me up for no reason, I was in the corner helpless as he threw punch after punch. The class laughed, and the teacher was in the hallway. I afterwards was tearing up, I got made fun of for that. At this point, I was doing horrible in school. School scarred me, ruined my innocence, and almost caused me to end my life at one point. After I told the teacher on the kid, everyone made fun of me saying I was a snitch. When we were called to the office, he made me play it off like we were messing around as friends, and we both got in equal trouble. I couldn't do anything about it. Finally, over the summer, I joined the broccoli discord and got sucked into lego hacks. I then decided to go to online school, which is a nightmare. I can't focus on my work, all I do is stay online discord all day. I connect school with stress, school is like a nightmare for me, hence why I can't get my work done. I take ADHD medication, and all that does is make me focus on my exploit. I met some awesome people, and achieved some great things online. I want to thank you all for that. I made it into a private school, however, my end of the year grades depend on my acceptance. I already know the people there are nice, because the guys were friendly, the girls flirted with me, and the teachers were awesome. However, I need to quit exploiting until the summer, because it takes my focus away from school. I'm going through tough times right now, and I hope you all understand. I have issues, and I need to work with them. Thank you all for everything, I'll see you when I make my next exploit this summer. Also note that I'll be in the chat every once and a while to socialize and I'll release a free exploit on the occasion, but I frankly don't have time to create exploits. I love you guys, thanks for everything. -tepig