Aerosmith(laptop busted) is now Online.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Hun you'll never lose me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I gotta go now I forgot my grandma was coming into town.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): So I got to do that Im going to a play later.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: :p
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Dont feel sick or bad please.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I Love you
Aerosmith(laptop busted): i hope you arent mad at me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im sorry I made you feel sick and bad
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I Love you too
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i am
Aerosmith(laptop busted): wait.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): youre mad at me..?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: since the last time you spoke to me, i didnt sleep
Aerosmith(laptop busted): .Hun no go to bed now
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I've been crying.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I see now. you wanted to put me in place for being jealous about Alex.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): whats going on..
Aerosmith(laptop busted): are you mad at me or not?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you could of avoided this Sagan
Aerosmith(laptop busted): please hun god damnit Im sorry I was thinking I guess..?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I'm upset :p
Aerosmith(laptop busted): No honey. I didnt.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): No hun.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Believe me okay.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): That wasnt my intention.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: more than you'll ever know.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): My intention was to get some comfort.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Honey.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Believe me.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: It would crush your heart if you knew what i'm thinking.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): THat wasnt my intention.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): .....
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: why didn't you ask for my comfort?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Next time just say '' I need your comfort ''
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Instead of coming out angry
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: look at you. Alex was worth making me sad all night.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: why else would you mention Forgiving? after i was being lovey dovey with you back at your friends house.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I didnt think that was what I had to do.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I wasnt angry or upset
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: This is nonesense. ''  I miss my friend, not anymore though. '' you say you don't forgive him and he means nothing. yet you made me add him.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): "made"
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I told you it was your choice I just want you to have a friend.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): and he's a nice to you.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): thats all I wanted.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i'm back to being jealous.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Why -~-
Aerosmith(laptop busted): come on go to bed.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you made me feel distant and you didn't give me enough attention and when you gave me attention you'd be mean to me all through out september especially when i talked about Canada then you blew up on me thinking it would be fun to make me regret and put me in place for a change you made me pale and my stomach churn, then you'd talk about Alex saying all the things you liked about him, then i thought what about me? well, you wont appreciate something until it's taken away from you.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I cant have this I didnt want this
Aerosmith(laptop busted): the past. we're talking about the past again
Aerosmith(laptop busted): because you wouldnt rest
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: after i watched that movie i turned off the lights and i sat on the edge of my bed in the dark i couldn't even see my own hand, i could only feel the tears on my face and the beating of my heart getting faster.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i sat there until i saw light come inside my room.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: It's the way you brought up the conversation. you broke my heart.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): how did I bring it up.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): god damnit why is this happening now
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im not gonna really be here today.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I didn't do this.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Yes I know its always my fault
Aerosmith(laptop busted): SO ILL SLIT MY WRIST THAT'LL MAKE YA FEEL BETTER RIGHT C:
Aerosmith(laptop busted): why is this happening right now.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you should know better......
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Sorry I thought about the past, sorry I felt kinda down, I just wanted to make sure you'd be okay if I'd talk about him unlike last time when you got jealous.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you need your friend don't you, especially because your other friend is being a dick
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Well guess what? Im a fucking idiot.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I dont need Alex.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Alex is more of a dick than Kiernan if anything
Aerosmith(laptop busted): To me at least.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Get rid of that mindset.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Next time. you open it up saying i need to talk about this simply. Simple as that and say you need my comfort.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I dont want Alex back
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I opened it up telling you I love you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: then why talk about him.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): sorry for trying to make sure you wouldnt get mad at me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Because I was thinking about it on my walk back from Kiernans, how the fuck couild a human be so awful.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I wouldn't you should of been open and not distant. and more nicer about it.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Because I was hurt.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): You think I loved alex. Fuck no
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I WAS TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOU'D BE FINE IF I TALKED ABOUT IT
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No Let's turn it all and flip it around C:
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im not going to be here today really so we shouildnt be doing this.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): god damnit this is fucking dumb
Aerosmith(laptop busted): sorry for trying to make sure you'd be okay?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Infucking fact
Aerosmith(laptop busted): "Distant"
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: we shouldnt be doing this, at all.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: hmff
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: xP
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you hurt me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): By trying to make sure youd be okay
Aerosmith(laptop busted): okay Ill never do it again then
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: nice one
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im such an awful person.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): i wasnt joking
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: when you could of said Next time only '' I need comfort ''
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I'm being sarcastic <:
Aerosmith(laptop busted): ..
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: yeah Sagan.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you know you could of said that.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I will cut my wrist to fucking end this
Aerosmith(laptop busted): No I fucking didnt.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No you wont.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: if you still care.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Hah? Is that a challenge.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I do care but YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Youre not even trying to view this from my point of view.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: .... all this sobbing and tears.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: and no sleep.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: my eyes are about to fall out
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: uhhhh
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: my chest.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I told you you need to rest.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Else this happends
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: me not give a damn...
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Stop making me feel like that then.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: ahuaaaaa
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I wasnt the one who overthought my care, I was just trying to make sure you'd be okay because last time.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Go to bed.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: it fucking hurts
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: im crying gallons
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: </3
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Why are you hurt, why are you crying.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): <3 I still feel love for you, tons and tons of love.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: ............ i love you and you say that ..........
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i feel like screaming
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: everything has been cruel
Aerosmith(laptop busted): what did I say?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: fukijg kill m,e
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: jaha
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: ..................................................................................................................................................
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: my hearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrttttttttttt
Aerosmith(laptop busted): You needed to rest -~-
Aerosmith(laptop busted): cmon now.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): *kisses you on the chest where your heart is and wipes your tears off your face*
Aerosmith(laptop busted): All I wanted was comfort, and to talk to you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Aerosmith(laptop busted): I do care but YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: im going to start drinking
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I didnt mean that I was just hurt from what was said
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: now your being cruel to me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): dont drink for me
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: my heartttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: fuck it all
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I said Im sorry. I was hurt.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i hate this world
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Because something dumb, why did we make this into something itsnot.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): ... if you hate the world and say fuck it all then youre telling me "Fuck you, I hate you."
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I neeeeeeeeeeeed you
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I Looooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee youu
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i cant express how much pain im having
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my heartttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: im looking up to the ceiling in tears
Aerosmith(laptop busted): You need to rest.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Stop it
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: no... i'm wide awake
Aerosmith(laptop busted): ~/)   (\~
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you dont fucking care
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im holding you, now you can relax.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Just imagine im holding oyu
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I do care.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): So much.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: how could you.................................
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: T~T
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: why Sagan
Aerosmith(laptop busted): i didnt mean it, but why did you bring this up, why did you get hurt by this, it was just a dumb misunderstanding
Aerosmith(laptop busted): all I was trying to do was protect you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i dont fucking care anymore
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i need help
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: or im going to kill myself
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: im crying like crazy
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: what is this life
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: no safe place
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: ever
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im here for you hun.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im your safe haven your sanctuary~<33333333
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: why would you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: my heart is gapping
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Why would I what?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i gave you all this love
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: and you be cruel to me...
Aerosmith(laptop busted): no you got mad at me today..
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im not beng cruelmaybe what i said before
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: already fighting back and we havent been with each other in real life yet
Aerosmith(laptop busted): but now im just trying to make you feel better
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i do give more than a damn. god damn it
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: all this and my love means nothing.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i get up early every morning to speak to you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: even when i'm so tired i make every effort
Aerosmith(laptop busted): or stay up all night to get upset with me -~-
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i was sad before that.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: but now...
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i want to fucking die
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: this wasnt explained throughly last night
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you just brought up alex in a weird way
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: then talking about forgving me like i did something
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I want you to ask me for comfort
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: .................
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: me no give a damn
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you know what.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: fuck me.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No fuck meeeee
Aerosmith(laptop busted): You are very unreasonable and overthink a lot when youre tired.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): This is why we need to rest.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): No.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Im crying with my head between my legs
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: im not tired right now
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I want to scream
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I have things to do today.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Of all days we couldve done this
Aerosmith(laptop busted): you choose today -~-
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Instead of
Aerosmith(laptop busted): "Goodbye I love you~<333"
Aerosmith(laptop busted): "I want to die"
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Ill get
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: 😿
Aerosmith(laptop busted): over some stupid fucking mistake that shouldnt even exsist.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: -~-  .
Aerosmith(laptop busted): no internet really
Aerosmith(laptop busted): We're leaving soon.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): what the fuck
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: 💗
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Dont forget my love Sagan
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: .......
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Im so sorry
Aerosmith(laptop busted): why
Aerosmith(laptop busted): everythings my fault.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I take it back all of it down my throat
Aerosmith(laptop busted): why
Aerosmith(laptop busted): take what back?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I need you ....
Aerosmith(laptop busted): its always my fault apperently.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: me getting upset
Aerosmith(laptop busted): so no need to appoligize.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): ALways my fault
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Im so fucking sorry
Aerosmith(laptop busted): always c:
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: .....
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Im just an awful person I guess c:::::
Aerosmith(laptop busted): its fine only what i deserve
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Ill keep crying
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Nobody fucking cares
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I care about you tons.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I cant stop crying this is torture
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: Hell
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: My heart
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im sorry Im an awful person who constantly makes mistakes
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I loooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: /)~(\
Aerosmith(laptop busted): a failure
Aerosmith(laptop busted): no hun you need to relax
Aerosmith(laptop busted): get rid of those tears.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): whats torture?
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you hate me
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: you think i dont give a damn
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Ridicoulous. No I dont, and I do know you care about me.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Imk the most important thing in your life
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I just got a bit frustrated, you were saying all these things that werent true and ignoring what i was saying
Aerosmith(laptop busted): of course im going to feel that way -~-
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: doesnt mean you can hurt me
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I didnt mean to
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I just got frustrated.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Ive been frustrated.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): and Im sorry I got frustrated.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Just why are even talking about yesterday when you already know what my intentions were?
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Is that because you doubt me?
Aerosmith(laptop busted): do you believe me?
Aerosmith(laptop busted): if you believed me this wouldnt of happend.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): just you being okay and safe matters more to me than anything
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: *thumps your chest crying* Never do that againnnnnnnnn
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: T~T
Aerosmith(laptop busted): hit me ...
Aerosmith(laptop busted): thump means hit ya know.. in the defintion at least
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im sorry hun guess thats only what i deserve
Aerosmith(laptop busted): how about this. You never do what you did today, again.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: gently crying..... not hitting you
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Because that caused this.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): You need to rest.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: .............................................................................................................................................................................
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: your so mean
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: no remorse for me
Aerosmith(laptop busted): no hun im sorry
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: no.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i'm going to show you
Aerosmith(laptop busted): ....
Aerosmith(laptop busted): im sorry no its not your fault its my fault
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: How about this. no.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): .........
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I wanted a Husband.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): you have one.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i got got mad. because you werent straight forward about yourself being hurt.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I just found this out.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: If you just simply told me '' You needed comfort ''
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I would
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: with all my heart
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: but instead
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i got this cruel person
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I didnt know that.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I don't care even if it's about Alex
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: YOU DO
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i told you.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I'm here for you
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No matter what.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: but yeah.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): last time you got mad at me though
Aerosmith(laptop busted): thats why i was trying
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: No this time.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: I wouldn've helped you
Aerosmith(laptop busted): fucking I have to leave now
Aerosmith(laptop busted): great to leave on  such a bad note -~-
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: It's my life duty
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: just know I Love you.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I didnt know that
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: and I forgive you.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: cause I Love you more.
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: but if you dont
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i understand
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: i'll piss myself
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I Love you too and I forgive you because I LOVE YOU THE MOST
Aerosmith(laptop busted): Why did this happen
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: really it's not worth the cruel harsh words.
Aerosmith(laptop busted): why did this happen
Aerosmith(laptop busted): why did this happen
Aerosmith(laptop busted): I have to go
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: later hun
KapTen★SenPie Basatai: for now know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH