Ok so chat I want to announce that I have a tentative ship date to leave for Basic Training in the Air Force on May 5th 2015. I will be at Basic Training for 8 and 1/2 weeks. I will not e able to use the internet during this time. I am not going to lie and will admit that I am going to be VERY VERY nervous during that time because I will be completely alone in a new environment doing things that I have never done before. I am joining the Air Force to change my situation and be able to get out of this depressing situation  that I am in. I know that this will change my life and will hopefully help me truly win with my battle against depression. This is the best way that I know of how to change my life for the better. My job will be Cyber Systems Operations which is a dream job for me.I just want to thank all of you for being my friends. Seriously you guys wae my only friends that I have and have already helped me so very  much with my depression. The times and interactions that I have had with you all are truly special to me and completely irreplaceable and you guys have given me something that can NEVER be taken away from me. In the past I was so depressed that I was contemplating ending my life and you all were the voice of reason for me and have truly saved my life. For you all doing that for me and giving me the will to live is something that I will cherish for the rest of my life and I will never forget about how your kindness saved me even when I did not want to save myself!!! For that I am eternally in you all's debt and cannot thank you all enough. I just thank God for letting me find out about this stream because of how much it has made me into an overall better person. I will truly miss all of you while I am gone at Basic Training so please I beg of you to not forget about me while I am gone. I want to truly and sincerely thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart..