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  1. [4/20/2015 9:02:10 PM] King Haik: Chron?
  2. [4/20/2015 9:04:26 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yis?
  3. [4/20/2015 9:06:14 PM] King Haik: Can you invite me to the game chat now?
  4. [4/20/2015 9:14:00 PM | Edited 9:14:07 PM] King Haik: Brother Giroflee, I assure you I'm Candide.
  5. [4/20/2015 9:19:03 PM] King Haik: Ok let me really be candid; what's taking so long to answer?
  6. [4/20/2015 9:24:57 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: lemme also be candid: i got like 7 guests over and they were all like chron pls let us all sleep on your couch and that had to be handled
  7. [4/20/2015 9:25:04 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: sorry 'bout that
  8. [4/20/2015 9:25:06 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: '-';
  9. [4/20/2015 9:25:29 PM] King Haik: Wasn't being insulting, just asking honestly.
  10. [4/20/2015 9:25:39 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I know, neither was i
  11. [4/20/2015 9:25:40 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: hence the italics
  12. [4/20/2015 9:25:44 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: and the emoticon
  13. [4/20/2015 9:25:45 PM] King Haik: People take candid the wrong way...
  14. [4/20/2015 9:25:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: and the undercase
  15. [4/20/2015 9:25:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: lowercase
  16. [4/20/2015 9:25:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: w/e
  17. [4/20/2015 9:25:55 PM] King Haik: It's not a derogatory word... yea w/e
  18. [4/20/2015 9:26:01 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If I'm actually serious about something then I will speak like this.
  19. [4/20/2015 9:26:03 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: As I tend to do.
  20. [4/20/2015 9:26:19 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Otherwise like w/e dude idgaf lol bbq
  21. [4/20/2015 9:26:24 PM] King Haik: I tend to cut the affectatious literary jokes when.. no, if, I'm serious.
  22. [4/20/2015 9:26:32 PM] King Haik: otherwise every sentance is like a dick
  23. [4/20/2015 9:26:37 PM] King Haik: long, hard, and hits the wrong way
  24. [4/20/2015 9:27:08 PM] King Haik: eeeeeither way
  25. [4/20/2015 9:27:32 PM | Edited 9:27:37 PM] King Haik: Got a moment to address my question?
  26. [4/20/2015 9:28:38 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yeah, obvs, just forgive the random pauses
  27. [4/20/2015 9:28:44 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Things are winding down, at least.
  28. [4/20/2015 9:28:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Anyway.
  29. [4/20/2015 9:29:12 PM] King Haik: I get it, people come in my room all the time. We break the room count limit all the time and the RA doesn't even care.
  30. [4/20/2015 9:29:21 PM] King Haik: We all have assigned spots now too
  31. [4/20/2015 9:29:55 PM] King Haik: Anyway, this shouldn't take long either.
  32. [4/20/2015 9:30:38 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: IT shouldn't, nah
  33. [4/20/2015 9:30:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: OK I readup
  34. [4/20/2015 9:31:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Well, we got a couple gamechats, buuut
  35. [4/20/2015 9:31:14 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: if you just mean the generic game chat
  36. [4/20/2015 9:31:28 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I wouldn't be opposed to it, personally. That said, two things I should let you know.
  37. [4/20/2015 9:31:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Well, one, really
  38. [4/20/2015 9:31:57 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And that's that I'm not entirely sure if you'd get along with everyone in it? IDK how your relations with various people are.
  39. [4/20/2015 9:32:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Biggest thing is we've got Kazyyk in there, among others like Leschinsky, Hawke, etc.
  40. [4/20/2015 9:32:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: (Don't ask what kind of social engineering it took to get Kazyyk and Hawke in the same room together.)
  41. [4/20/2015 9:32:35 PM] King Haik: Nono
  42. [4/20/2015 9:32:36 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: (It took some effort.)
  43. [4/20/2015 9:32:38 PM] King Haik: Can I stop you?
  44. [4/20/2015 9:32:40 PM] King Haik: I know.
  45. [4/20/2015 9:32:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ?
  46. [4/20/2015 9:34:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Damn dude, lots of text.
  47. [4/20/2015 9:35:05 PM] King Haik: I've been paying attention to the chats, meyo and kaz talking, Hawke and Kaz being in the kobbie one, Hawke bringing in Kriby and Guilty... all that. It's not like I don't know, and speaking of social engineering I've been makign efforts to apologize to some of the people for the tests I ran on their psyches awhile back during my antares adventures. Kaz and I talk now, I got him to unblock me and we had an hour long skype call about right and wrong... he even told me he forgave me and said he liked how I called him in person (I like it, it's more personal that way) Hawke and I played Orion:Prelude this weekend as I.. well, let's just say I didn't want to go out of my way to argue so I just apologized and kept my eyes on the goal of friendship not proving I'm right or wrong.
  48. [4/20/2015 9:36:00 PM] King Haik: Candid to the end: I decided to apologize and keep my nose out of it, as I know there's not much friendlyness to pass around, I just don't want to be an enemy, and it seems people can respect that, and I'm happy with that.
  49. [4/20/2015 9:36:43 PM] King Haik: But um, meyo's issue in the kobold chat is people who don't even play nwn2 are in there. That's the chat with Kaz as well, I don't want to be in that. I respect meyo's wishes, and he's right you know, it's a chat for kobolds not just any old guy who knows a guy.
  50. [4/20/2015 9:37:03 PM] King Haik: I don't nwn2 so why should I be there?
  51. [4/20/2015 9:37:15 PM] King Haik: I just want to be in the chat with people I can call friends and play games with.
  52. [4/20/2015 9:37:28 PM] King Haik: That about covers it all, any questions, comments, concerns?
  53. [4/20/2015 9:39:33 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: that is
  54. [4/20/2015 9:39:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: a-a lot of text
  55. [4/20/2015 9:39:37 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: gimme a sec
  56. [4/20/2015 9:39:57 PM] King Haik: kk
  57. [4/20/2015 9:40:22 PM] King Haik: sorry... I know when I try to be legit I keep it short and simple, but I hate leaving out details and I'm a fan of the truth.
  58. [4/20/2015 9:40:38 PM] King Haik: Or... something that sounds all super justice-y like that.
  59. [4/20/2015 9:41:05 PM] King Haik: "I am a speaker of the truth and of justice, let not one detail slip by me that can uncover the reality of what happened here today your honor!"
  60. [4/20/2015 9:41:19 PM] King Haik: illstopnow
  61. [4/20/2015 9:46:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: isokay
  62. [4/20/2015 9:46:36 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: just gimme one or two more minutes
  63. [4/20/2015 9:46:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: now i'm no longer distracted but i'm just kind of
  64. [4/20/2015 9:46:47 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... y'know
  65. [4/20/2015 9:46:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: asking what folks think of the idea
  66. [4/20/2015 9:46:59 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: since that's what we do before adding folks
  67. [4/20/2015 9:47:19 PM] King Haik: k sure
  68. [4/20/2015 9:50:16 PM] King Haik: the suspense is killer.
  69. [4/20/2015 9:53:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: hella
  70. [4/20/2015 9:53:22 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: In case you couldn't tell, it was a bit of a conversation.
  71. [4/20/2015 9:53:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ><
  72. [4/20/2015 9:55:21 PM] King Haik: I... damn.
  73. [4/20/2015 9:55:38 PM] King Haik: That doesn't have good implicaions.
  74. [4/20/2015 9:55:41 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Well, yeah, it's a lot of folks.
  75. [4/20/2015 9:55:44 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: So that's a part of it.
  76. [4/20/2015 9:55:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ...
  77. [4/20/2015 9:55:47 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Well, not a lot
  78. [4/20/2015 9:55:48 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: but
  79. [4/20/2015 9:55:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: 6-7 currently on
  80. [4/20/2015 9:55:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: so.
  81. [4/20/2015 9:56:00 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: There was some back and forth.
  82. [4/20/2015 9:56:25 PM] King Haik: This is really not making me feel too hot.
  83. [4/20/2015 9:56:33 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Alright, well
  84. [4/20/2015 9:56:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Since you were talkin' about appreciating total honesty and the like, I'm just gonna go that route.
  85. [4/20/2015 9:56:57 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If that's okay.
  86. [4/20/2015 9:57:01 PM] King Haik: Yea...
  87. [4/20/2015 9:57:06 PM] King Haik: Go for it.
  88. [4/20/2015 9:57:07 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Bear in mind, as a preface, I still hold no ill will.
  89. [4/20/2015 9:57:08 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But, yeah.
  90. [4/20/2015 9:57:12 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Gonna be totally honest?
  91. [4/20/2015 9:57:16 PM] King Haik: Yea.
  92. [4/20/2015 9:57:23 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Some guys in the chat just plain still don't trust you, dude.
  93. [4/20/2015 9:57:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Like... It's a group of friends, and sometimes some personal shit gets thrown about.
  94. [4/20/2015 9:57:44 PM] King Haik: That's fine... I keep my nose out.
  95. [4/20/2015 9:57:47 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Stuff that people wouldn't be comfortable with if it got out, you know?
  96. [4/20/2015 9:57:52 PM] King Haik: I know that.
  97. [4/20/2015 9:57:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Like, stuff about real lives.
  98. [4/20/2015 9:58:01 PM] King Haik: I know that.
  99. [4/20/2015 9:58:07 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Okay, cool.
  100. [4/20/2015 9:58:26 PM] King Haik: I mean, I talk about that too with actual friends... and I want that to be with you guys too.
  101. [4/20/2015 9:58:30 PM] King Haik: No more... you know.
  102. [4/20/2015 9:58:32 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Well, the issue is, given all the shit that happened on Antares and w/e (I didn't hear about half of it), some of the guys there just don't trust you enough yet.
  103. [4/20/2015 9:58:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Apparently some of it was pretty recent, I guess. IDK.
  104. [4/20/2015 9:58:48 PM] King Haik: Not even Keycross supported me? He was always there for me.
  105. [4/20/2015 9:58:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Keycross isn't currently online.
  106. [4/20/2015 9:59:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: He did actually ask me about it a while ago
  107. [4/20/2015 9:59:08 PM] King Haik: He did?
  108. [4/20/2015 9:59:14 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: then asked me again when i didn't ge tback to him in a day, yeah
  109. [4/20/2015 9:59:18 PM] King Haik: That's... good. See?
  110. [4/20/2015 9:59:23 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I told him I had to talk it with Hawke, which, I did.
  111. [4/20/2015 9:59:23 PM] King Haik: People can see I'm not evil.
  112. [4/20/2015 9:59:34 PM] King Haik: ANd Hawke and I have been talking and playing.
  113. [4/20/2015 9:59:36 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: We talked about it, but realized we should probably ask the rest of the chat.
  114. [4/20/2015 9:59:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Because, y'know, common courtesy.
  115. [4/20/2015 9:59:44 PM] King Haik: I mean, I invited him to a chat with some guys I know personally.
  116. [4/20/2015 9:59:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: So we did
  117. [4/20/2015 9:59:50 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I know, dude, I know.
  118. [4/20/2015 9:59:54 PM] King Haik: He video calls me dude...
  119. [4/20/2015 10:00:02 PM] King Haik: I'm not some faceless evil-
  120. [4/20/2015 10:00:07 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Hawke honestly wasn't one of the dudes opposed to it.
  121. [4/20/2015 10:00:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: We know, man, I'm not saying that.
  122. [4/20/2015 10:00:17 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Listen to me, okay?
  123. [4/20/2015 10:00:23 PM] King Haik: Fine.
  124. [4/20/2015 10:00:34 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: All I'm saying is what I was straight up told.
  125. [4/20/2015 10:00:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Three or four guys out of the six/seven present just straight up don't trust you yet, given past events.
  126. [4/20/2015 10:01:16 PM] King Haik: If we're on an honestry streak. Kirby thinks I'm a sociopath, and I fucked him once by pretending to agree with him on it because he was literally being an armchair philosopher on me.
  127. [4/20/2015 10:01:16 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Not a one of them said that that was a permanent state, or that they would be opposed to like... ever adding you, ever
  128. [4/20/2015 10:01:27 PM] King Haik: If we can really be honest with eachother, who?
  129. [4/20/2015 10:01:41 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: There's a difference between honesty and confidentiality.
  130. [4/20/2015 10:01:50 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: There's some things that it's really just not right for me to say.
  131. [4/20/2015 10:02:01 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Which sometimes happens in the chat.
  132. [4/20/2015 10:02:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Hence the issue.
  133. [4/20/2015 10:02:13 PM | Edited 10:02:17 PM] King Haik: I know... I'm not the bad guy, I'm telling you.
  134. [4/20/2015 10:02:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You do not have to convince me, dude.
  135. [4/20/2015 10:02:26 PM] King Haik: Then have a fair vote.
  136. [4/20/2015 10:02:32 PM | Edited 10:02:46 PM] King Haik: One with Key there too, and others who know me.
  137. [4/20/2015 10:02:35 PM] King Haik: Who really know me.
  138. [4/20/2015 10:02:39 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You know I believe in bluntness, right?
  139. [4/20/2015 10:02:49 PM] King Haik: Yea, so do I.
  140. [4/20/2015 10:02:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Without being insulting but with just being honest.
  141. [4/20/2015 10:03:18 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Okay, then please do not be angry at me when I say that all I can really tell you about specific peoples' mindsets is my own.
  142. [4/20/2015 10:03:30 PM] King Haik: It's fine.
  143. [4/20/2015 10:03:41 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Personally, I don't trust you a lot. I'm sorry, but it's the truth.
  144. [4/20/2015 10:03:49 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But that's partly because I don't know you.
  145. [4/20/2015 10:03:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... super well, anyway.
  146. [4/20/2015 10:04:08 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I don't think you're some faceless evil by any means.
  147. [4/20/2015 10:04:22 PM] King Haik: Not many people know what I actually did on Antares, actually part of he reason key supports me is because he doesn't know some of the stuff I did or why I did them.
  148. [4/20/2015 10:04:28 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I think you've done some hella backstabby shit, because I kinda saw as much firsthand and the effects it had on people.
  149. [4/20/2015 10:04:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yeah, I heard all about a lot of that.
  150. [4/20/2015 10:04:38 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Shocked me.
  151. [4/20/2015 10:04:42 PM] King Haik: Yea, that wasn't the worst part.
  152. [4/20/2015 10:05:15 PM] King Haik: It was more like trying to exploit a weakness in mentality through lies about background.
  153. [4/20/2015 10:05:21 PM] King Haik: That and a couple of other tricks.
  154. [4/20/2015 10:05:36 PM] King Haik: But shit mate, recently I've been thinking.
  155. [4/20/2015 10:06:25 PM] King Haik: I don't want to write it down.
  156. [4/20/2015 10:06:42 PM] King Haik: But it'd be nice to talk about it, go outside, light a cigarette...
  157. [4/20/2015 10:07:02 PM] King Haik: Can't really bring myself to put it in text.
  158. [4/20/2015 10:07:55 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: It's cool, you don't have to tell me.
  159. [4/20/2015 10:08:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Personally, I don't entirely want or need to know.
  160. [4/20/2015 10:08:08 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But with that in mind.
  161. [4/20/2015 10:08:32 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You can understand why some people who know more about that than I have some hesitation about the idea.
  162. [4/20/2015 10:09:22 PM] King Haik: Yea, some people know this others know that. I don't think anyone knows the full scope or moreso the reason than me. Maybe it should stay that way.
  163. [4/20/2015 10:09:25 PM] King Haik: But um
  164. [4/20/2015 10:09:27 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I never actually finished my earlier point, so, real quick, gonna do that:
  165. Honestly, I don't trust you.
  166. But I believe in possibility of repentence.
  167. [4/20/2015 10:09:43 PM] King Haik: [Monday, April 20, 2015 10:01 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ:
  168.  
  169. <<< Not a one of them said that that was a permanent state, or that they would be opposed to like... ever adding you, everIf we're being candid, you don't have to lie. If people hate me so much, I know they want me gone forever.
  170. [4/20/2015 10:09:48 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And honestly, dude, I'll be straight up, you killed hella lots of friendships with that shit.
  171. [4/20/2015 10:09:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I'm being completely honest.
  172. [4/20/2015 10:10:04 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Please don't insult me; if I say I am, I am.
  173. [4/20/2015 10:10:26 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: All of them said that they would not be opposed to the idea, perhaps, in the future.
  174. [4/20/2015 10:10:37 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But those who had objections did say that it wasn't the right time.
  175. [4/20/2015 10:10:58 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: This stuff's kind of fresh, and some of them haven't seen enough from you to believe you've genuinely turned over a new leaf yet.
  176. [4/20/2015 10:10:58 PM] King Haik: Yea they never were really friendships is the issue. Lies and gimmicks trying to get things done. It's what I'm trying to fix, not just on the internet you know, but I figure it's a good place to try and turn around.
  177. [4/20/2015 10:11:15 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I'd agree, because, honestly, that shit's gonna ruin your life.
  178. [4/20/2015 10:11:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If you keep it up, anyway.
  179. [4/20/2015 10:11:52 PM] King Haik: I know I know.
  180. [4/20/2015 10:11:56 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You'll drive away anyone who figures it out and anyone who's too stupid to do so will know you in a relationship built on lies and deceit; one which you'll never get any real satisfaction from.
  181. [4/20/2015 10:12:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: S'how that shit works. S'why I don't do it.
  182. [4/20/2015 10:12:14 PM] King Haik: Actually the satisfaction doesn't come from the relationship.
  183. [4/20/2015 10:12:16 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Not worth the payout, to me. ><
  184. [4/20/2015 10:12:21 PM] King Haik: It's a really long story.
  185. [4/20/2015 10:12:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Eh, if that's you, that's you.
  186. [4/20/2015 10:12:28 PM] King Haik: Not the time of place to say it.
  187. [4/20/2015 10:12:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Sadism is a thing, I guess.
  188. [4/20/2015 10:12:42 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But regardless, like I said with the thing with Hawke?
  189. [4/20/2015 10:12:48 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You gotta evaluate your priorities.
  190. [4/20/2015 10:13:06 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If your priorities are on building relationships, then, y'gotta do that.
  191. [4/20/2015 10:13:16 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If they're elsewhere, that's fine, but y'gotta understand the pros and cons of such.
  192. [4/20/2015 10:13:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Can't have your cake and eat it too, as the cliche goes.
  193. [4/20/2015 10:13:27 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ...
  194. [4/20/2015 10:13:34 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: This is some serious general lifetalk.
  195. [4/20/2015 10:13:48 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And honestly not necessary, because the guys in the chat never talked about any of this.
  196. [4/20/2015 10:13:51 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ><
  197. [4/20/2015 10:15:15 PM] King Haik: m8 the stuff I've seen, heard of, talked to, and done are not stuff you'd want to know otherwise you'd say the same thing as Kirby. Sociopath. There's a longer story to it but the irony being I really can't say it anymore. And the irony with this chat is... well, no one can see this "Godhanded change in King Tickle" if I'm no where around.
  198. [4/20/2015 10:15:59 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Weee already talked about that, too.
  199. [4/20/2015 10:16:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Most of those with issues honestly didn't mind talking to you or playing games with you out of the personal!chat.
  200. [4/20/2015 10:16:31 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Starbound, Payday, War Thunder, etc.
  201. [4/20/2015 10:16:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I don't mind it either.
  202. [4/20/2015 10:16:56 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Personally, I believe in repentence, I just don't know you well enough to know if yours is legit, which is my only reason for skepticism.
  203. [4/20/2015 10:17:08 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Thems the honest facts.
  204. [4/20/2015 10:17:25 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Most of the others I talked to, privately or in the group chat, felt the same way.
  205. [4/20/2015 10:17:37 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Actually, all of 'em, now that I think of it.
  206. [4/20/2015 10:17:42 PM] King Haik: But they're so tied together now. I've been excluded 5 times now thanks to this group being without me, and I've been thinking maybe this is a good opportunity. See at first it was a nessecity, I wanted to be where my friends were even if some of the friends of my friends were my enemies. Now it
  207. [4/20/2015 10:18:18 PM] King Haik: 's an opportunity. Maybe I wouldn't mind telling the truth, the real truth, in these personal chats. I figure the stuff I know can be used to help just as much as it can to hurt.
  208. [4/20/2015 10:18:36 PM] King Haik: And it's always a good personal talk... it's just a different kind of talk.
  209. [4/20/2015 10:18:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Maybe, yeah.
  210. [4/20/2015 10:18:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And I see your point.
  211. [4/20/2015 10:19:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I mean, the one who was most against it was also the most frequent to point out that being excluded sucks.
  212. [4/20/2015 10:19:18 PM] King Haik: I know this because awhile ago, during the week of lent when I gave up lying, I started talking to people who were out smoking alone.
  213. [4/20/2015 10:19:35 PM] King Haik: Asked them why, and surprisingly they opened up to me, offered a cigarette, and talked about their lives.
  214. [4/20/2015 10:20:38 PM] King Haik: I thought about how easy it would be to know the names and use this shit against them if I knew it... but I've done ti so many times before, and I knew just what to say to calm the guy down. So I did, and then I kept going. Talked about what I though, told him to follow advice but never listen to others 100% like orders and gave him my perspective on things.
  215. [4/20/2015 10:20:54 PM] King Haik: He wiped his tears and shook my hand and left... felt good.
  216. [4/20/2015 10:22:44 PM] King Haik: There's a feeling, you said it before, the sadism. The getting sex out of a girl who was raped before by pretending you care and playing her heartsrings, then gloating about this feat of impossibility you'd done. About going to a psychologist for fun to mess with the guy, and then covincing him you're studying psychology and having him give you free lessons to such a bright young mind. Then there's this feeling where you go out of your way to do something for someone that only someone like you knows how to do because you've not only been there and done that, but you've caused it before.
  217. [4/20/2015 10:23:20 PM] King Haik: After that week of lent I've been out smoking with 6 different people who call me back to talk now. Bad news is... I started smoking again.
  218. [4/20/2015 10:23:34 PM] King Haik: Like right now... oh well.
  219. [4/20/2015 10:24:01 PM] King Haik: Sorry for giving you shit all to read. Lemme end it on a few honest notes.
  220. [4/20/2015 10:25:05 PM] King Haik: I wish you could ask with more people there, like those who would support me. And 2, I'm sorry but I have to know who said what.
  221. [4/20/2015 10:26:23 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Reading done
  222. [4/20/2015 10:26:38 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Honestly, man, as a friend, I'm just not at liberty to say such things.
  223. [4/20/2015 10:26:55 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Beyond what I've already said, which is really a good summary of it, since no one went into specifis.
  224. [4/20/2015 10:26:58 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: specifics
  225. [4/20/2015 10:27:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Except one person who went kind of specific but only sort of, and we talked privately.
  226. [4/20/2015 10:27:12 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: (Not Hawke.)
  227. [4/20/2015 10:27:33 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But yeah, that's pretty much it.
  228. [4/20/2015 10:27:54 PM] King Haik: Did you ask the general game chat or the kobbie chat?
  229. [4/20/2015 10:27:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Some guys in there just don't trust you enough to want to be that close to you. Give you access to their personal lives.
  230. [4/20/2015 10:27:58 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Uh, the former.
  231. [4/20/2015 10:28:03 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... the latter's barely used now tbh
  232. [4/20/2015 10:28:07 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: except for kobold stuff
  233. [4/20/2015 10:28:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: which is fitting i gues
  234. [4/20/2015 10:28:14 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: just not a lot of kobold stuff
  235. [4/20/2015 10:28:17 PM] King Haik: Then I know who.
  236. [4/20/2015 10:28:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Y'probably don't, we've got some oddballs in there.
  237. [4/20/2015 10:28:46 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But, think what you like.
  238. [4/20/2015 10:29:01 PM] King Haik: You too.
  239. [4/20/2015 10:29:12 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Again, bear in mind I hold no ill will.
  240. [4/20/2015 10:29:17 PM] King Haik: SOrry, just an itch I needed to scratch.
  241. [4/20/2015 10:29:18 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Personally I'm pretty neutral for it, still.
  242. [4/20/2015 10:29:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Is coo
  243. [4/20/2015 10:29:21 PM] King Haik: I can't say I'm hurt.
  244. [4/20/2015 10:29:34 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I'd expect you to be a little hurt, so, I'm surprised if not.
  245. [4/20/2015 10:29:44 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Which is why I hate stuff like this but w/e.
  246. [4/20/2015 10:29:46 PM] King Haik: I said I can't say.
  247. [4/20/2015 10:29:50 PM] King Haik: Not that I'm not.
  248. [4/20/2015 10:29:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: : \
  249. [4/20/2015 10:29:57 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I'm sorry, man.
  250. [4/20/2015 10:30:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Again, it's not like a..
  251. [4/20/2015 10:30:07 PM] King Haik: I know...
  252. [4/20/2015 10:30:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: "never oh god no i hate that guy get rid of him forever"
  253. [4/20/2015 10:30:27 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Every single person with an issue with it also said they'd be willing to a little down the line.
  254. [4/20/2015 10:30:42 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: they just don't know if your whole... life-transformation thing is legit or not.
  255. [4/20/2015 10:30:49 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Since it's kind of recent, and all.
  256. [4/20/2015 10:30:49 PM] King Haik: With no chances given, there will be no chance to see change.
  257. [4/20/2015 10:31:03 PM] King Haik: You've never been in a real, real talk with me.
  258. [4/20/2015 10:31:08 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yeah, I and some othrs already brought that up.
  259. [4/20/2015 10:31:21 PM] King Haik: No one has... Key once. About Spain and corruption and takign care of family.
  260. [4/20/2015 10:31:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Again, totally cool with hanging out outside of chat, most all of 'em with issues and just us in genral.
  261. [4/20/2015 10:31:30 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Forgive typos
  262. [4/20/2015 10:31:44 PM] King Haik: What do you mean they brought that up?
  263. [4/20/2015 10:31:53 PM] King Haik: Like, how they never have talked to me realistically?
  264. [4/20/2015 10:31:58 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... Oh, no. Bad timing
  265. [4/20/2015 10:32:00 PM] King Haik: Or how they have and it was all lies?
  266. [4/20/2015 10:32:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: No, uh
  267. [4/20/2015 10:32:23 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Sorry, that was bad timing
  268. [4/20/2015 10:32:32 PM] King Haik: ah
  269. [4/20/2015 10:32:55 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: [Monday, April 20, 2015 10:30 PM] King Haik:
  270.  
  271. <<< With no chances given, there will be no chance to see change.
  272. [4/20/2015 10:32:59 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: That was in response to that.
  273. [4/20/2015 10:33:06 PM] King Haik: So...
  274. [4/20/2015 10:33:39 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: We see you on starbound and stuff and you're free to join in on War Thunder and Payday, as far as I know.
  275. [4/20/2015 10:33:44 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Most everyone seemed fine with that
  276. [4/20/2015 10:33:57 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: As well as just talking to you one-on-one or in smaller chats if those come up, whatevs.
  277. [4/20/2015 10:34:00 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: All cool.
  278. [4/20/2015 10:34:13 PM] King Haik: But don't let the man with the jar of hearts into the chat.
  279. [4/20/2015 10:34:26 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Until you know he's had a...
  280. [4/20/2015 10:34:28 PM] King Haik: Because he'll use it against you.
  281. [4/20/2015 10:34:29 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: change of heart
  282. [4/20/2015 10:34:31 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: (cool)
  283. [4/20/2015 10:34:41 PM] King Haik: Jar of Hearts was a song used to describe me.
  284. [4/20/2015 10:34:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Puns aside that's the legit line of thinking
  285. [4/20/2015 10:35:04 PM] King Haik: "Who do you think you are, running around causing scars. You're going to catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul."
  286. [4/20/2015 10:35:07 PM] King Haik: How... edgy.
  287. [4/20/2015 10:35:41 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: so edge
  288. [4/20/2015 10:35:41 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: wow
  289. [4/20/2015 10:35:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But, yeah. Keep in mind?
  290. [4/20/2015 10:35:53 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: After the whole Kazyyk/Hawke thing?
  291. [4/20/2015 10:35:59 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: We eventually did let the former in the chat.
  292. [4/20/2015 10:36:04 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Hawke was even OK with it.
  293. [4/20/2015 10:36:24 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Just because enough time passed and he put a buttload of effort into showing folks he actually did change, and was trying to be a better person.
  294. [4/20/2015 10:36:26 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And he did, and is.
  295. [4/20/2015 10:36:30 PM] King Haik: Kaz was never a bad guy, I told him this. He could be quixotic, but he was never doing what he did to do bad.
  296. [4/20/2015 10:36:43 PM] King Haik: Kaz isnt a bad guy at all...
  297. [4/20/2015 10:36:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yeah, he had his own issues, really.
  298. [4/20/2015 10:36:47 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: No, he's not.
  299. [4/20/2015 10:36:52 PM] King Haik: I like him.
  300. [4/20/2015 10:36:54 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: He's a bit troubled, but that's it.
  301. [4/20/2015 10:37:06 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I've always liked him save for one or two times when I was on staff.
  302. [4/20/2015 10:37:07 PM] King Haik: At least he's not troubled out of his own volition.
  303. [4/20/2015 10:37:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Since I left we've been good.
  304. [4/20/2015 10:37:20 PM] King Haik: He forgave me after what I did to him.
  305. [4/20/2015 10:37:29 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I heard about that.
  306. [4/20/2015 10:37:33 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Not from Kaz, surprisingly.
  307. [4/20/2015 10:37:34 PM] King Haik: Emotional compromises, abuse of power, and personal attacks.
  308. [4/20/2015 10:37:42 PM] King Haik: And he said he forgave me.
  309. [4/20/2015 10:37:50 PM] King Haik: That was our hour long call...
  310. [4/20/2015 10:38:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Honestly, that's good.
  311. [4/20/2015 10:38:07 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Proud of you for that call, then.
  312. [4/20/2015 10:38:27 PM] King Haik: Ha
  313. [4/20/2015 10:38:28 PM] King Haik: proud
  314. [4/20/2015 10:38:38 PM] King Haik: I'm making up for damages.
  315. [4/20/2015 10:38:44 PM] King Haik: Nothing to be happy about.
  316. [4/20/2015 10:40:19 PM] King Haik: Either way.
  317. [4/20/2015 10:40:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Well, still
  318. [4/20/2015 10:40:45 PM] King Haik: You didn't hear it fr Kaz? I'm glad words getting around I guess?
  319. [4/20/2015 10:40:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: ... lol
  320. [4/20/2015 10:41:00 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I heard it from a really close friend.
  321. [4/20/2015 10:41:02 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: (Not Hawke.)
  322. [4/20/2015 10:41:05 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: If it helps.
  323. [4/20/2015 10:41:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: And it was in private and he swore me to secrecy.
  324. [4/20/2015 10:41:20 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: So.
  325. [4/20/2015 10:42:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Regardless.
  326. [4/20/2015 10:43:06 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news with such.
  327. [4/20/2015 10:43:25 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Personally I'm one of the guys that can go either way, and that's entirely honest.
  328. [4/20/2015 10:44:11 PM] King Haik: Was it twitch?
  329. [4/20/2015 10:44:14 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Some are a little more or less on the fence, but it's just that some are moreso on-
  330. [4/20/2015 10:44:15 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: oh lol
  331. [4/20/2015 10:44:19 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: twitch isn't in the chat.
  332. [4/20/2015 10:44:21 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: neither is rhiow
  333. [4/20/2015 10:44:23 PM] King Haik: Nono
  334. [4/20/2015 10:44:26 PM] King Haik: Not this
  335. [4/20/2015 10:44:31 PM] King Haik: The swore to secrecy
  336. [4/20/2015 10:44:34 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: the former just goes where rhiow goes and rhiow's not big into group chats
  337. [4/20/2015 10:44:35 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Nope
  338. [4/20/2015 10:44:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Twitch doesn't tell me a lot of things.
  339. [4/20/2015 10:44:52 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Which is cool, I don't expect it.
  340. [4/20/2015 10:44:54 PM] King Haik: He's friends with you irl
  341. [4/20/2015 10:44:58 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Nor do I ask. If I did, he would.
  342. [4/20/2015 10:44:59 PM] King Haik: Like optimism
  343. [4/20/2015 10:45:04 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Yeah, we're cool IRL
  344. [4/20/2015 10:45:11 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: I stayed at his house it was rad.
  345. [4/20/2015 10:45:22 PM] King Haik: But he always ties to stop me fr doing stuff like this considering what happens awhile go
  346. [4/20/2015 10:45:22 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: We ate ice cream and played naruto and drew awful sketches.
  347. [4/20/2015 10:45:25 PM] King Haik: Ago*
  348. [4/20/2015 10:45:29 PM] King Haik: It's cold outside
  349. [4/20/2015 10:45:32 PM] King Haik: I needed a smoke
  350. [4/20/2015 10:45:35 PM] King Haik: Can't type
  351. [4/20/2015 10:45:37 PM] King Haik: Sory
  352. [4/20/2015 10:45:38 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: is k
  353. [4/20/2015 10:45:43 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: im also awful
  354. [4/20/2015 10:45:45 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: But yeah, um.
  355. [4/20/2015 10:45:47 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: dude
  356. [4/20/2015 10:45:49 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: My advice?
  357. [4/20/2015 10:45:58 PM] King Haik: Looks like I'm the guy smoking alone mow
  358. [4/20/2015 10:46:00 PM] King Haik: Ironic
  359. [4/20/2015 10:46:04 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Just... Keep trying to be a good person.
  360. [4/20/2015 10:46:10 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: Rebuild burnt bridges, man.
  361. [4/20/2015 10:46:33 PM] King Haik: Can't rebuild a few of them
  362. [4/20/2015 10:46:40 PM] King Haik: If there's no one on the other side
  363. [4/20/2015 10:46:42 PM] સ્ટોર્મ ઇગલ: You've already legit changed the minds of some people, and the rest are willing to have their minds changed. They just gotta see it's genuine.
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