Nosleeptv Nov 22 2pm
Hello to everyone!

I think everyone is aware that I rarely ever stream any more and I think that it has been evident when I do that I am not the same and not enjoying it like I used to. I am now going to give everyone an explanation as to what has been going on and I apologize for not letting you know sooner.

Without getting into too much detail as many of you know I went to Europe in July to meet a girl. The trip was a disaster and I was treated very poorly. I came home early and I was heartbroken and began going through severe depression. After returning home I was blackmailed by this person and accused of doing things I never did. There were forum posts and I received so much hate, threats, and had to have meetings with twitch, and ultimately it was one of the lowest points of my life.

I lost so many subscribers because people chose to believe her story simply because she is a girl on the internet and I am an "awkward troll." It was very discouraging.

I am not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me or pity me. This event led to me hating to stream because I was tired of essentially getting hated every night. I have made many mistakes in the way I have carried myself on the stream. I have allowed people to use me, I have said things that have been taken out of context and I let haters get to me.  One thing that to this day I am very tired of is that every time I post something on twitter or instagram I get people saying that they want to kill me, or calling me a pussy etc. I don't understand why people write that stuff to me.

Anyway moving forward...I went to China for a lengthy vacation to get away from all of this stuff. When I was there I had the greatest time of my life. I made many new friends and I experienced many new things. It brought me back to my life before I started streaming which consisted of being out and active hanging out with friends. I regained my confidence and in many ways got my old self back.

I returned on 11/13 and have streamed only a few times. I have had strep throat all week which is why you have not seen me. I would also like to inform you all that Monday 11/24 I head back to Shanghai, China but this time I will be gone for around 60 days. I return 1/24/15 and start school 1/26/15. I can not tell you when you will see me next. I will be playing hockey in the Shanghai Elite Hockey League, Coaching hockey, and teaching English.

I am not announcing that I am quitting or anything like that even though I am never on anyway. I understand if you no longer want to support me because of the lack of streams. You do what you gotta do. But I would hope that at the end of the day that everyone remember that I am only human and that as much as I try to help people through entertainment sometimes I need help too.

I will say this. If you are currently mod...I expect you to do your part in modding the chat. I don't want any shit talking of any kind on anyone. You have mod for a reason so use it or you will lose it.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and for your understanding. My next stream will be later today 11/22 at some point. Thank you for the continued support through all this. As always if you need to contact me the best way is through my twitter. twitter.com/tip_donaldson

I miss you guys!!! and sincerely hope to stay in touch with you! Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year if I don't catch you guys.

Take Care

Tip