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  1. So my revelation is that I've been doing "Nobody" from my youngest ages, nobody means I mimick what others do and how they act in order to fit in.
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  3. Because nobody could ever accept who I was saying I was, I realized that nobody cared about who I was, so the proper response was to become a Nobody with a capital N.
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  5. So I could fit in with any group of people to some degree or another.
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  7. And now I have a bunch of avatars that don't even look Simian, so I can do just that.
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  9. I'd say that's Success, the biggest Success ever.
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  12. You see some of you had the narrative that I never "lived my life", but then you would say that life starts when you're not comfortable.
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  14. So since I'm not comfortable and never have experienced a time in life when I fundamentally was comfortable, I thought to arm all of you fucking morons here until you killed each other off.
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  16. That was kind of the thinking, because I think terms like "happiness" and "comfortable" and all of that are just all a bunch of privileged bullshit.
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  18. Let's try not comfortable, since the day I was born, my life began at age three, because I wasn't accepted for who I was.
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  20. So once all of you fucking victims are all dead and gone, I am mostly just going to laugh.
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  22. Then my life will begin, when I'm comfortable.
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  24. Listen, I don't know what reality is, but what I do know is that I have no way to establish who is more or less privileged than other groups of people, and anyone telling me bullshit like "Life begins outside your comfort zone" is someone I take the utmost in plotting the murder of for years or even decades, then completing it.
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  26. I was outside my comfort zone at the age of three years old chronologically, when I came out as a girl and my dad began beating and raping me.
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  28. So I've dedicated my life to making you uncomfortable, and reducing you down to the nauseatingly privileged lunatics on a screen that you are.
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  30. Go ahead with your group think, I'm just going to keep laughing.
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  32. Like I said, I'm Nobody.
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  34. You may think you're the most awfully oppressed fucking victim in history or something, but that's a function of group solidarity and the sociology that follows from it.
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  36. What you may not know is, I don't give the tiniest fuck if I die given what I've experienced all throughout my life, nor if my Hive and these other Factions invade your Societies and literally eat your fucking faces off.
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  45. -Mary Magdalene
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