Male Rape: Aftermath

jajki: Jamie slouches on his couch, not really paying attention to the T.V. show playing quietly, the water in his hands, or the dogs at his feet.  The two weiner dogs lay at his feet, staring up at him every now and then while Chickie sits right beside him like a furry little caretaker.  He doesn’t show much emotion at the moment but throughout the day he’d cycled through depression, upset, and even anger.
Tsaaq: Ozzie left his truck and and went to jog up the stairs of the garage and went towards the living room, looking at Jamie. "Uhhhh, I'm back!" He tried to say cheerfully and went to sit down on the couch.
Tsaaq: ((Sorry I was distracted!))
jajki: ((Pfahaha you're fine))
jajki: Jamie looks up from the empty space he’d been staring into and up to Ozzie.  He takes a deep breath before nodding.  He attempts a smile but it doesn’t really work out.  “Hey.  You don’t have to stay with me if you don’t want…I appreciate it…but you don’t have to."
Tsaaq: "Of course I'll stay." Ozzie said with a wave of his hand, dropping down beside chickie. "At least until I have to let Lolo out." He smiled at Jamie but it faded, causing him to sigh. "Sooooooo, lets watch a movie." He patted the other male's knee.
jajki: “Lolo…”  Jamie repeats the name as he drags his gaze away from Ozzie and to the T.V. screen.  “Is your room still messed up?  You could bring him here..”  He adjusts his stance and leans further down into the cushions, causing Nick to jump up to sit beside him on his opposite side.  “What movie?”  he asks quietly.
Tsaaq: Ozzie nodded his head. "Yeah it's pretty disgusting right now." He chuckled. "I shouldn't have set up a pong table in there at all." He started to smirk with a sense of victory. "I probably should've but after dropping you off at the hospital I felt bad."
jajki: Jamie looks back to Ozzie and blinks at him for a few moments before furrowing his brow slightly.  “Why did you feel bad?"
Tsaaq: "I don't know... It's nothing. Nevermind. I was just kidding." Ozzie fake laughed then frowned. "Let's watch the TMNT movie. Wait no, we can watch... Something funny." He trailed off.
jajki: “I’m sorry.”  Jamie looks away and lowers his head to stare blankly at the coffee table.  “I didn’t mean to make you feel bad…I should’ve just driven myself.”  He leans forward and rubs his face with both hands while sucking in a shaky breath.  “I’m fine with the TMNT movie."
Tsaaq: Ozzie swallowed hard and looked over at the other male. "No I was happy to drive you well... Not happy but..." He stammered. "We can watch something funny with Seth Rogen in it so you'll laugh." He suggested before nudging the male playfully with his elbow.
jajki: Jamie lifts his head and turns it slowly to meet the other male’s gaze.  “No, I understand.  And I appreciate the help…apparently I still had drugs in my system.  I just…don’t like that I dragged you into this.”  He chews on his lower lip and gives a slow nod.  “Okay.”  He watches the nudge and responds with a faint smile.
Tsaaq: He sighed with relief and sat back in his spot on the couch, putting on Knocked Up or some shit probably. He turned to Jamie and swallowed hard. "You didn't drag me into it." He whispered suddenly. "How did you get drugs in your system?" He asked dumbfoundedly.
jajki: “I feel like I did…so I’m sorry.”  He presses his lips together and glances towards the T.V., growing slightly angry at the thought of what had been done to him.  “I don’t know.  Probably through the drink I had…”  His gaze drifts back to Ozzie, down to his shoulder, then back up to his face.  “Can I lean on you?”  He asks quietly.
Tsaaq: Ozzie stayed slightly and remained silent, thinking extremely hard on it and inhaling with a bit of nervousness. "Oh wow." He said out of no where. He swallowed hard. "Sure..." He glanced at his shoulder then back at Jamie. "Did you tell the police?" He asked him.
jajki: Jamie adjusts his position to rest his head on Ozzie’s shoulder lightly without quite relaxing into the position.  Chickie stays where she is, pressed comfortably between the two.  Jamie lets out a deep sigh and closes his eyes.  “Not yet.  They didn’t really take me seriously at the hospital.  I don’t even know if I should.."
Tsaaq: He continued to frown and Ozzie sputtered his lips softly. "Jamie..." He trailed off. "This is like, bad." Ozzie said, almost like he was just realizing how bad it actually was. "Like, this is Degrassi bad." He began to say, pausing with a hint of anxiety as he lowered his head.
jajki: Jamie presses his lips together and keeps his eyes closed.  He begins to relax slightly but for the most part remains pretty stiff.  “Degrassi bad.”  He lets a snort of air out of his nose.  “Yeah.  Degrassi bad.”  The smile that had been faint for his breathy laugh fades into a droopy frown.  “I feel like I’ve lost part of my identity."
Tsaaq: Ozzie kept his eyes on the screen and frowned a little. "But you're Jamie?" He replied, like a moron.
jajki: Jamie relaxes a hair further and shakes his head against his friend’s shoulder.  “I’m Jamie, yeah.  But…I used to be Jamie who’d never had sex with a chick.  Jamie who…kept a level head when he drank.  Jamie who wasn’t….taken advantage of…"
Tsaaq: "It's okay. I used to have sex with girls all the time. A lot of gay guys do it. It's okay. People make mistakes..." Ozzie said awkwardly. "That doesn't mean you're gonna stop drinking, right?"
jajki: Jamie sucks in a breath through his teeth and holds it in for a few moments.  When he finally lets it out it sounds vaguely cry-like, as does his voice.  “But it’s not my mistake.  I didn’t want this.”  His voice gains a touch of resolve but he remains in his half-relaxed position.  “I didn’t deserve this…shit."
Tsaaq: Ozzie frowned, not knowing what to say at all. "Um..." He whispered, getting saddened by just watching him. Ozzie's lips parted a moment then closed once more. "Wel..." He trailed off. "You can just pretend it didn't happen and then we can just go back to normal?" Ozzie suggested innocently.
jajki: Jamie lifts a hand to wipe at his eyes quickly.  “I wish.  I’m not sure I can though.."
Tsaaq: "Oh my god, don't cry. We'll never talk about it again. We'll pretend you passed out with me instead. Look, Seth Rogen is chubby and he's falling. It's funny!" Ozzie said in a panic.
jajki: Jamie half laugh, half sobs and shakes his head again.  “I’m trying not to.  Sorry…god I’m pathetic.  I can’t..though.  I can’t pretend that.  I just keep seeing her face.  God…why?  She made me….say stuff…I can’t just pretend not to have that eating at me."
Tsaaq: Ozzie furrowed his eyebrows at Jamie. "What did she make you say?" He asked him with a frown. Ozzie lowered his head. "Should I stay here tonight and ask somebody to let Lolo out for me? Should I spend the night?" He asked hurriedly.
jajki: He takes in a shaky breath before continuing.  “She made me tell her whether I was a top or bottom.”  Pushing himself up off of Ozzie he gives a small shrug and looks down to the coffee table.  “If you want…I don’t want to impose.”  Slowly he pushes himself off of the couch and trudges into the bedroom and towards the wardrobe.
Tsaaq: Ozzie's face sank with utter despair before pulling off his clothes. Well his shirt, then looked over at Jamie, following behind him. "I am! I'm staying here. I don't want to leave you alone..." Ozzie said to Jamie before taking off his shoes.
jajki: Jamie kicks off his flip flops and pulls open the wardrobe, pulling out his fluffy brown camping blanket.  With it bundled in his arms her turns to face Ozzie with a sad expression on his face, though he smiles slightly.  “You’re sweet.  Okay."
Tsaaq: He took off his pants and climped into bed with him before sighing. "I'm just trying to help." Ozzie shrugged and made another frowny face. "We should get a girl to beat up the girl who did this to you. Too bad I'm not a girl or I'd do it for you."
Tsaaq: ((Sorry I'm getting sleepy x.x))