Stvarač Prostora: FMLL this anxiety
Stvarač Prostora: making me procrastinate
Stvarač Prostora: so dumb
snwe: yeah
Stvarač Prostora: maybe i shouldnt be going to the gym at all
snwe: when ur anxious
snwe: watch ur anxiety
snwe: it's a good opportunity
snwe: to look at it closely
snwe: what is the cause of it
Stvarač Prostora: cant figure it out rly
Stvarač Prostora: sometimes its not so stronk
Stvarač Prostora: its mostly to do with the ppl at the gym i thnk
Stvarač Prostora: i feel like i should b talking more to this lady that works there lol
snwe: :/
Stvarač Prostora: and some dudez in the gym
Stvarač Prostora: i do talk to some of them
snwe: that's so retarded
snwe: lol
snwe: ur just going there to work out why u gotta make it into a whole thing
snwe: to put urself down over
Stvarač Prostora: idk
Stvarač Prostora: cuz its normal to socialize with ppl there
snwe: if u meet someone nice u meet them if not u dont
snwe: lolol
snwe: see there u go
snwe: defining what's normal and what's not
snwe: comparing
Stvarač Prostora: well yea
snwe: to an image u created
Stvarač Prostora: i try to say 'fuck none of it matters'
Stvarač Prostora: but anxiety still there
snwe: cuz that's not the right attitude either
Stvarač Prostora: shuure it is
Stvarač Prostora: what else can it be
Stvarač Prostora: it doesnt matter
snwe: ur just trying to convince urself that u dont believe in what u tell urself is normal
snwe: see how retarded it is??
snwe: u can just drop all of those mental gymnastics
snwe: n go to the gym and work out
Stvarač Prostora: yeah
Stvarač Prostora: there's also the anxiety that comes when squatting but thats rational
Stvarač Prostora: in a way
snwe: rational anxiety XD
Stvarač Prostora: well ye
Stvarač Prostora: rational fear
snwe: no fear is rational
snwe: fear is an irrational response
snwe: to danger
Stvarač Prostora: well u want to live healthy right
Stvarač Prostora: so why not fear danger
snwe: maybe u do maybe u dont
snwe: when u fear danger u wont be able to react accordingly when the terrible thing comes
snwe: cuz ur fear will paralyze u
snwe: if u want to get out out of sticky situation u have to keep ur cool
Stvarač Prostora: tr00 i guezz
Stvarač Prostora: but thats controlled fear
snwe: when ur drowning ur not supposed to frantically try to grab the water
Stvarač Prostora: otherwise u wouldnt care at all
snwe: but flow
snwe: no there is no such thing as controlled fear
snwe: float*
snwe: being aware of danger is intelligence
snwe: being afraid of danger is irrational
snwe: and the opposite of intelligence
snwe: it's like dota u wont be good if ur afraid to feed
snwe: same in real life u wont make good decisions when u let fear paralyze u
snwe: life is a game
snwe: the fact that u dont know what's gonna happen is the whole point of it
snwe: if u already knew everything in advance there'd be no point in being alive
snwe: like in a game of chess when there's few pieces left u dont play it out till the end because there's no need to
snwe: pretty lucid today
snwe: must be the sleep deprivation
snwe: tl;dr not knowing is the whole fun of it all
Stvarač Prostora is now Online.
Stvarač Prostora: damnbro
Stvarač Prostora: u a wise nigga
Stvarač Prostora: well im gonna go now
Stvarač Prostora: and not break my spnie
Stvarač Prostora: spine