Excerpt of an email from Steve to Belle. I'll do an actual quality
breakdown if anyone affected by the sender decides they they'd like it.

"I've tried to open myself up to Sophia.  I mean, not totally, I guess.
 There are some things I just won't ever tell her. I mean, I'd never
tell her that sometimes I jerk off to bisexual porn, that most of the
erotica that turns me on is incest-related, and for real seriously
never telling her that while I was in the US a couple years ago, I
would've fucked my little sister if she was into it.

That probably deserves an explanation, so here goes.  I might've
already told you this, but oh well.  When I went back to the US
without Sophia (the US embassy denied her a visa), I went from having
sex literally any time I wanted it (don't get me wrong, our sex is
almost always good, and sometimes just fucking great) to not getting
any at all, and that started to have an effect (affect?) on me.  For
the first couple weeks I was back, I stayed with my parents in
Indiana, and then went to St. Louis and stayed with Rachel and her
babydaddy George.  He worked a lot, so it was usually just her and
Louis (her son) and me.  We get along really well, and are comfortable
talking about pretty much anything.  Also, she's comfortable walking
around in a tank top and panties when I'm around.  Anyway, by this
time it had been about a month since I came back, and I was hornier
than I think I've ever been in my life.  Add to this the fact that
Rachel walks around in her panties (and has a sweet ass) and complains
all the time about her dissatisfying sex life.  I almost never have
sex dreams, but of course one night sleeping on the couch, I had a
ridiculously hot dream about fucking her, and woke up in the middle
(it's always so frustrating waking up from a good dream and having
real life come crushing down again) with a raging hard on.  I tried
ignoring it and just going back to sleep, but of course that wasn't
happening, so I decided to jerk off.  At first I tried to not think
about her, but obviously that's all I could think about, so for the
first time in my life, I found myself jerking off while thinking about
my little sister.  I felt kinda bad about it at first, but you know
how it is with ideas bouncing around your head in the middle of the
night.  Even the craziest shit starts to make sense.  And this started
to make perfect sense to me.  It would solve both of our problems, and
nobody would ever suspect a thing.  I would never cheat on anyone, but
somehow in my mind at the time, it seemed like this wouldn't really be
cheating.  Of course it would, but I rationalized it somehow.

It may be important at this point to tell you that I'm pretty sure the
internet has had a deep affect on my sexual sensibilities.  I long ago
accepted that I like incest-themed sex stories, so I guess it wasn't
much of a leap for me at this point.  So yeah, why the hell not?
We're both consenting adults, we're both in need of some release, and
she wouldn't have to go fuck whoknows who.  Also, she'd be guaranteed
to get fucked well.  So in my somewhat twisted state of mind, it
became the perfect solution, and I decided that I was gonna see if she
was open to the idea.  That morning, she asked me if I slept okay, and
I said no, not really.  She asked if the couch was uncomfortable, and
I said no, I had a sex dream and couldn't fall back asleep.  She kinda
laughed about it, and asked why I didn't just jerk off and go back to
sleep.  I said I did, but it's not that simple.  The dream was about
her.  She just kinda looked at me funny for a second, then shrugged
and asked if I wanted coffee.  So I thought, hey maybe she's open to
the idea.  That night, we were drunk and watching a movie, and I
figured it's now or never, so I told her, "ya know... I would if you
were into it."  I was prepared to go into why it would be the perfect
solution blah blah blah, but she just said, "Yeah I kinda figured that
when you told me, but I'm not.  Just don't try anything, and we're
cool.  Don't worry, I won't tell anybody."  So I was kind of
disappointed and relieved at the same time.

So that's how I almost fucked my sister.  Two days later, she was
fucking a neighbor."