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- Melissa James
- I don't know or think so
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 8:36am
- Dakota Wethered
- besides not being a smart ass which I haven't but me just walking away wont help anyone plus playing in the road
- I really need to start stop fucking around with that crap and be there for you would that help for one grim
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 8:37am
- Melissa James
- I'm just really scared because my head keeps saying to walk away, but the last thing I want to do is hurt you
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 8:44am
- Dakota Wethered
- grim I dont want to lose you
- I have no room to talk cuss you know
- I dont want to lose you I just got my grim back even thought I dont get to see you that offtion anymore but to me you are the most important person in my life I am still wearing my collor u gave me
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 8:45am
- Melissa James
- Dakota, I don't know what to do anymore...
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 8:48am
- Dakota Wethered
- I dont blame you
- in my case i really wish I could see you again
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 8:49am
- Melissa James
- Same... but the other side of my head is saying no
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 8:52am
- Dakota Wethered
- I dont blame you after me walking away and all that shit that happened
- we really need to talk to eachother and try work on figureing out what we can do to at least try to help oneanother agreed
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 8:56am
- Melissa James
- I just don't know what to do anymore
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:01am
- Dakota Wethered
- well I know this is hard to do but talk to me about whats amadder so we can try to help you and I really need to stop cutting cuss it just makes problems worse I really need to start listening like you said to pull my head out of my ass and talk that would be one thing that would help us both cuss that how the first two weeks happend
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 9:05am
- Melissa James
- I don't know anymore. Part of me is just saying to walk away all month. To just leave. The other is saying to stay so I don't hurt you
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:15am
- Dakota Wethered
- which side would you prefure I dont want to make you fell that u have to stay I really just wish that we can work things out and be like we useto back when we useto cuddle and play video games
- I know it doesn't help but I still love you truthfully you were always there for me I need to start returning the favor if youd like me too
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 10:13am
- Melissa James
- Honestly... I don't know. I don't want to risk if something were to happen by listening to the cold hearted side, such as one of us having our feelings change and break the other's heart, but if you keep pulling something that is tearing, it'll get completely broken, which I have a bad feeling that it will happen with us.
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 10:17am
- Dakota Wethered
- yeah we really need to talk and realizes eachouthers felling aka me need to realizes
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 10:18am
- Melissa James
- I know... you?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 10:20am
- Dakota Wethered
- i need to realizes that my actions hert others
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 10:26am
- Dakota Wethered
- And fix the way i act
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 10:43am
- Melissa James
- wHAT DO YOU THINK THOUGH?
- oops
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 10:44am
- Dakota Wethered
- What
- K then
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 10:59am
- Melissa James
- What do you think we do?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:00am
- Dakota Wethered
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:00am
- Dakota Wethered
- I am comfused
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 11:20am
- Melissa James
- Do you think we should break off for a bit, or should we risk it
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:26am
- Dakota Wethered
- so u are asking if i want to take a brake and keep the same felling and still be really good friends or risk loseing eachother pretty much
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 11:27am
- Melissa James
- Yes.
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:30am
- Dakota Wethered
- If we do the first one would we still be able to talk and hang like we did here and there at least and then we would try dateing again at a point
- Just asking
- Sorry
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 11:35am
- Melissa James
- Yes, we can still hang out
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:43am
- Dakota Wethered
- K got to think
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 12:38pm
- Melissa James
- Any idea?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 12:49pm
- Dakota Wethered
- the first opsion Its
- Just just saying that my feelings wouldnt change what so ever its just i dont know at the moment its hard cuss its hard to exslpain and i wouldn't date anyone else cuss i still would still see you as my grim or i might axsodently call you sis and if we do can we not tell anyone besides lilly and marty cuss we can trust them the most
- and
- i want to say atleast one last thing and that is just rember that i care and love you just saying
- whats you opion on this and dont pull the numbers thing please cuss it doesn't help just saying
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 12:52pm
- Melissa James
- I love you too, Dakota. But personally, I don't know if I would want to tell Lily and Marty because... You remember what Marty was saying. Honestly, Autumn and Comic are the two I can talk to most lately
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 12:57pm
- Dakota Wethered
- good point in my case it would be ryann thats the main person i tust besides you but yeah but if the parents ask we say we are still together cuss at this rate if i dont wear the pet collor u put on me i completely dose off plus its comfort and hows blix doing
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 12:59pm
- Melissa James
- I feel bad because I haven't been at the house and she's sitting on the thing you made me.
- Like, what do we say in total though? Together or not?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:03pm
- Dakota Wethered
- k lets say we are together aka we are still together and kinda when we see eachouther we act like we did rember the first time i whent to you place?
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:03pm
- Melissa James
- I don't remember
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:06pm
- Dakota Wethered
- when i had the dogs in my lap and u falling asleep by my side after we got back from the snake pit when we where there i split my finger on a rock and all i did was let it bleed and you and your mom made me hold still tell you cleaned it up
- dont know why that poped in my head
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:07pm
- Melissa James
- But what should we do about people asking if we are together
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:10pm
- Dakota Wethered
- tell them we are just between you and me its a repeat a good memory we dont want to forget
- you know what i mean
- or would u prefer something else
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:11pm
- Melissa James
- But I mean a full break
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:13pm
- Dakota Wethered
- do u mean break up or take a break and get to gether at a latter point in time when we are more stable
- Sather wolf set the emoji to 👊.
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:14pm
- Dakota Wethered
- cuss break can mean may things
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:15pm
- Melissa James
- Both. Break up until both of us have our head on our shoulder and out of our asses
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:18pm
- Dakota Wethered
- k the first one means that we would not talk again the second one means we still have the fellings for oneanther just we ant to calm down and work shit out and with eachouther so when we are ready again we know what not to do again thats why i said the memory and that shit
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:19pm
- Melissa James
- The first with talking. But I want to eventually get back together
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:22pm
- Dakota Wethered
- So u are saying cut out all fellings for oneanther ad still talk and hang out so kinda a repeat of bro and sis in a way plus am i really worth get back to gether with at one point after the sshit i pulled
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:23pm
- Melissa James
- Yes, you are worth it
- My problem is that I am having problems figuring out my own head. I'm on the bad end for acting out so fast
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:27pm
- Dakota Wethered
- How am i worth it thoght
- Yeah and i am a domb ass for makeing you fell like shit plus i pin every thing on my self cuss haveing them mad at me helps them fell better and they dont get pissed as much with every one else so i guess i have alwase been killing myself damn
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:29pm
- Melissa James
- That's why I am having problems with my head
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:30pm
- Dakota Wethered
- Cuss of me doing that or your same boat
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:31pm
- Melissa James
- Boat
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:35pm
- Dakota Wethered
- U got that from me if we fix that ohh fuck thats why all of these fights happend cuss when we lashed out we did it on ananther and it coses us to get pissed at eachouther cuss we didnt talk about fuck melissa i am so sorry i didnt mean for any of that to happen betwee us
- Do u see what i am saying about this
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:40pm
- Melissa James
- I'm just going to say this. The reason I am saying we should break up for now is that we both need to understand how to deal with lashing out at people and not hurt each other, and I need to understand my feelings and emotions.
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 1:44pm
- Dakota Wethered
- i know melissa i am just saying this hope it doesnt affect anything even if we dont get to gether again just rember i will always be here and i care and love you
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 1:47pm
- Melissa James
- I love you too
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 4:11pm
- Melissa James
- So that's it?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 4:45pm
- Dakota Wethered
- 👊
- I am still thinking if u want to brake up with me do it thats your choices not mine
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 4:50pm
- Melissa James
- I just don't want to hurt you
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 4:51pm
- Dakota Wethered
- Ad just saying if u brake it with me i will still talk but this is kinda bull i f you want to get back with me then your gonna have to firgure your shit out first cuss if i was important to you we would work this shit out to gether right
- not trying to be a ass but just saying
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 4:54pm
- Dakota Wethered
- sorry just being honest
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 5:01pm
- Melissa James
- I know. But what I need to figure out is more than just us. I need to get my own head onto my shoulders, down to earth, and out of violent fantasies and save myself from my insanity. At this point, there is no point in trying to work out something you have to deal with yourself when you have somebody else to worry about. I need to gey back to who I used to be, not some little bitch who is going to spend her life dreaming of killing everything in sight
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 5:02pm
- Melissa James
- Even if you could, there would be no point
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 5:08pm
- Melissa James
- I didn't realize when I said yes to you 7 months ago that I would end up insane, fucking psychotic, half way through the year while dealing with all of the drama going on. One month ago, Alyssa was crying, saying how she didn't want the group to break up and lose everybody. I promised to make sure it didn't. Look where that fucking went. Lily wants nothing to do with anybody, and she decided to get home schooled. Reagan is leaving, not even talking to anybody anymore. Caitlyn is blaming everything on herself, and Allison is getting clingier than ever to Alyssa. And I'm hear, wanting to break down crying while fucking stabbing the hell out of that damned woman I live with.
- Saturday
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:33pm
- Dakota Wethered
- hey just saying if we brake up i cant talk or see you again or get back to gether i am just saying i dont get a choice in the matter
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 9:33pm
- Melissa James
- Why do you say that?
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:38pm
- Dakota Wethered
- cuss my moms role is a x is a X thats why i was hopeing we could still be together but we work on our own problems so pretty much i am just a fase that made things worse in your life
- there was a reason why i wanted to try to work things out but we never talked face to face about this
- so we have to choice wisely like what everyone has been telling me even though u are going through a lot alone its always nice to have someone there
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:40pm
- Dakota Wethered
- so pretty much the only way i could see u again or talk is when i become 18
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 9:42pm
- Melissa James
- Dakota, I have no choice at this point. I need to regather myself and my head before taking on the task of a relationship. Btw, you're still confusing me with the x thing
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:46pm
- Dakota Wethered
- if we brake up u cant talk to me what so ever or talk so that mean s tell me goodbye for ever i dont exist anymore
- melissa would u beable to never see me again or talk to me i would prefer to keep you around and see you melissa can we just take a break from dateing and just say bro and sis please i don't want to lose you if we cant be a couple can we be family at least melissa i love you
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 9:48pm
- Dakota Wethered
- cuss i am just a bad memory at this rate and it doesn't take vary much to forget i am even here trust me
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 9:57pm
- Melissa James
- But why
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 10:34pm
- Dakota Wethered
- k let not do anything tell we talk in person about this shit cuss over the phone just makes shit worse
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 10:53pm
- Melissa James
- Dakota, I don't fucking know,what you mean anymore! I won't be able to hang
- Dakota Wethered
- 4/30, 11:02pm
- Dakota Wethered
- do u want to be together or not i cant keep playing these games with you. if you want to be with me then we can work through things together like a normal couple.
- Melissa James
- 4/30, 11:03pm
- Melissa James
- I said that I do not fucking know! Okay? I don't know anymore! I'm just tired of all this damn bullshit I have to deal with! I just want to be left ALONE. I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. I'M DONE
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