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  1. Melissa James
  2. I don't know or think so
  3. Dakota Wethered
  4. 4/30, 8:36am
  5. Dakota Wethered
  6. besides not being a smart ass which I haven't but me just walking away wont help anyone plus playing in the road
  7. I really need to start stop fucking around with that crap and be there for you would that help for one grim
  8. Melissa James
  9. 4/30, 8:37am
  10. Melissa James
  11. I'm just really scared because my head keeps saying to walk away, but the last thing I want to do is hurt you
  12. Dakota Wethered
  13. 4/30, 8:44am
  14. Dakota Wethered
  15. grim I dont want to lose you
  16. I have no room to talk cuss you know
  17. I dont want to lose you I just got my grim back even thought I dont get to see you that offtion anymore but to me you are the most important person in my life I am still wearing my collor u gave me
  18. Melissa James
  19. 4/30, 8:45am
  20. Melissa James
  21. Dakota, I don't know what to do anymore...
  22. Dakota Wethered
  23. 4/30, 8:48am
  24. Dakota Wethered
  25. I dont blame you
  26. in my case i really wish I could see you again
  27. Melissa James
  28. 4/30, 8:49am
  29. Melissa James
  30. Same... but the other side of my head is saying no
  31. Dakota Wethered
  32. 4/30, 8:52am
  33. Dakota Wethered
  34. I dont blame you after me walking away and all that shit that happened
  35. we really need to talk to eachother and try work on figureing out what we can do to at least try to help oneanother agreed
  36. Melissa James
  37. 4/30, 8:56am
  38. Melissa James
  39. I just don't know what to do anymore
  40. Dakota Wethered
  41. 4/30, 9:01am
  42. Dakota Wethered
  43. well I know this is hard to do but talk to me about whats amadder so we can try to help you and I really need to stop cutting cuss it just makes problems worse I really need to start listening like you said to pull my head out of my ass and talk that would be one thing that would help us both cuss that how the first two weeks happend
  44. Melissa James
  45. 4/30, 9:05am
  46. Melissa James
  47. I don't know anymore. Part of me is just saying to walk away all month. To just leave. The other is saying to stay so I don't hurt you
  48. Dakota Wethered
  49. 4/30, 9:15am
  50. Dakota Wethered
  51. which side would you prefure I dont want to make you fell that u have to stay I really just wish that we can work things out and be like we useto back when we useto cuddle and play video games
  52. I know it doesn't help but I still love you truthfully you were always there for me I need to start returning the favor if youd like me too
  53. Melissa James
  54. 4/30, 10:13am
  55. Melissa James
  56. Honestly... I don't know. I don't want to risk if something were to happen by listening to the cold hearted side, such as one of us having our feelings change and break the other's heart, but if you keep pulling something that is tearing, it'll get completely broken, which I have a bad feeling that it will happen with us.
  57. Dakota Wethered
  58. 4/30, 10:17am
  59. Dakota Wethered
  60. yeah we really need to talk and realizes eachouthers felling aka me need to realizes
  61. Melissa James
  62. 4/30, 10:18am
  63. Melissa James
  64. I know... you?
  65. Dakota Wethered
  66. 4/30, 10:20am
  67. Dakota Wethered
  68. i need to realizes that my actions hert others
  69. Dakota Wethered
  70. 4/30, 10:26am
  71. Dakota Wethered
  72. And fix the way i act
  73. Melissa James
  74. 4/30, 10:43am
  75. Melissa James
  76. wHAT DO YOU THINK THOUGH?
  77. oops
  78. Dakota Wethered
  79. 4/30, 10:44am
  80. Dakota Wethered
  81. What
  82. K then
  83. Melissa James
  84. 4/30, 10:59am
  85. Melissa James
  86. What do you think we do?
  87. Dakota Wethered
  88. 4/30, 11:00am
  89. Dakota Wethered
  90. Dakota Wethered
  91. 4/30, 11:00am
  92. Dakota Wethered
  93. I am comfused
  94. Melissa James
  95. 4/30, 11:20am
  96. Melissa James
  97. Do you think we should break off for a bit, or should we risk it
  98. Dakota Wethered
  99. 4/30, 11:26am
  100. Dakota Wethered
  101. so u are asking if i want to take a brake and keep the same felling and still be really good friends or risk loseing eachother pretty much
  102. Melissa James
  103. 4/30, 11:27am
  104. Melissa James
  105. Yes.
  106. Dakota Wethered
  107. 4/30, 11:30am
  108. Dakota Wethered
  109. If we do the first one would we still be able to talk and hang like we did here and there at least and then we would try dateing again at a point
  110. Just asking
  111. Sorry
  112. Melissa James
  113. 4/30, 11:35am
  114. Melissa James
  115. Yes, we can still hang out
  116. Dakota Wethered
  117. 4/30, 11:43am
  118. Dakota Wethered
  119. K got to think
  120. Melissa James
  121. 4/30, 12:38pm
  122. Melissa James
  123. Any idea?
  124. Dakota Wethered
  125. 4/30, 12:49pm
  126. Dakota Wethered
  127. the first opsion Its
  128. Just just saying that my feelings wouldnt change what so ever its just i dont know at the moment its hard cuss its hard to exslpain and i wouldn't date anyone else cuss i still would still see you as my grim or i might axsodently call you sis and if we do can we not tell anyone besides lilly and marty cuss we can trust them the most
  129. and
  130. i want to say atleast one last thing and that is just rember that i care and love you just saying
  131. whats you opion on this and dont pull the numbers thing please cuss it doesn't help just saying
  132. Melissa James
  133. 4/30, 12:52pm
  134. Melissa James
  135. I love you too, Dakota. But personally, I don't know if I would want to tell Lily and Marty because... You remember what Marty was saying. Honestly, Autumn and Comic are the two I can talk to most lately
  136. Dakota Wethered
  137. 4/30, 12:57pm
  138. Dakota Wethered
  139. good point in my case it would be ryann thats the main person i tust besides you but yeah but if the parents ask we say we are still together cuss at this rate if i dont wear the pet collor u put on me i completely dose off plus its comfort and hows blix doing
  140. Melissa James
  141. 4/30, 12:59pm
  142. Melissa James
  143. I feel bad because I haven't been at the house and she's sitting on the thing you made me.
  144. Like, what do we say in total though? Together or not?
  145. Dakota Wethered
  146. 4/30, 1:03pm
  147. Dakota Wethered
  148. k lets say we are together aka we are still together and kinda when we see eachouther we act like we did rember the first time i whent to you place?
  149. Melissa James
  150. 4/30, 1:03pm
  151. Melissa James
  152. I don't remember
  153. Dakota Wethered
  154. 4/30, 1:06pm
  155. Dakota Wethered
  156. when i had the dogs in my lap and u falling asleep by my side after we got back from the snake pit when we where there i split my finger on a rock and all i did was let it bleed and you and your mom made me hold still tell you cleaned it up
  157. dont know why that poped in my head
  158. Melissa James
  159. 4/30, 1:07pm
  160. Melissa James
  161. But what should we do about people asking if we are together
  162. Dakota Wethered
  163. 4/30, 1:10pm
  164. Dakota Wethered
  165. tell them we are just between you and me its a repeat a good memory we dont want to forget
  166. you know what i mean
  167. or would u prefer something else
  168. Melissa James
  169. 4/30, 1:11pm
  170. Melissa James
  171. But I mean a full break
  172. Dakota Wethered
  173. 4/30, 1:13pm
  174. Dakota Wethered
  175. do u mean break up or take a break and get to gether at a latter point in time when we are more stable
  176.  
  177. Sather wolf set the emoji to 👊.
  178. Dakota Wethered
  179. 4/30, 1:14pm
  180. Dakota Wethered
  181. cuss break can mean may things
  182. Melissa James
  183. 4/30, 1:15pm
  184. Melissa James
  185. Both. Break up until both of us have our head on our shoulder and out of our asses
  186. Dakota Wethered
  187. 4/30, 1:18pm
  188. Dakota Wethered
  189. k the first one means that we would not talk again the second one means we still have the fellings for oneanther just we ant to calm down and work shit out and with eachouther so when we are ready again we know what not to do again thats why i said the memory and that shit
  190. Melissa James
  191. 4/30, 1:19pm
  192. Melissa James
  193. The first with talking. But I want to eventually get back together
  194. Dakota Wethered
  195. 4/30, 1:22pm
  196. Dakota Wethered
  197. So u are saying cut out all fellings for oneanther ad still talk and hang out so kinda a repeat of bro and sis in a way plus am i really worth get back to gether with at one point after the sshit i pulled
  198. Melissa James
  199. 4/30, 1:23pm
  200. Melissa James
  201. Yes, you are worth it
  202. My problem is that I am having problems figuring out my own head. I'm on the bad end for acting out so fast
  203. Dakota Wethered
  204. 4/30, 1:27pm
  205. Dakota Wethered
  206. How am i worth it thoght
  207. Yeah and i am a domb ass for makeing you fell like shit plus i pin every thing on my self cuss haveing them mad at me helps them fell better and they dont get pissed as much with every one else so i guess i have alwase been killing myself damn
  208. Melissa James
  209. 4/30, 1:29pm
  210. Melissa James
  211. That's why I am having problems with my head
  212. Dakota Wethered
  213. 4/30, 1:30pm
  214. Dakota Wethered
  215. Cuss of me doing that or your same boat
  216. Melissa James
  217. 4/30, 1:31pm
  218. Melissa James
  219. Boat
  220. Dakota Wethered
  221. 4/30, 1:35pm
  222. Dakota Wethered
  223. U got that from me if we fix that ohh fuck thats why all of these fights happend cuss when we lashed out we did it on ananther and it coses us to get pissed at eachouther cuss we didnt talk about fuck melissa i am so sorry i didnt mean for any of that to happen betwee us
  224. Do u see what i am saying about this
  225. Melissa James
  226. 4/30, 1:40pm
  227. Melissa James
  228. I'm just going to say this. The reason I am saying we should break up for now is that we both need to understand how to deal with lashing out at people and not hurt each other, and I need to understand my feelings and emotions.
  229. Dakota Wethered
  230. 4/30, 1:44pm
  231. Dakota Wethered
  232. i know melissa i am just saying this hope it doesnt affect anything even if we dont get to gether again just rember i will always be here and i care and love you
  233. Melissa James
  234. 4/30, 1:47pm
  235. Melissa James
  236. I love you too
  237. Melissa James
  238. 4/30, 4:11pm
  239. Melissa James
  240. So that's it?
  241. Dakota Wethered
  242. 4/30, 4:45pm
  243. Dakota Wethered
  244. 👊
  245. I am still thinking if u want to brake up with me do it thats your choices not mine
  246. Melissa James
  247. 4/30, 4:50pm
  248. Melissa James
  249. I just don't want to hurt you
  250. Dakota Wethered
  251. 4/30, 4:51pm
  252. Dakota Wethered
  253. Ad just saying if u brake it with me i will still talk but this is kinda bull i f you want to get back with me then your gonna have to firgure your shit out first cuss if i was important to you we would work this shit out to gether right
  254. not trying to be a ass but just saying
  255. Dakota Wethered
  256. 4/30, 4:54pm
  257. Dakota Wethered
  258. sorry just being honest
  259. Melissa James
  260. 4/30, 5:01pm
  261. Melissa James
  262. I know. But what I need to figure out is more than just us. I need to get my own head onto my shoulders, down to earth, and out of violent fantasies and save myself from my insanity. At this point, there is no point in trying to work out something you have to deal with yourself when you have somebody else to worry about. I need to gey back to who I used to be, not some little bitch who is going to spend her life dreaming of killing everything in sight
  263. Melissa James
  264. 4/30, 5:02pm
  265. Melissa James
  266. Even if you could, there would be no point
  267. Melissa James
  268. 4/30, 5:08pm
  269. Melissa James
  270. I didn't realize when I said yes to you 7 months ago that I would end up insane, fucking psychotic, half way through the year while dealing with all of the drama going on. One month ago, Alyssa was crying, saying how she didn't want the group to break up and lose everybody. I promised to make sure it didn't. Look where that fucking went. Lily wants nothing to do with anybody, and she decided to get home schooled. Reagan is leaving, not even talking to anybody anymore. Caitlyn is blaming everything on herself, and Allison is getting clingier than ever to Alyssa. And I'm hear, wanting to break down crying while fucking stabbing the hell out of that damned woman I live with.
  271. Saturday
  272. Dakota Wethered
  273. 4/30, 9:33pm
  274. Dakota Wethered
  275. hey just saying if we brake up i cant talk or see you again or get back to gether i am just saying i dont get a choice in the matter
  276. Melissa James
  277. 4/30, 9:33pm
  278. Melissa James
  279. Why do you say that?
  280. Dakota Wethered
  281. 4/30, 9:38pm
  282. Dakota Wethered
  283. cuss my moms role is a x is a X thats why i was hopeing we could still be together but we work on our own problems so pretty much i am just a fase that made things worse in your life
  284. there was a reason why i wanted to try to work things out but we never talked face to face about this
  285. so we have to choice wisely like what everyone has been telling me even though u are going through a lot alone its always nice to have someone there
  286. Dakota Wethered
  287. 4/30, 9:40pm
  288. Dakota Wethered
  289. so pretty much the only way i could see u again or talk is when i become 18
  290. Melissa James
  291. 4/30, 9:42pm
  292. Melissa James
  293. Dakota, I have no choice at this point. I need to regather myself and my head before taking on the task of a relationship. Btw, you're still confusing me with the x thing
  294. Dakota Wethered
  295. 4/30, 9:46pm
  296. Dakota Wethered
  297. if we brake up u cant talk to me what so ever or talk so that mean s tell me goodbye for ever i dont exist anymore
  298. melissa would u beable to never see me again or talk to me i would prefer to keep you around and see you melissa can we just take a break from dateing and just say bro and sis please i don't want to lose you if we cant be a couple can we be family at least melissa i love you
  299. Dakota Wethered
  300. 4/30, 9:48pm
  301. Dakota Wethered
  302. cuss i am just a bad memory at this rate and it doesn't take vary much to forget i am even here trust me
  303. Melissa James
  304. 4/30, 9:57pm
  305. Melissa James
  306. But why
  307. Dakota Wethered
  308. 4/30, 10:34pm
  309. Dakota Wethered
  310. k let not do anything tell we talk in person about this shit cuss over the phone just makes shit worse
  311. Melissa James
  312. 4/30, 10:53pm
  313. Melissa James
  314. Dakota, I don't fucking know,what you mean anymore! I won't be able to hang
  315. Dakota Wethered
  316. 4/30, 11:02pm
  317. Dakota Wethered
  318. do u want to be together or not i cant keep playing these games with you. if you want to be with me then we can work through things together like a normal couple.
  319. Melissa James
  320. 4/30, 11:03pm
  321. Melissa James
  322. I said that I do not fucking know! Okay? I don't know anymore! I'm just tired of all this damn bullshit I have to deal with! I just want to be left ALONE. I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. I'M DONE
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