untitled (homicide heart)

this is the happiest time of my life
yet i am more alone now than ever before.
Crisp air and dead leaves mirror my empty soul.
Do your eye see my longing stares
   I   H A T E    Y O U ! !
if only i could make you smile
do i make you happy,
can i fulfill your dreams and desires?
You are what i am not. i hate what i have lost
                  innocence

Have i lost that through thy hate?
Do you even see me? I'm right here calling your name.
Innocence breeds desire. Desire destroys that innocence

I hate my love for you I wish you were dead