[22/06/2016 22:55:29] the big vore diesel: i v strongly appreciate you as a pal, even if u apparently aren't smart or cant pronounce everything right (which ur super smart and pronounciation doesn't matter)
[22/06/2016 22:56:46] the big vore diesel: a few years back when i was in a group chat with sjin, they'd always talk about stuff and i'd ask something like "what's xyz????" and they'd all 'joke' like "how can you not know what xyz is???"
[22/06/2016 22:57:32] the big vore diesel: the same w like food stuff, like some folk were talking about food and i'd just asked "what does beef actually taste like" or something and i was essentially mocked for not knowing what it was like (despite stating multiple times i have a fear of 99.9% of food)
[22/06/2016 22:57:40] the big vore diesel: and it's those kind of off-hand comments that set you off
[22/06/2016 22:58:14] the big vore diesel: and you start thinking that, well, maybe you aren't the smartest person, maybe you don't know all these big words, maybe you don't know the actual meanings behind stuff
[22/06/2016 22:58:41] pancake fucker: Ye
[22/06/2016 22:58:47] the big vore diesel: ace has written a whole lot of science-y lore on ys/hh stuff that i just Don't Understand, and I've had to ask sjin to try and simplify it for me
[22/06/2016 22:58:54] the big vore diesel: there's no real shame in not knowing anything
[22/06/2016 22:59:59] pancake fucker: Ah same here!
[22/06/2016 23:00:28] the big vore diesel: like hnestly i am dumb as SHIT but its ok. if you just hang out w the people who you know don't really care about those kind of things, its great
[22/06/2016 23:00:53] the big vore diesel: its perfectly fine to be worried/scared of people
[22/06/2016 23:00:59] the big vore diesel: im terrified of ace
[22/06/2016 23:01:07] pancake fucker: Same
[22/06/2016 23:01:42] pancake fucker: They came on today and I constantly think that they dislike me/find me annoying but eh
[22/06/2016 23:02:02] the big vore diesel: they've caused me to have an undying amount of paranoia and fear over a lot of stuff, they've talked shit on me and i know there's a pretty big gap of friendship between myself and ace and ace and others
[22/06/2016 23:02:25] pancake fucker: Yeah...
[22/06/2016 23:02:41] the big vore diesel: i know ace isn't fond of a lot of people, and i think they don't know you that well
[22/06/2016 23:03:08] pancake fucker: I don't wanna get on the bad side of the server owner or any of the mods
[22/06/2016 23:03:27] pancake fucker: They reminded me of my build being close to Luna's and it's really freaking me out now
[22/06/2016 23:03:54] the big vore diesel: when they were messing around with you, when we had the command stuff going where we were all in the same spot and stuff, not too long before that ace was talking about ppl etc
[22/06/2016 23:04:11] the big vore diesel: and i know they don't know you that well and i honestly think they're not going to make any attempt to befriend anybody they don't already knw
[22/06/2016 23:04:12] pancake fucker: Was they?
[22/06/2016 23:04:17] the big vore diesel: yeah
[22/06/2016 23:04:35] the big vore diesel: like bc ace doesn't know you that well and stuff, they'd mentioned it, and it pissed both myself and mads off
[22/06/2016 23:04:47] the big vore diesel: and neither of us said anything on the group chat but we were really pissed off in private
[22/06/2016 23:05:06] the big vore diesel: >> apologies for randomly tping you every now and then, ace is being incredibly unfair towards you and it's irritating both myself and mads
[22/06/2016 23:05:06] pancake fucker: Ye I get that
[22/06/2016 23:05:20] the big vore diesel: ace was being deliberately unfair and we both knew ace's intentions
[22/06/2016 23:05:38] the big vore diesel: so we were determined to stay online and hang out w you to make sure ace didn't pull too much shit
[22/06/2016 23:05:58] pancake fucker: I really did appreciate it!
[22/06/2016 23:06:21] the big vore diesel: it got to the point where if ace spent any longer doing what they were doing i would've flipped and told them to fcking stop
[22/06/2016 23:06:48] the big vore diesel: even if it would've caused more arguments (because apparently im really good at that) i wouldn't have cared
[22/06/2016 23:07:03] the big vore diesel: bc, frankly, i value my friendship with you far more than i value mine with ace's
[22/06/2016 23:07:40] the big vore diesel: and just bc ace doesn't know you as a ~friend~ doesn't mean we all feel th same way and u can bet ur ass im gonna haul ace if they do anything like that again
[22/06/2016 23:07:43] pancake fucker: Like when I couldn't jump, I teleported to Ace because I wanted to get into the funfair (as I had died) so I could kee building
[22/06/2016 23:08:06] pancake fucker: And suddenly I couldn't jump
[22/06/2016 23:08:18] the big vore diesel: ace doesn't know when to let it go
[22/06/2016 23:08:45] the big vore diesel: they don't really take other ppls feelings (at least, mine and yours) into consideration with that kinda stuff
[22/06/2016 23:09:01] pancake fucker: I don;t wanna make anyone upset or anything
[22/06/2016 23:09:10] the big vore diesel: you haven't made anyone upset
[22/06/2016 23:09:16] the big vore diesel: i can promise you I've done far worse
[22/06/2016 23:10:51] the big vore diesel: i have a lot of feelings about the server that i can't share with the mods because it'll only stir up in-staff drama, cause people to vague about me (again), and ruin everything bc apparently me saying something makes everything go to shit lmao
[22/06/2016 23:12:14] pancake fucker: I do too, but I'm so scared of saying anything or if stuff gets too bad and I leave that I'd lose everything I've worked hard on so in a way I feel kinda stuck
[22/06/2016 23:12:36] the big vore diesel: it's honestly better to not say anything about the server at all
[22/06/2016 23:12:42] pancake fucker: Ye
[22/06/2016 23:12:54] pancake fucker: I'm trying to look at it in a good light
[22/06/2016 23:13:09] the big vore diesel: i can't say things like "you're acting like the server's going to be a hit" "you've all put too much effort into something that's only up for a month" etc
[22/06/2016 23:14:36] pancake fucker: Yeah
[22/06/2016 23:14:57] the big vore diesel: distancing the server from the yogscast was the worst possible choice ace could have made
[22/06/2016 23:15:13] the big vore diesel: just bc ace isn't really into the yogs anymore
[22/06/2016 23:15:21] the big vore diesel: it puts people like myself and mads into an awkward spot
[22/06/2016 23:15:33] the big vore diesel: because now it's this oc-focused server and we're sitting here like Well.. uh
[22/06/2016 23:15:58] pancake fucker: Playing as canon characters on an OC server might seem a little iffy wouldn't it?
[22/06/2016 23:15:59] the big vore diesel: most of the Big Folk who were in it last year aren't gonna be showing up anyways
[22/06/2016 23:16:05] the big vore diesel: yeah :')
[22/06/2016 23:16:37] the big vore diesel: you, myself and mads are the only people with not-fully-ocs as far as im aware
[22/06/2016 23:16:41] the big vore diesel: everyone else is ocs
[22/06/2016 23:17:07] pancake fucker: I dunno if it will be as big as Ace thinks it will be
[22/06/2016 23:17:15] the big vore diesel: yeah
[22/06/2016 23:17:26] pancake fucker: As a Yog server there are not many of those and fans would attend solely because it was fun and very rare
[22/06/2016 23:17:55] pancake fucker: There are plenty of OC RP servers that open 24/7 and this one would be unheard of and only open for a month, that's my concern
[22/06/2016 23:18:55] the big vore diesel: yeahh
[22/06/2016 23:20:06] the big vore diesel: the main thing that brought people to the server was that like.. it was tagged as #yogscast
[22/06/2016 23:20:13] pancake fucker: Ye
[22/06/2016 23:20:21] the big vore diesel: if it wasn't tagged for #yogscast? hardly anyone's gonna see it
[22/06/2016 23:20:35] the big vore diesel: the best way to get it out there is honestly by me reblogging it to simonhoneydew
[22/06/2016 23:20:44] the big vore diesel: but surprise, that's yogscast, and ace clearly doesn't want that
[22/06/2016 23:20:55] pancake fucker: It was also popular in the Yog RP community but I dunno if that'd work anymore
[22/06/2016 23:21:12] the big vore diesel: a lot of the big folk aren't in this year so even then, they won't boost it
[22/06/2016 23:22:09] pancake fucker: I may have worked too hard on a server that might not be very big
[22/06/2016 23:22:34] the big vore diesel: that's why i personally have built next to nothing
[22/06/2016 23:24:39] pancake fucker: The thing is the reason I joined last year was because a few people from the Yog community was on there so I thought I'd say hi
[22/06/2016 23:25:01] pancake fucker: But now that there's not gonna be as many there I'm p worried about it
[22/06/2016 23:25:08] the big vore diesel: there's a lot of thunder and my internet is cutting out
[22/06/2016 23:25:23] the big vore diesel: it's a viable and real concern
[22/06/2016 23:25:31] the big vore diesel: and i can assure you that you're not the only one who's worried about it
[22/06/2016 23:26:08] pancake fucker: Ye
[22/06/2016 23:28:18] pancake fucker: The only issue I had last year was that the mods, rather than helping people, would just chat and RP among themselves and act like the big guys and better than everyone which kinda pissed me off
[22/06/2016 23:28:43] pancake fucker: There were one or two that were decent though
[22/06/2016 23:29:10] the big vore diesel: yea, pretty much all those old mods aren't present anymore