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You were the one that brightened my day when it was the darkest,
You helped me on the moment that was the hardest,
Oh, don't i know you will ignore;
But i don't care, you just need to know:
I, don't need to see you love me.
I, just want you to see you befriend me.
Think me as that guy down the street, that occasionally says hello to make you feel better.
Think me as that faggot who sits in a corner.
Oh think about me however you like.
Just know that you were the one for me.
Just know that you helped me go through it all,
Even if all isn't the meaning of it all,
I don't care if you believe in no deity or all,
Just know that you are the best of all.
For me.
=======================-Week 1, Day 1 to 4-========================
I moved in to the new class, nothing special, know a few people here and there. I check out everyone and how the class acts,
and as expected from 8th grade students, very immature. But i see that one girl, she just doesn't cut it.
She sits there silent the entire day, sometimes talks to the other girls for a laugh, and moves on her way to home at the end of the
class. She was unique and obviously not a turk.

=======================-Week 1, Day 5-=============================
Today, i felt amazing, and as there was P.E, it was just the time to be.
As always i was sitting in my desk drawing to improve my mapping skills. Turkish class session started, and i heard the following
sentence from the teacher: "Pretty awesome for an American."
I knew it. She *was* american. She just looked different from all of us. She acted different aswell.
Anyway, i carried on through the day avoiding contact with anyone else.

=======================-Week 2, Day 1-=============================
New week, the class finally knows eachother, and the only teacher we were yet to meet was our religion teacher. Today she would come
to greet us and give us a homework to see how much we remember from last year. She told us that we should memorize a part of the
Quran (a very short part at that), and i see her being annoyed, and angry at the teacher. Rest of the month went on
with regular conversations at school.

=======================-Month 2, Week 1, Day 1-====================
Today is Wednesday. And today, a very peculiar thing happened. Today, we have a single 45 minute session of
religion class. I was just talking to my friend as the teacher got very angry and telled her to say the part of the Quran she told
us to memorize a month ago. First her reaction was, "How am i supposed to remember it!?", the teacher replied:
"By not doing something improper at a religion class." on which she replied back: "I don't need to be force-fed your religion and
it's rules."
The entirety of the class was shocked. I was speechless on how she just one-handedly stopped the most agressive teacher in the entire
school. The teacher did not reply, and went on with the silence.
Class ends, and i hear one of my classmates say: "Too much for an atheist, huh?"
That moment i just exploded in what i think is sheer joy and excitement. At the classbreak, She is talking to the other girls
on the class, and i decided to join in on them to see what is going on. At that moment i thought it is the only chance i could ever
have with her, and i used it to my advantage.
"Hold up a minute, you're an atheist..?"
-"Yes, any problem with that?"
"No, in fact; High five!"
And all the girls started yelling at me, "YOU TOO?" "Just like one is not enough."
We look at eachother in the eye for a solid 10 seconds before we're cut off by a friend calling me.
The day ends and I am happy.

=======================-Month 2,Week 1, Day 2-=====================
Today i ended up spending my entire time with her. We talked about what we liked, and at some point other girls showed up to
see what we were talking about. When we started talking english, they'd always just look at us like we are some other species.
And while there was nobody on the near distance that would understand english (or so i thought), i told her:
"I've an amazing idea, look. We get out of this country, go to back to america, and live our lives there."
Which she couldn't give an answer because it turns out that our English teacher was behind us, and she heard every word we said.
Whoops. We spent the rest of the day worried about what will happen. I can't wait for tomorrow to talk more with her.

=======================-Month 2,Week 1, Day 3-=====================
I started the day off by doing the biggest fuck-up i could.
I told a friend that i like her by the means of being friends. Thankfully he isn't in the same school, but a made-up rumor did spread
around the school to a few people. I simply said it was a lie and told them to ignore it. Never works but stops them at the very least.
The second fuck-up was the fact that i told my mother knew i was an atheist the first day we talked to eachother. Today is the
Teacher-Parent conference day. Everyone's mothers and fathers will be there to talk to the teacher and eachother.
Well, shit. I went to the school. FF lunchbreak. we were talking about the general stuff with the gals when suddenly she asked what kind of books i liked.
The second i said Stephen King she just flew over me and started hugging me deeply. After realising what she's doing she completely went
mature and said that it's cool. Nobody said a word about it. It's obviously nothing though, compared to what it is on Turkey.
At the last classbreak before we leave, we all piled up on the desk and started talking again.
While i had the oppoturnity, i asked: "Don't get me wrong, but i have to ask a question. Sadist or Masochist?"
She thought briefly and replied: "Sadist. Definitely." She seemed to like doing evil things to others to get a good laugh out of it. Can't really complain myself
as i do that as well. When my mom is back she said nothing about her or her family at all. That might change though. I'll see what happens on P.E.