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dear shin dongwoo,

i can't believe it's our one month already. i know that's a cliche thing to say but i'm really mean it. it makes me feel really happy and fuzzy inside though. and i'm hoping to celebrate many more months with you. ♡

thank you so much for always being there for me. the thing i value most about our relationship is that i know i can tell you anything and you will never judge me or feel burdened by what i tell you. instead, you always listen and i can tell that you genuinely care for me. that's the kind of person that i really needed in my life, and you stepped in right when i needed it most. remember when you said that you felt like you were my diary? to be honest, when you said that, i was really scared because of my past memories with leaning on people. i was so worried that one day i would end up burdening you and you would leave me. but then i realized, as time passed, that you didn't mind being that 'diary' and that you really, truly cared. now, i know that whenever i'm going through something hard, or if i'm just angry at something, i have you by my side always supporting me. and that always brings a smile to my face. so thank you. and i want you to know that i'm always here for you too.

i'm weird (as you know very well), and i love how you never judge me for it. even if i say something completely random or just act like my dumb self you'll never think of it weirdly and play along in a good way. like with my swag thing. and those fox stickers. there's a ton of memories i have like that and i treasure them so much, so thank you.

you're the boyfriend i've always dreamed of having. before i met you i know i needed someone but i didn't even know what kind of person i was looking for. but then you popped into my life and now i know that you were the one i was looking for all along. thank god i found you.

as for the playlist, i put together a bunch of songs that remind me of you! i've been thinking about this since a while ago, every time a song that reminds me of you came up, i wrote it down so i can do this for september 26, 2014. and it's finally here, huh? you'll probably recognize a few of these songs because we've had memories with them. as for others they're just other songs that reminded me of you for some reason. i hope you like it. ♡

thank you so much for everything, and thank you for teaching me how to trust people and love myself.

i love you. so much.

love,
jung jinyoung aka mr. fox aka jungyoung aka hubby aka your jagi aka your boyfriend. ♡